Part 2

Also, he knows I'm not Gowdy because the first thing Gowdy would have done is post all the embarrassing things he's PMed me to make him look mentally ill.

Now you are just making shit up. I haven't PM'd you anything wouldn't have said in the server. I don't need your help to look mentally ill.

Any one of y'all can read Gowdy's comment history and it's plain as day his writing style is completely unlike mine. If I were SRS, why would I blow my cover for no reason? Why, right at the exact moment I exposed him as a liar, would he suddenly decide he was going to go on crusade to root out SRS? Certainly not just a pretext to ban me, right? Shouldn't y'all be mad at him for letting in SRS and letting them log all your conversations in the first place? He made that decision unilaterally, despite pretending to "bow to the will of the people".

What the people in the server don't know is how you behaved when we were in game, to a point even my farmer buddy in that game with us questioned me about it. You were talking like a twitch tv homosexual and a totally different tone than you have ever expressed on voat or in chat. I wrote it off because back then I took you serious. But I've seen for myself how quickly you can change personalities. Why you would blow your cover is a dumb assertion that I didn't always suspect you were just a lying jew. You weren't very harmful so it would have looked bad if I changed my tone about you without reason. People were actually put off by you Sar and didn't understand why I gave you so much respect but it's pretty simple really; you helped me show SRS working on Voat from a long time ago so I wanted that seniority to be apparent. It was my mistake and I should have been more neutral.

4) He claimed he knew what I really was all along, and I told him "Even if it weren't obvious you knew, you would get drunk and nasty and allude to it so frequently that it would be impossible for me not to know you know." Yet he persists in saying I was "surprised" he knew all along, after I explicitly told him he's as subtle as a marching band.

I said I had a feeling. And I didn't hide it. And i never said you were surprised you felt that way, I thought it was a mutual thing. You obviously took our friendship more seriously than I did since all I did was on-the-fly start a discord to replace Voat's chat and point out shills. You were the one making it something more than it was.

The part that did surprise me: I thought he meant he had gone to /v/ChristFollowers and saw that my denomination is "Orthodox Judeochristian". But actually he's been slandering me behind my back telling everyone the lie that I'm a Jew and reject Christ, when he's the one who doesn't even believe in the Bible and wouldn't be considered Christian by any Christian.

I never looked at what you post unless you linked it. I didn't even point that Orthodox part myself, someone else did. Also, I never slandered you before yesterday. I actually did the opposite of that.

(He's even deleting comments which clearly demonstrate he knows I'm Christian).

Those comments are still there dipshit. That was me genuinely defending you before you did your thing.

He claims to go to church but he's always up at 3am on Saturday night and sleeping in Sunday morning (or playing videogames). Am I a fool for having thought at least some of our interactions were genuine, since the alternative (every interaction he's ever had being fake) would mean thinking he's a GD psychopath?

I didn't say I go to service. I haven't gone to a full service in a few months. I just said I been doing work with them helping them out with neighborhood stuff since I live in a church community. Most of the religious progression I make is with church members outside of Church, it's more of a place for everyone to gather. If you doubted my life and sit here and try to suss out my schedule you could have mentioned that and I could provide proof, but you didn't. And you were always thinking that, so obviously my gut was correct.

Am I fool to have spent so much time trying to improve the mental health of a spiteful alcoholic and have it be all for nothing?

When the hell was anything like this ever discussed? We had a random server that mainly discussed the shilling on Voat. I never asked for your help, for anything. Go preach to someone who loves kikes.

5) He claims I post phishing links. Can you find a single one of these phishing links?

I stated you could have since I don't know how to tell and you posted many, many weird links. I said it to everyone in case they were worried about it. That wasn't one thing I was checking for, it was a suggestion.

6) He claims I lied about my job. Even if I were SRS, why would that prove I lied about my job? What proof is there I lied about my job?

I don't even know your fuckin job and I don't think you ever said it. You just said you are "at work". I don't get noisy about people's professions unless they initiate it.

If he ever wanted proof of my job he could have subtly asked me to paste whatever code I was working on that day or for a photo of the employee kitchen. He knows my job is my job. SJW outfits mostly operate out of SF Bay; have you ever heard of an SJW outfit operating out of Houston?

I knew you were a fuckin nerd but I never thought about your actual profession. Or that you write code.

7) He claims I tried to split up the group. Twice I tried to make peace between him and the Womb faction "because we're too few to balkanize" and both times he just told them to go eff themselves.

When did I claim that? I tried to make peace with womb as well and he wasn't having it so I stopped pursuing that avenue. That doesn't mean I have some sort of motives.

This second time I tried to make peace is when I realized the real reason he doesn't want peace: because then everyone would know he covered up what he did.

Of course I want peace, and what exactly did I cover up? Multiple people witnessed me kick him and his messages remained. I even question why he hadn't came back yet and found out that he was genuinely pissed. You are being cryptic and gay as your normally are, and you are lying.

He always claims to be recruiting new people. I've brought in people without hardly trying, and he hasn't brought in anybody.

I always said I should get more people in but never got around to it because it usually doesn't get any attention unless something big was happening on Voat. It usually gets attacked. And you brought ONE dude in like a week ago that doesn't even talk to anyone but you.

Why? He's not growing the userbase, he's playing Path of Exile compulsively and drinking all day every day.

I play games and leave them running while I'm gone or doing other things. I am not your fuckin leader and made that clear as daylight when we had to move to that server. What exactly do you want me to recruit for, anti-SRS? That should go over well. And don't worry about what I choose to do with my time or body faggot. Your judgement means jack shit.

He doesn't give a crap about dealing with SRS. He's turned the chat into his game lobby and trolled for underage girls to bring in and let cheese spam it and ignored everyone complaining about cheese to the point of leaving chat. Does that really sound like "bowing to the will of the people" to you?

Of course I give a shit about dealing with SRS but i'm a redneck in Texas, not a script kiddy like yourself. All i did was provide commentary and rather bombastic opinions. I brought in 2 17 year olds who wanted to hear more about our ideologies and that hint at a little progress was somehow a threat to you? Or Womb? I'm not going to get into womb's personal life but that was a little hypocritical to say the least. As for cheese, he is a troll and you clearly take him too serious. Anyone has always been welcome to make suggestions and I gave powers to all to do it without me being involved. You are a liar and a shill and very obviously jewish.

This drama is over nothing. You are creating it for reasons that aren't public.