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EffYouJohnPodesta ago

I just found this and I read through all the comments. You guys think this is some kind of a joke to play on users? https://voat.co/v/theawakening/2730475/14493253/10#14493253

It jokes around about "death threats" against users 27 days ago that probably weren't really death threats, and then a bunch of alts that enjoy shitposting with mods joke about how "all you have is users displaying similar behaviors" which is the theme of this post. I bought your claim that he was the same alt as D2M AND aural sects and apologized but it looks like you guys were making this post to gaslight me and now you're still mocking me (some of you) in the thread after I apologized.

If anyone here sees the names of the users who thought this was funny, or at srayzie mocking me below for having a phone alt, you'll start to understand why none of this is funny to me. Either you're a bunch of immature children or you don't like me more than you dislike pedosatanists. I was on your side, but I'm realizing that some people here aren't on the side I thought that they were.

Being mocked and called a shill for getting stalked or threatened is the behavior of an abusive narcissist.

Crensch ago

Nobody gives a shit if you're being stalked or threatened anymore. Nobody on this end was gaslighting you - nobody on this end really cares enough about you to put forth that effort.

Nobody on this end likes you, so if you find us talking shit about you, it's because we tried to help you and you spit in our faces one too many times. Now go play in a dark alley where your stalker can find you, then beg ESOTERIC to help. I, for one, am done being nice.

You've shown yourself to be a mentally ill attention whore, and everyone would be happier if you just disappeared.

EffYouJohnPodesta ago

Hi Crensch. I was looking through old threads on Voat Pizzagate forums about a week and a half ago and my computer suddenly broke. I tried it about 20 times and it would not work. Then my husband opened it yesterday to try and fix it and it was working so I missed this comment before. Here I see that you're talking down to me again. I suppose you think I am intentionally attacking you or something.

Thanks for letting me know that nobody here cares about me as another human being and whether I am being stalked or threatened.

I'll be sure to keep that in mind, when and if I am stalked and threatened again by anyone who frequents the sub. It has happened before. I'm not going to streisand effect every single post where someone does this to me.

It sure seems like you care enough about other users to create this thread about ES just not me.

I apologized to you guys about 6 times and believed you before I received "explanations" from Death2M and aural sects and ES that were plausible. Then after I did that I saw some threads you guys posted a month prior to doing this where you seemed to be mocking the exact thing that was going on in this thread.

I don't take threatening language lightly ever, considering some of the things I've been through.

It's tough for me to find people who understand what has happened to me because a lot of it got intricately wound up in something that they consider to be "my fault" for looking into.

I spent the last week and a half just spending time with my family and talking to friends like it was the 90s or something. It was actually really nice to have a "broken" laptop.

I only came to the pizzagate forum to be a helpful member and I was attacked by the mods for doing so. Then you guys wanted explanations for my "hiatus" which I gave you, but I had to leave out certain personal details about my life, which made you disbelieve me and become more paranoid about me.

I'm sorry you guys seem to have a huge problem with ES. While researching, before my computer broke, it seems there are operatives flying under the radar on this forum, and EITHER the mods are aware and don't care that they are here, or you're all friends. I see ES trying to kiss up to a lot of the mods and then going off and talking to some of the people I know to be operatives as though they are his friends. So either everyone on here pretends to be naive all the time or they really are naive, or they know what is going on and the real subject of this thread is me and not him.

I don't like how certain users here play with other users like little badmintons. Back and forth, you're good, you're evil, we think you're a shill, bla bla. I tried to be a decent person to you and in response you say horrible things like you want me to disappear, you think I'm mentally ill, things that are serious accusations against a person normally but you do it behind a mask of anonymity on a foreign Colombian website.

That's funny because I don't recall proving myself to be mentally ill on this forum. If anything I've been less demonstrably paranoid than most people here and I've posted less verifiably false disinformation that would make one appear to be a crazy person. You yourself are concerned about the image of pizzagate so you should understand that.

The whole world thinks pizzagate is a batshit crazy conspiracy theory but I think we know better. I hope the sub moves on past this drama some time soon. I enjoyed my vacation from the sub.

And for what it's worth I'm trying my hardest to leave, which should make you and the rest of the mod team pretty happy. I'm just super excited that I didn't lose two or three months of evidence on my computer that I had been gathering when I clicked on one of these nefarious archived pizzagate threads from last year. Have a nice day.