He was also @texan_pride for a bit before deleting. I know b/c I remember when he changed his name and killed the original mighty account. I don't actually believe he is the original amalek account but it is the name he uses in the game paladins.
I know b/c I was discussing trying the game in chat for a while (never got around to it) but he got super into it along w/ user @cheeselane. (the iron fist guy who was obsessed with the show on netflix and kept saying, "I am the iron fist.")
Sometimes it sucks having such a good memory. I'm like a Voat historian I remember so much shit from chat. Also this isn't my first account (I deleted) but it's easy enough to figure out who I am.
@puttitout please bring back chat. I miss the weapon's grade autism.
It's surprising to me that you actually trust @National_Anthem here, considering
1) He banned me and removed all my comment history so you couldn't see what actually happened, the same way he did to @Womb_Raider, and he denied doing so the same way he did with @Womb_Raider
2) He did it after I proved he's been lying about everything, which was prompted by @Womb_Raider's repeated warning that he's a compulsive liar, and somehow these warning's never bothered y'all. (And he pretends he doesn't want to reconcile with @Womb_Raider, but it's @Womb_Raider that won't allow liars around him). This is the reason @LKA, @inthetimeofnick, and many others left, because they know what really happened. Instead you listened to cheese, a mentally-ill alcoholic whose every other word is a lie, who's intensely disloyal and just gloms onto whoever has power currently (i.e. a Minion). He hates both me and Womb because we argued for his removal (and therefore pose a threat to him); surely his version of events is unbiased, right?
3) To cover it up, when I cross-examined him he accused me of acting like Gowdy (an alt I've never heard of) and took my lack of response (since Trey Gowdy isn't an insult to me) as confession, yet he 100% knows I'm not Gowdy because he can search exactly what nick posted the music video being referenced in the above comment. And he did search for the message where Gowdy posted "Mr. Bond - Ashkenazi" and deleted it so that nobody else could discover it wasn't me. Any one of y'all can read Gowdy's comment history and it's plain as day his writing style is completely unlike mine.
4) He claimed he knew what I really was all along, and I told him "Even if it weren't obvious you knew, you would get drunk and nasty and allude to it so frequently that it would be impossible for me not to know you know." Yet he persists in saying I was "surprised" he knew all along, after I explicitly told him he's as subtle as a marching band. The part that did surprise me: I thought he meant he had gone to /v/ChristFollowers and saw that my denomination is "Orthodox Judeochristian". But actually he's been slandering me behind my back telling everyone the lie that I'm a Jew and reject Christ, when he's the one who doesn't even believe in the Bible and wouldn't be considered Christian by any Christian.
5) He claims I post phishing links. Can you find a single one of these phishing links?
6) He claims I tried to split up the group. Twice I tried to make peace between him and the Womb faction "because we're too few to balkanize" and both times he just told them to go eff themselves. This second time I tried to make peace is when I realized the real reason he doesn't want peace: because then everyone would know he covered up what he did.
He always claims to be recruiting new people. I've brought in people without hardly trying, and he hasn't brought in anybody. Why? He's not growing the userbase, he's playing Path of Exile compulsively and drinking all day every day. He doesn't give a crap about dealing with SRS. He's turned the chat into his game lobby and trolled for underage girls to bring in and let cheese spam it and ignored everyone complaining about cheese to the point of leaving chat. Does that really sound like "bowing to the will of the people" to you?
Also, he knows I'm not Gowdy because the first thing Gowdy would have done is post all the embarrassing things he's PMed me to make him look mentally ill.
Now you are just making shit up. I haven't PM'd you anything wouldn't have said in the server. I don't need your help to look mentally ill.
Any one of y'all can read Gowdy's comment history and it's plain as day his writing style is completely unlike mine. If I were SRS, why would I blow my cover for no reason? Why, right at the exact moment I exposed him as a liar, would he suddenly decide he was going to go on crusade to root out SRS? Certainly not just a pretext to ban me, right? Shouldn't y'all be mad at him for letting in SRS and letting them log all your conversations in the first place? He made that decision unilaterally, despite pretending to "bow to the will of the people".
What the people in the server don't know is how you behaved when we were in game, to a point even my farmer buddy in that game with us questioned me about it. You were talking like a twitch tv homosexual and a totally different tone than you have ever expressed on voat or in chat. I wrote it off because back then I took you serious. But I've seen for myself how quickly you can change personalities. Why you would blow your cover is a dumb assertion that I didn't always suspect you were just a lying jew. You weren't very harmful so it would have looked bad if I changed my tone about you without reason. People were actually put off by you Sar and didn't understand why I gave you so much respect but it's pretty simple really; you helped me show SRS working on Voat from a long time ago so I wanted that seniority to be apparent. It was my mistake and I should have been more neutral.
4) He claimed he knew what I really was all along, and I told him "Even if it weren't obvious you knew, you would get drunk and nasty and allude to it so frequently that it would be impossible for me not to know you know." Yet he persists in saying I was "surprised" he knew all along, after I explicitly told him he's as subtle as a marching band.
I said I had a feeling. And I didn't hide it. And i never said you were surprised you felt that way, I thought it was a mutual thing. You obviously took our friendship more seriously than I did since all I did was on-the-fly start a discord to replace Voat's chat and point out shills. You were the one making it something more than it was.
The part that did surprise me: I thought he meant he had gone to /v/ChristFollowers and saw that my denomination is "Orthodox Judeochristian". But actually he's been slandering me behind my back telling everyone the lie that I'm a Jew and reject Christ, when he's the one who doesn't even believe in the Bible and wouldn't be considered Christian by any Christian.
I never looked at what you post unless you linked it. I didn't even point that Orthodox part myself, someone else did. Also, I never slandered you before yesterday. I actually did the opposite of that.
(He's even deleting comments which clearly demonstrate he knows I'm Christian).
Those comments are still there dipshit. That was me genuinely defending you before you did your thing.
He claims to go to church but he's always up at 3am on Saturday night and sleeping in Sunday morning (or playing videogames). Am I a fool for having thought at least some of our interactions were genuine, since the alternative (every interaction he's ever had being fake) would mean thinking he's a GD psychopath?
I didn't say I go to service. I haven't gone to a full service in a few months. I just said I been doing work with them helping them out with neighborhood stuff since I live in a church community. Most of the religious progression I make is with church members outside of Church, it's more of a place for everyone to gather. If you doubted my life and sit here and try to suss out my schedule you could have mentioned that and I could provide proof, but you didn't. And you were always thinking that, so obviously my gut was correct.
Am I fool to have spent so much time trying to improve the mental health of a spiteful alcoholic and have it be all for nothing?
When the hell was anything like this ever discussed? We had a random server that mainly discussed the shilling on Voat. I never asked for your help, for anything. Go preach to someone who loves kikes.
5) He claims I post phishing links. Can you find a single one of these phishing links?
I stated you could have since I don't know how to tell and you posted many, many weird links. I said it to everyone in case they were worried about it. That wasn't one thing I was checking for, it was a suggestion.
6) He claims I lied about my job. Even if I were SRS, why would that prove I lied about my job? What proof is there I lied about my job?
I don't even know your fuckin job and I don't think you ever said it. You just said you are "at work". I don't get noisy about people's professions unless they initiate it.
If he ever wanted proof of my job he could have subtly asked me to paste whatever code I was working on that day or for a photo of the employee kitchen. He knows my job is my job. SJW outfits mostly operate out of SF Bay; have you ever heard of an SJW outfit operating out of Houston?
I knew you were a fuckin nerd but I never thought about your actual profession. Or that you write code.
7) He claims I tried to split up the group. Twice I tried to make peace between him and the Womb faction "because we're too few to balkanize" and both times he just told them to go eff themselves.
When did I claim that? I tried to make peace with womb as well and he wasn't having it so I stopped pursuing that avenue. That doesn't mean I have some sort of motives.
This second time I tried to make peace is when I realized the real reason he doesn't want peace: because then everyone would know he covered up what he did.
Of course I want peace, and what exactly did I cover up? Multiple people witnessed me kick him and his messages remained. I even question why he hadn't came back yet and found out that he was genuinely pissed. You are being cryptic and gay as your normally are, and you are lying.
He always claims to be recruiting new people. I've brought in people without hardly trying, and he hasn't brought in anybody.
I always said I should get more people in but never got around to it because it usually doesn't get any attention unless something big was happening on Voat. It usually gets attacked. And you brought ONE dude in like a week ago that doesn't even talk to anyone but you.
Why? He's not growing the userbase, he's playing Path of Exile compulsively and drinking all day every day.
I play games and leave them running while I'm gone or doing other things. I am not your fuckin leader and made that clear as daylight when we had to move to that server. What exactly do you want me to recruit for, anti-SRS? That should go over well. And don't worry about what I choose to do with my time or body faggot. Your judgement means jack shit.
He doesn't give a crap about dealing with SRS. He's turned the chat into his game lobby and trolled for underage girls to bring in and let cheese spam it and ignored everyone complaining about cheese to the point of leaving chat. Does that really sound like "bowing to the will of the people" to you?
Of course I give a shit about dealing with SRS but i'm a redneck in Texas, not a script kiddy like yourself. All i did was provide commentary and rather bombastic opinions. I brought in 2 17 year olds who wanted to hear more about our ideologies and that hint at a little progress was somehow a threat to you? Or Womb? I'm not going to get into womb's personal life but that was a little hypocritical to say the least. As for cheese, he is a troll and you clearly take him too serious. Anyone has always been welcome to make suggestions and I gave powers to all to do it without me being involved. You are a liar and a shill and very obviously jewish.
This drama is over nothing. You are creating it for reasons that aren't public.
christian incessantly points out I'm only LARPing as a christian
fume that christianity is a jewish fabrication while weirdly still claming christianity
poison everyone against christian when he preaches christ, so he leaves for a month
free to troll for underage girls now that christian's gone
turn resistance against SRS into my game lobby and fill it with underage girls, blacks, muslims, youtube retards, and the mentally ill
friend tells again and again to stop
he's making me look bad and I don't want to stop so I ban him and delete his warnings about me to others
tell everyone I didn't ban him, he just left and manually deleted his chat history himself
later, christian returns.
almost everyone believed friend and left, chat is a ghosttown, need the christian to seem popular again
christian also believes friend but is loyal
christian asks me to admit the truth but I lie
he proves the truth and I say I didn't remember that
christian starts to wonder why I'm afraid to reconcile with friend
claim I've never banned anyone or deleted their chat history
finally proves I've been lying all along about everything
he asks me if he's ever lied and I say "Never"
ban him and delete his chat history
panic, accuse him of being SRS even though his every other word is "y'all"
there's proof he's not SRS, so I accuse him of being a jew
there's proof he's christian, so behind his back I say a bunch of random stuff like "phishing" and "lying about his job"
he proves i'm lying again so I delete those messages and pretend I never said it
everyone knows I said it so for good measure I also say "actually I didn't lie because I don't remember"
say christian is only now pointing out the deception of LARPing as a christian even though everyone knows he never shuts up about it and that's why they dislike him
engage in SRS behavior of pretending links to deleted comments aren't actually deleted in hopes that people are too lazy to verify I'm lying
say some more random stuff and delete the messages proving it's a lie
ban everyone anonymous from chat and expire all invites so nobody can prove me wrong and I can make more false accusations behind the christian's back, not realizing that half the remaining people in chat know I'm full of it and have turned spies against me
openly lie about not discussing my mental illness in PMs, 100% secure in the knowledge christian is not SRS and didn't screenshot my damning PMs
afraid to back down from narrative everyone now knows is false because unblocking him would mean giving him access to those PMs again
breathe sigh of relief that christian couldn't care less people don't like him enough to defend him or verify his claims and would rather study the bible than force mentally-ill alcoholics to admit they have a problem
If @Grifter42, @Glamour_Spork, @EngelbertHumperdinck want to go along with the lie because they personally don't like me, it's their prerogative, but they at least deserve the warning that it's all real democratic up until you discover the truth, then it's you on the chopping block having everything you've ever said twisted and used to smear you on Voat, and there's going to be nobody left to speak up for your honor.
Edit: hahaha he unblocked me so I would post the PMs, to prove that I'm disloyal enough to post something I promised to keep a secret and declare me a hypocrite. Only I'm not going to post them, I'm going to screenshot the supposed non-existent PMsPNG and, if they're not embarrassing like you claim, YOU can post the PMs between June 26-27 yourself.
No, post them. Let's see what you think you gathered.
That's what I thought kike. I literally have no idea what you are talking about and you are referencing something from summer? Even if you aren't gowdy that was a good move by me. I don't need faggots scoping me out like you are.
Remember @Grifter42@Glamour_Spork@EngelbertHumperdinck, he said I was making up there being embarrassing PMs he asked me to keep secret that show he's mentally ill. If he says now "w-well I'm not even embarrassed", it doesn't change that he denied such PMs even exist. He can't claim he "doesn't remember" like everything else because it was trivial to check our brief PM history for what I was talking about and I even gave him the date.
June 26, 2017
[11:10 AM] skeetbcc: i got a personal thing to share
[11:10 AM] skeetbcc: wanted your opinion on something
[11:10 AM] skeetbcc: 2 things, please dont even mention this again, and 2, I promise im not fucking lying
[11:10 AM] skeetbcc: have you ever heard of remote viewing?
[11:11 AM] skeetbcc: you believe its possible?
[11:12 AM] skeetbcc: well i cant do it but someone is doing it to me for the last 3 days. I thought i was hallucinating bit it's 100% consitent
[11:12 AM] skeetbcc: my liver shutdown on friday night
[11:12 AM] skeetbcc: and ive almost died and ill be going to ER soon because evrytime i close my eyes to sleep off the pain, i get spammed with this coding thing called dionyplop or something
[11:13 AM] skeetbcc: and its claiming it is a system capable of transmitting ot the brain
[11:13 AM] skeetbcc: the fucked up part is if it was a hullucination, it would be impossible the chat users were ALIVE, and they thought it was funny
[11:13 AM] skeetbcc: they posted pics of my protether to my brain that i hadnt seen before. A new instagram post
[11:13 AM] skeetbcc: something like that
[11:13 AM] skeetbcc: they are tellin gme im going to die
[11:14 AM] skeetbcc: so im going to the ER soon
[11:14 AM] skeetbcc: like within the next 24 hours tho
[11:15 AM] skeetbcc: what did they do to you
[11:15 AM] skeetbcc: literall yin your head?
[11:15 AM] skeetbcc: everytime i close my eyes for 3 seconds a loading bar loads up and im in a chatroom. With my brai
[11:15 AM] skeetbcc: brain
[11:15 AM] skeetbcc: no computer
[11:16 AM] skeetbcc: all i do is talk shit
[11:16 AM] skeetbcc: making this discord is the most productive thing ive done besides use words
[11:18 AM] skeetbcc: well this is more technological
[11:18 AM] skeetbcc: and these people attacking me are faster than a super computer
[11:18 AM] skeetbcc: no way that came out of my brain
[11:18 AM] skeetbcc: brain is literally an internet network now i think
[11:19 AM] skeetbcc: You heard of diplopyS?
[11:19 AM] skeetbcc: i havent searched it yet
[11:19 AM] skeetbcc: too freaked out
[11:19 AM] skeetbcc: listen
[11:19 AM] skeetbcc: this is the freakiest part
[11:19 AM] skeetbcc: i been puking so hard my entire torso is knotted and spasms
[11:19 AM] skeetbcc: so i sat down and took a hot show and it all cooled off
[11:20 AM] skeetbcc: i watched to see what they say BECUASE
[11:20 AM] skeetbcc: EVERYTHING I THOUGHT TYPED OUT IN WORDS TO THEM
[11:20 AM] skeetbcc: but the weirdest part was one of the guys, i think the head guys, was like "skeet watch this" and formed a small square in visual effect and grew in size as it came at my face and spun
[11:21 AM] skeetbcc: and when it got close it went into my stomach and then my stomach immediately felt like i got punched
[11:21 AM] skeetbcc: then he laughed when i said wtf and did it again
[11:21 AM] skeetbcc: this time my liver jumped as soon as it hit
[11:21 AM] skeetbcc: then 1 more fuckin time for my leg
[11:21 AM] skeetbcc: i need to get to the ER but
[11:22 AM] skeetbcc: i was hardly experiencing hallucinations
[11:22 AM] skeetbcc: just when i close my eyes
[11:22 AM] skeetbcc: i need some meds
[11:22 AM] skeetbcc: im not saing shit about the visions
[11:22 AM] skeetbcc: i just need my shit fixed
[11:22 AM] skeetbcc: nah im not saying a word of this to them
[11:23 AM] skeetbcc: ill just say "mild hallucinations" and give her the thousand yard stare
[11:23 AM] skeetbcc: my liver shut down becaus eim drunk, they dont commit for that
[11:24 AM] skeetbcc: of course, ive been prajying to the Lord with my bible on my bed for the last 3 days i dont die
[11:24 AM] skeetbcc: that dioplopys kept sending me pics of giant crosses when i grabbed it
[11:24 AM] skeetbcc: so they are watching in real time
[11:25 AM] skeetbcc: im done with all booze
[11:25 AM] skeetbcc: ive had people visit me in my dreams, but not i real time remote vieweng that can not only send me messages, but troll about it like SRS
[11:25 AM] skeetbcc: they all sounded like SRS
[11:25 AM] skeetbcc: and acted
[11:26 AM] skeetbcc: there is a chatroom somewhere, and they are using lots of user names from people ive tlaked to on DIFFERENT exclusive chats
[11:26 AM] skeetbcc: every time i close my eyes i join it
[11:27 AM] skeetbcc: Why did it happen when i got seick speficially..
[11:27 AM] skeetbcc: i can handle this, i just hope it goes away
[11:27 AM] skeetbcc: this is not cool
[11:29 AM] skeetbcc: well im still going to the ER
[11:29 AM] skeetbcc: im dehydrated and cant keep water in
[11:29 AM] skeetbcc: muscles are locking up
[11:30 AM] skeetbcc: its a small clinic in a rich neighborhood, dont get me freaked out
[11:30 AM] skeetbcc: its not like that
[11:30 AM] skeetbcc: but i wonder that the distance of that diolosys thing
[11:31 AM] skeetbcc: they were saying they were on my street llol
[11:31 AM] skeetbcc: got me trying to act like a crack head
[11:32 AM] skeetbcc: i dont have a choice
[11:32 AM] skeetbcc: my family is inolved
[11:32 AM] skeetbcc: i just have one simple problem
[11:32 AM] skeetbcc: im keeping that shit to myself
[11:33 AM] skeetbcc: i need meds tho
...
[11:41 AM] skeetbcc: i do not want thi at all
[11:41 AM] skeetbcc: scared ot hsut my eyes
[11:42 AM] skeetbcc: shut
[11:42 AM] skeetbcc: i thought i was playing the gme, im going ot have someone remotely hurt my organs through my brain
[4:10 PM] skeetbcc: it went well but im still being attacked
[4:10 PM] skeetbcc: i told my father baout it and he believed me becaus ei explained it
[4:10 PM] skeetbcc: i just cant remember the name of the weapon
[4:10 PM] skeetbcc: it was like diopulys
[4:11 PM] skeetbcc: he made a post on reddit baout it while i was getting IV dripped
[4:18 PM] skeetbcc: i havent been able to get up much the last 48 hours
[4:19 PM] skeetbcc: but brother
[4:19 PM] skeetbcc: did i tell you how this program showed me stuff on the web i havent seen yet? Like a picture of my brother off instagram...
[4:20 PM] skeetbcc: my brother jus tposted it and they showed me it. I freaked out because i never seen it before
[4:20 PM] skeetbcc: saw his instagram and realized how real shit just got
[4:20 PM] skeetbcc: the other thing they were doing last night
[4:20 PM] skeetbcc: This one is interesting
[4:20 PM] skeetbcc: it proves to me it can not be a hallucination
[4:21 PM] skeetbcc: Everytime i closed my eyes last night, a full song off a YouTube stream i watch was constantyl being played. The lyrics where show in words along with the perfect noticible music.
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[8:14 PM] skeetbcc: i agree they do it on purpose, the demons i met this weekend were like 13 year old teenage girls
[8:14 PM] skeetbcc: also
[8:14 PM] skeetbcc: I think they were trying to kill me
[8:14 PM] skeetbcc: and didnt get it
[8:15 PM] skeetbcc: "I know why the demons r there, and why they r pissed u went to doctor"
[8:15 PM] skeetbcc: " Death by alcoholism is suicide, I bet they were there to collect your soul. And u are against their agenda they want u bad. U r too young for this shit man get the spirulina and Chlorella it'll help u heal
"
[10:04 PM] skeetbcc: thats kind of what me and other dude agreed upon
It's somewhat legit as I had the conversation and didn't try to hide it. But he is just describing a trip I had when I was still out of it. Did 4 grams of shrooms on top of 5 days of fasting then thought alcohol would help. That was nutty experience.
"That was nutty experience"... you claimed never happened and that I'm a liar. And you should probably read the PMs before you lie compulsively, since you write that it's been happening for 3 days. Please tell me how to grow these shrooms that last for 3 days. If you really fasted for 5 days, this means after only 2 days of fasting your blood sugar got so low that you had schizophrenic prodrome. That's totally normal, right?
Show me where i claimed it never happened bud, honestly. I actually still mention that story often in other places.
And you should probably read the PMs before you lie compulsively, since you write that it's been happening for 3 days.
I don't go back months in PM history for something I didn't even realize you were referencing.
Please tell me how to grow these shrooms that last for 3 days. If you really fasted for 5 days, this means after only 2 days of fasting your blood sugar got so low that you had a psychotic break. That's totally normal, right?
I can't explain it at all really, i fasted, took shrooms and drank alcohol, and fucked my hydration up and needed to go to the hospital. I remember the experience but I don't remember discussing it with you. I didn't deny it happened nigger.
None of this matters quite honestly. All I do is log on to chat and post links.
Also, he knows I'm not Gowdy because the first thing Gowdy would have done is post all the embarrassing things he's PMed me to make him look mentally ill.
You say there was no post history but now you're saying you didn't feel like going back months. Yet you didn't have to "go back months" because the history is brief and I gave you the exact date. You claim there's no history because you blocked me but the only reason I can access the history is because you unblocked me. You say you didn't remember but I gave you a screenshot with "I need meds" uncensored and the date, and you know what events transpired around that time. Now you're trying to say you took the shrooms a different day (without specifying which), which would mean the effects wore off and then the schizophrenia on days 3-5 the shrooms had nothing to do with. This is the part where you revise "took shrooms" to "kept dropping shrooms for 5 days continually even though I was being tormented by internet chat rooms for 3 of those days".
And now that everyone knows you're a compulsive liar you fall back to "well it doesn't matter who I am morally, I just chat and post cat pictures, I dindu nuffin." Which might be a valid argument if you didn't rally anti-SRS people to your side and then let SRS log everything they say, ban them and censor their chat history if they call you out for lying, and agree 100% with the narrative SRS pushes on Voat with the exception of your bizarre obsession with the idea a transvestite conspiracy secretly rules the world (which will get you banned for being a "jew" if you disagree with). And to police this dictatorship you keep mentally ill alcoholics around you to cheerlead all your decisions the same way SRS cheers on Putt. If it's just posting links, why'm I not allowed in your treehouse anymore, buddy?
You lost me big time dude. I know im a little crazy but you take the cake.
And to police this dictatorship you keep mentally ill alcoholics around you to cheerlead all your decisions the same way SRS cheers on Putt. If it's just posting links, why'm I not allowed in your treehouse anymore, buddy?
You gave me a bad vibe when shills were attacking me because you were posting the same things they were. It's not worth my time and this comment thread proves i should trust my gut more often, and disregard false prophets.
You realize you can't address anything I wrote and you've run out of lies so you just call me crazy? I guess @Womb_Raider is crazy too, and all the people who believe me.
You got a "bad vibe" because Gowdy was posting in real time the public chat we were having in real time. Because you let him in. Why not blame cheese? I remember him posting that music video he referenced. He was LARPing as a nazi and everyone was friendly with him and I was the only one who called him out and everyone got angry at me for "anti-nazi shilling". Yet if you search for it now, the message is gone. What a weird coincidence! The message that proves you knew I wasn't Gowdy, that you were friendly with SRS, that you let SRS hang out in chat, and that you banned the only person calling out SRS. And when I ask why I'm banned the best you can come up with is "bad vibes". All atheists get "bad vibes" from Christians, it's called giving yourself over to spiritual darkness so that you can't discern light from darkness anymore. I'm the same as I've always been, am I not? What did I do before I exposed you lying about everything that was not my usual practice? You're the one spiraling into alcoholism and anger issues. It seems to me that if I'm the one who changed, you would have chosen to go on an SRS witchhunt earlier, at a time that wasn't so deliciously convenient.
They only posted our chat log at that exact moment to bait you into removing me from chat since I'm the only one they feel threatened by (as evidenced by the fact Gowdy would tell kevdude whenever I left so he could infiltrate chat without me calling him out). Or, the darker interpretation is they're the ones who tried to make you believe I'm a Jew in the first place and you became convinced they're the good guys, which would explain why you agree with their narrative, and posting the chat logs was only done as a pretext to ban me. That would explain why you won't unban me even though you know I'm not Gowdy beyond a shadow of a doubt.
adhdferret disappeared for a long time at the same time Gowdy started posting like crazy, and later came back with some lame excuse for his absence, and here he is lying about antiracist and saying the same thing as Gowdy, "I remember everything".
I let him ban me and lie about it on his server, but he just had to drag it onto Voat telling everyone Gowdy is my alt. I only mentioned the PMs to prove I wasn't SRS, why would he deny they exist? If he refuses to back down from the lie the PMs don't exist and tells me he "absolutely" doesn't care if I post them, and I'm still too honorable to post them, I know he's going to backstab me and use it as "proof" I was lying all along about everything. I'm not zealous for my honor, but if I let my reputation be destroyed then nothing I say means anything. All testimony of a lying witness is meaningless.
I let him ban me and lie about it on his server, but he just had to drag it onto Voat telling everyone Gowdy is my alt. I only mentioned the PMs to prove I wasn't SRS, why would he deny they exist?
You didn't let me do anything. And i never denied anything about PM's. Apparently they got deleted when i either blocked you or banned oyu, i didn't even pay attention.
If he refuses to back down from the lie the PMs don't exist and tells me he "absolutely" doesn't care if I post them, and I'm still too honorable to post them, I know he's going to backstab me and use it as "proof" I was lying all along about everything. I'm not zealous for my honor, but if I let my reputation be destroyed then nothing I say means anything. All testimony of a lying witness is meaningless.
I don't mind that you posted them that doesn't bother me a bit. Why you saved it is more questionable. No one has still told me what I lied about you drama queens.
Also, he knows I'm not Gowdy because the first thing Gowdy would have done is post all the embarrassing things he's PMed me to make him look mentally ill.
I didn't save it, I clicked on your name and copied it when you unblocked me to try to bait me into repeating something you asked me not to repeat.
I didnt unblock you so I don't understand how you could see it then couldnt, then can again.
Also, he knows I'm not Gowdy because the first thing Gowdy would have done is post all the embarrassing things he's PMed me to make him look mentally ill.
I did say that story in server but no one responded so i PM'd you when i trusted you. That doesn't embarrass me and you probably already knew that, i'm still willing to discuss it with anyone who has experienced something similar which they have, I've found them.
Yeah im not interested in dealing with this drama anymore. You still have a version of reality in your head that doesn't match the rest of us. Take care of yourself Sar. All this "deleted PM's" stuff is bullshit and we both know it so im not gonna take the bait. Much of what you said never happened, maybe you perceived it that way because you are looking to far into it.
Discord was a replacement. I didn't say it was perfect.
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Gowdy ago
He was also @texan_pride for a bit before deleting. I know b/c I remember when he changed his name and killed the original mighty account. I don't actually believe he is the original amalek account but it is the name he uses in the game paladins.
http://paladins.guru/profile/pc/Amalek
I know b/c I was discussing trying the game in chat for a while (never got around to it) but he got super into it along w/ user @cheeselane. (the iron fist guy who was obsessed with the show on netflix and kept saying, "I am the iron fist.")
Sometimes it sucks having such a good memory. I'm like a Voat historian I remember so much shit from chat. Also this isn't my first account (I deleted) but it's easy enough to figure out who I am.
@puttitout please bring back chat. I miss the weapon's grade autism.
National_Anthem ago
Jesus christ what was your original accoutn? Total fuckin shill you are
Gowdy ago
Nigga if you're mighty then you should already know exactly who I am.
kek
National_Anthem ago
So you are nobody then, another blend of SRS.
Gowdy ago
Right... remember that time I recommended Mr. Bond to you b/c you're a rap fan? You got super butthurt b/c you felt it disrespected Hitler.
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=fZeQPALMn5E
I'm not even a nazi negro. You want to screech shill, SRS, or whatever. The truth is I just don't forget much.
edit: Of course I'm nobody. This is anti-social media mein negro.
SarMegahhikkitha ago
@Grifter42 @Glamour_Spork
It's surprising to me that you actually trust @National_Anthem here, considering
1) He banned me and removed all my comment history so you couldn't see what actually happened, the same way he did to @Womb_Raider, and he denied doing so the same way he did with @Womb_Raider
2) He did it after I proved he's been lying about everything, which was prompted by @Womb_Raider's repeated warning that he's a compulsive liar, and somehow these warning's never bothered y'all. (And he pretends he doesn't want to reconcile with @Womb_Raider, but it's @Womb_Raider that won't allow liars around him). This is the reason @LKA, @inthetimeofnick, and many others left, because they know what really happened. Instead you listened to cheese, a mentally-ill alcoholic whose every other word is a lie, who's intensely disloyal and just gloms onto whoever has power currently (i.e. a Minion). He hates both me and Womb because we argued for his removal (and therefore pose a threat to him); surely his version of events is unbiased, right?
3) To cover it up, when I cross-examined him he accused me of acting like Gowdy (an alt I've never heard of) and took my lack of response (since Trey Gowdy isn't an insult to me) as confession, yet he 100% knows I'm not Gowdy because he can search exactly what nick posted the music video being referenced in the above comment. And he did search for the message where Gowdy posted "Mr. Bond - Ashkenazi" and deleted it so that nobody else could discover it wasn't me. Any one of y'all can read Gowdy's comment history and it's plain as day his writing style is completely unlike mine.
4) He claimed he knew what I really was all along, and I told him "Even if it weren't obvious you knew, you would get drunk and nasty and allude to it so frequently that it would be impossible for me not to know you know." Yet he persists in saying I was "surprised" he knew all along, after I explicitly told him he's as subtle as a marching band. The part that did surprise me: I thought he meant he had gone to /v/ChristFollowers and saw that my denomination is "Orthodox Judeochristian". But actually he's been slandering me behind my back telling everyone the lie that I'm a Jew and reject Christ, when he's the one who doesn't even believe in the Bible and wouldn't be considered Christian by any Christian.
5) He claims I post phishing links. Can you find a single one of these phishing links?
6) He claims I tried to split up the group. Twice I tried to make peace between him and the Womb faction "because we're too few to balkanize" and both times he just told them to go eff themselves. This second time I tried to make peace is when I realized the real reason he doesn't want peace: because then everyone would know he covered up what he did.
He always claims to be recruiting new people. I've brought in people without hardly trying, and he hasn't brought in anybody. Why? He's not growing the userbase, he's playing Path of Exile compulsively and drinking all day every day. He doesn't give a crap about dealing with SRS. He's turned the chat into his game lobby and trolled for underage girls to bring in and let cheese spam it and ignored everyone complaining about cheese to the point of leaving chat. Does that really sound like "bowing to the will of the people" to you?
National_Anthem ago
Part 2
Now you are just making shit up. I haven't PM'd you anything wouldn't have said in the server. I don't need your help to look mentally ill.
What the people in the server don't know is how you behaved when we were in game, to a point even my farmer buddy in that game with us questioned me about it. You were talking like a twitch tv homosexual and a totally different tone than you have ever expressed on voat or in chat. I wrote it off because back then I took you serious. But I've seen for myself how quickly you can change personalities. Why you would blow your cover is a dumb assertion that I didn't always suspect you were just a lying jew. You weren't very harmful so it would have looked bad if I changed my tone about you without reason. People were actually put off by you Sar and didn't understand why I gave you so much respect but it's pretty simple really; you helped me show SRS working on Voat from a long time ago so I wanted that seniority to be apparent. It was my mistake and I should have been more neutral.
I said I had a feeling. And I didn't hide it. And i never said you were surprised you felt that way, I thought it was a mutual thing. You obviously took our friendship more seriously than I did since all I did was on-the-fly start a discord to replace Voat's chat and point out shills. You were the one making it something more than it was.
I never looked at what you post unless you linked it. I didn't even point that Orthodox part myself, someone else did. Also, I never slandered you before yesterday. I actually did the opposite of that.
Those comments are still there dipshit. That was me genuinely defending you before you did your thing.
I didn't say I go to service. I haven't gone to a full service in a few months. I just said I been doing work with them helping them out with neighborhood stuff since I live in a church community. Most of the religious progression I make is with church members outside of Church, it's more of a place for everyone to gather. If you doubted my life and sit here and try to suss out my schedule you could have mentioned that and I could provide proof, but you didn't. And you were always thinking that, so obviously my gut was correct.
When the hell was anything like this ever discussed? We had a random server that mainly discussed the shilling on Voat. I never asked for your help, for anything. Go preach to someone who loves kikes.
I stated you could have since I don't know how to tell and you posted many, many weird links. I said it to everyone in case they were worried about it. That wasn't one thing I was checking for, it was a suggestion.
I don't even know your fuckin job and I don't think you ever said it. You just said you are "at work". I don't get noisy about people's professions unless they initiate it.
I knew you were a fuckin nerd but I never thought about your actual profession. Or that you write code.
When did I claim that? I tried to make peace with womb as well and he wasn't having it so I stopped pursuing that avenue. That doesn't mean I have some sort of motives.
Of course I want peace, and what exactly did I cover up? Multiple people witnessed me kick him and his messages remained. I even question why he hadn't came back yet and found out that he was genuinely pissed. You are being cryptic and gay as your normally are, and you are lying.
I always said I should get more people in but never got around to it because it usually doesn't get any attention unless something big was happening on Voat. It usually gets attacked. And you brought ONE dude in like a week ago that doesn't even talk to anyone but you.
I play games and leave them running while I'm gone or doing other things. I am not your fuckin leader and made that clear as daylight when we had to move to that server. What exactly do you want me to recruit for, anti-SRS? That should go over well. And don't worry about what I choose to do with my time or body faggot. Your judgement means jack shit.
Of course I give a shit about dealing with SRS but i'm a redneck in Texas, not a script kiddy like yourself. All i did was provide commentary and rather bombastic opinions. I brought in 2 17 year olds who wanted to hear more about our ideologies and that hint at a little progress was somehow a threat to you? Or Womb? I'm not going to get into womb's personal life but that was a little hypocritical to say the least. As for cheese, he is a troll and you clearly take him too serious. Anyone has always been welcome to make suggestions and I gave powers to all to do it without me being involved. You are a liar and a shill and very obviously jewish.
This drama is over nothing. You are creating it for reasons that aren't public.
SarMegahhikkitha ago
If @Grifter42, @Glamour_Spork, @EngelbertHumperdinck want to go along with the lie because they personally don't like me, it's their prerogative, but they at least deserve the warning that it's all real democratic up until you discover the truth, then it's you on the chopping block having everything you've ever said twisted and used to smear you on Voat, and there's going to be nobody left to speak up for your honor.
National_Anthem ago
No, post them. Let's see what you think you gathered.
SarMegahhikkitha ago
I just said I swore not to post them. I gave you the dates, you post them if they're not embarrassing.
National_Anthem ago
That's what I thought kike. I literally have no idea what you are talking about and you are referencing something from summer? Even if you aren't gowdy that was a good move by me. I don't need faggots scoping me out like you are.
SarMegahhikkitha ago
You're saying I have your permission to post it, right?
MightyYetGentle1488 ago
Absolutely
SarMegahhikkitha ago
Remember @Grifter42 @Glamour_Spork @EngelbertHumperdinck, he said I was making up there being embarrassing PMs he asked me to keep secret that show he's mentally ill. If he says now "w-well I'm not even embarrassed", it doesn't change that he denied such PMs even exist. He can't claim he "doesn't remember" like everything else because it was trivial to check our brief PM history for what I was talking about and I even gave him the date.
June 26, 2017 [11:10 AM] skeetbcc: i got a personal thing to share
[11:10 AM] skeetbcc: wanted your opinion on something
[11:10 AM] skeetbcc: 2 things, please dont even mention this again, and 2, I promise im not fucking lying
[11:10 AM] skeetbcc: have you ever heard of remote viewing?
[11:11 AM] skeetbcc: you believe its possible?
[11:12 AM] skeetbcc: well i cant do it but someone is doing it to me for the last 3 days. I thought i was hallucinating bit it's 100% consitent
[11:12 AM] skeetbcc: my liver shutdown on friday night
[11:12 AM] skeetbcc: and ive almost died and ill be going to ER soon because evrytime i close my eyes to sleep off the pain, i get spammed with this coding thing called dionyplop or something
[11:13 AM] skeetbcc: and its claiming it is a system capable of transmitting ot the brain
[11:13 AM] skeetbcc: the fucked up part is if it was a hullucination, it would be impossible the chat users were ALIVE, and they thought it was funny
[11:13 AM] skeetbcc: they posted pics of my protether to my brain that i hadnt seen before. A new instagram post
[11:13 AM] skeetbcc: something like that
[11:13 AM] skeetbcc: they are tellin gme im going to die
[11:14 AM] skeetbcc: so im going to the ER soon
[11:14 AM] skeetbcc: like within the next 24 hours tho
[11:15 AM] skeetbcc: what did they do to you
[11:15 AM] skeetbcc: literall yin your head?
[11:15 AM] skeetbcc: everytime i close my eyes for 3 seconds a loading bar loads up and im in a chatroom. With my brai
[11:15 AM] skeetbcc: brain
[11:15 AM] skeetbcc: no computer
[11:16 AM] skeetbcc: all i do is talk shit
[11:16 AM] skeetbcc: making this discord is the most productive thing ive done besides use words
[11:18 AM] skeetbcc: well this is more technological
[11:18 AM] skeetbcc: and these people attacking me are faster than a super computer
[11:18 AM] skeetbcc: no way that came out of my brain
[11:18 AM] skeetbcc: brain is literally an internet network now i think
[11:19 AM] skeetbcc: You heard of diplopyS?
[11:19 AM] skeetbcc: i havent searched it yet
[11:19 AM] skeetbcc: too freaked out
[11:19 AM] skeetbcc: listen
[11:19 AM] skeetbcc: this is the freakiest part
[11:19 AM] skeetbcc: i been puking so hard my entire torso is knotted and spasms
[11:19 AM] skeetbcc: so i sat down and took a hot show and it all cooled off
[11:20 AM] skeetbcc: i watched to see what they say BECUASE
[11:20 AM] skeetbcc: EVERYTHING I THOUGHT TYPED OUT IN WORDS TO THEM
[11:20 AM] skeetbcc: but the weirdest part was one of the guys, i think the head guys, was like "skeet watch this" and formed a small square in visual effect and grew in size as it came at my face and spun
[11:21 AM] skeetbcc: and when it got close it went into my stomach and then my stomach immediately felt like i got punched
[11:21 AM] skeetbcc: then he laughed when i said wtf and did it again
[11:21 AM] skeetbcc: this time my liver jumped as soon as it hit
[11:21 AM] skeetbcc: then 1 more fuckin time for my leg
[11:21 AM] skeetbcc: i need to get to the ER but
[11:22 AM] skeetbcc: i was hardly experiencing hallucinations
[11:22 AM] skeetbcc: just when i close my eyes
[11:22 AM] skeetbcc: i need some meds
[11:22 AM] skeetbcc: im not saing shit about the visions
[11:22 AM] skeetbcc: i just need my shit fixed
[11:22 AM] skeetbcc: nah im not saying a word of this to them
[11:23 AM] skeetbcc: ill just say "mild hallucinations" and give her the thousand yard stare
[11:23 AM] skeetbcc: my liver shut down becaus eim drunk, they dont commit for that
[11:24 AM] skeetbcc: of course, ive been prajying to the Lord with my bible on my bed for the last 3 days i dont die
[11:24 AM] skeetbcc: that dioplopys kept sending me pics of giant crosses when i grabbed it
[11:24 AM] skeetbcc: so they are watching in real time
[11:25 AM] skeetbcc: im done with all booze
[11:25 AM] skeetbcc: ive had people visit me in my dreams, but not i real time remote vieweng that can not only send me messages, but troll about it like SRS
[11:25 AM] skeetbcc: they all sounded like SRS
[11:25 AM] skeetbcc: and acted
[11:26 AM] skeetbcc: there is a chatroom somewhere, and they are using lots of user names from people ive tlaked to on DIFFERENT exclusive chats
[11:26 AM] skeetbcc: every time i close my eyes i join it
[11:27 AM] skeetbcc: Why did it happen when i got seick speficially..
[11:27 AM] skeetbcc: i can handle this, i just hope it goes away
[11:27 AM] skeetbcc: this is not cool
[11:29 AM] skeetbcc: well im still going to the ER
[11:29 AM] skeetbcc: im dehydrated and cant keep water in
[11:29 AM] skeetbcc: muscles are locking up
[11:30 AM] skeetbcc: its a small clinic in a rich neighborhood, dont get me freaked out
[11:30 AM] skeetbcc: its not like that
[11:30 AM] skeetbcc: but i wonder that the distance of that diolosys thing
[11:31 AM] skeetbcc: they were saying they were on my street llol
[11:31 AM] skeetbcc: got me trying to act like a crack head
[11:32 AM] skeetbcc: i dont have a choice
[11:32 AM] skeetbcc: my family is inolved
[11:32 AM] skeetbcc: i just have one simple problem
[11:32 AM] skeetbcc: im keeping that shit to myself
[11:33 AM] skeetbcc: i need meds tho
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[11:41 AM] skeetbcc: i do not want thi at all
[11:41 AM] skeetbcc: scared ot hsut my eyes
[11:42 AM] skeetbcc: shut
[11:42 AM] skeetbcc: i thought i was playing the gme, im going ot have someone remotely hurt my organs through my brain
[4:10 PM] skeetbcc: it went well but im still being attacked
[4:10 PM] skeetbcc: i told my father baout it and he believed me becaus ei explained it
[4:10 PM] skeetbcc: i just cant remember the name of the weapon
[4:10 PM] skeetbcc: it was like diopulys
[4:11 PM] skeetbcc: he made a post on reddit baout it while i was getting IV dripped
[4:18 PM] skeetbcc: i havent been able to get up much the last 48 hours
[4:19 PM] skeetbcc: but brother
[4:19 PM] skeetbcc: did i tell you how this program showed me stuff on the web i havent seen yet? Like a picture of my brother off instagram...
[4:20 PM] skeetbcc: my brother jus tposted it and they showed me it. I freaked out because i never seen it before
[4:20 PM] skeetbcc: saw his instagram and realized how real shit just got
[4:20 PM] skeetbcc: the other thing they were doing last night
[4:20 PM] skeetbcc: This one is interesting
[4:20 PM] skeetbcc: it proves to me it can not be a hallucination
[4:21 PM] skeetbcc: Everytime i closed my eyes last night, a full song off a YouTube stream i watch was constantyl being played. The lyrics where show in words along with the perfect noticible music.
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[8:14 PM] skeetbcc: i agree they do it on purpose, the demons i met this weekend were like 13 year old teenage girls
[8:14 PM] skeetbcc: also
[8:14 PM] skeetbcc: I think they were trying to kill me
[8:14 PM] skeetbcc: and didnt get it
[8:15 PM] skeetbcc: "I know why the demons r there, and why they r pissed u went to doctor"
[8:15 PM] skeetbcc: " Death by alcoholism is suicide, I bet they were there to collect your soul. And u are against their agenda they want u bad. U r too young for this shit man get the spirulina and Chlorella it'll help u heal "
[10:04 PM] skeetbcc: thats kind of what me and other dude agreed upon
[9:02 AM] Sar: Other dude?
Korean_Fan_Death ago
Shit that was a great conversation I'm actually glad you saved that.
EngelbertHumperdinck ago
If this is legit, the dude needs help. But I don't think posting this is helping.
Amalek_Incarnate ago
It's somewhat legit as I had the conversation and didn't try to hide it. But he is just describing a trip I had when I was still out of it. Did 4 grams of shrooms on top of 5 days of fasting then thought alcohol would help. That was nutty experience.
SarMegahhikkitha ago
"That was nutty experience"... you claimed never happened and that I'm a liar. And you should probably read the PMs before you lie compulsively, since you write that it's been happening for 3 days. Please tell me how to grow these shrooms that last for 3 days. If you really fasted for 5 days, this means after only 2 days of fasting your blood sugar got so low that you had schizophrenic prodrome. That's totally normal, right?
Amalek_Incarnate ago
Show me where i claimed it never happened bud, honestly. I actually still mention that story often in other places.
I don't go back months in PM history for something I didn't even realize you were referencing.
I can't explain it at all really, i fasted, took shrooms and drank alcohol, and fucked my hydration up and needed to go to the hospital. I remember the experience but I don't remember discussing it with you. I didn't deny it happened nigger.
None of this matters quite honestly. All I do is log on to chat and post links.
SarMegahhikkitha ago
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You say there was no post history but now you're saying you didn't feel like going back months. Yet you didn't have to "go back months" because the history is brief and I gave you the exact date. You claim there's no history because you blocked me but the only reason I can access the history is because you unblocked me. You say you didn't remember but I gave you a screenshot with "I need meds" uncensored and the date, and you know what events transpired around that time. Now you're trying to say you took the shrooms a different day (without specifying which), which would mean the effects wore off and then the schizophrenia on days 3-5 the shrooms had nothing to do with. This is the part where you revise "took shrooms" to "kept dropping shrooms for 5 days continually even though I was being tormented by internet chat rooms for 3 of those days".
And now that everyone knows you're a compulsive liar you fall back to "well it doesn't matter who I am morally, I just chat and post cat pictures, I dindu nuffin." Which might be a valid argument if you didn't rally anti-SRS people to your side and then let SRS log everything they say, ban them and censor their chat history if they call you out for lying, and agree 100% with the narrative SRS pushes on Voat with the exception of your bizarre obsession with the idea a transvestite conspiracy secretly rules the world (which will get you banned for being a "jew" if you disagree with). And to police this dictatorship you keep mentally ill alcoholics around you to cheerlead all your decisions the same way SRS cheers on Putt. If it's just posting links, why'm I not allowed in your treehouse anymore, buddy?
Amalek_Incarnate ago
You lost me big time dude. I know im a little crazy but you take the cake.
You gave me a bad vibe when shills were attacking me because you were posting the same things they were. It's not worth my time and this comment thread proves i should trust my gut more often, and disregard false prophets.
SarMegahhikkitha ago
You realize you can't address anything I wrote and you've run out of lies so you just call me crazy? I guess @Womb_Raider is crazy too, and all the people who believe me.
You got a "bad vibe" because Gowdy was posting in real time the public chat we were having in real time. Because you let him in. Why not blame cheese? I remember him posting that music video he referenced. He was LARPing as a nazi and everyone was friendly with him and I was the only one who called him out and everyone got angry at me for "anti-nazi shilling". Yet if you search for it now, the message is gone. What a weird coincidence! The message that proves you knew I wasn't Gowdy, that you were friendly with SRS, that you let SRS hang out in chat, and that you banned the only person calling out SRS. And when I ask why I'm banned the best you can come up with is "bad vibes". All atheists get "bad vibes" from Christians, it's called giving yourself over to spiritual darkness so that you can't discern light from darkness anymore. I'm the same as I've always been, am I not? What did I do before I exposed you lying about everything that was not my usual practice? You're the one spiraling into alcoholism and anger issues. It seems to me that if I'm the one who changed, you would have chosen to go on an SRS witchhunt earlier, at a time that wasn't so deliciously convenient.
They only posted our chat log at that exact moment to bait you into removing me from chat since I'm the only one they feel threatened by (as evidenced by the fact Gowdy would tell kevdude whenever I left so he could infiltrate chat without me calling him out). Or, the darker interpretation is they're the ones who tried to make you believe I'm a Jew in the first place and you became convinced they're the good guys, which would explain why you agree with their narrative, and posting the chat logs was only done as a pretext to ban me. That would explain why you won't unban me even though you know I'm not Gowdy beyond a shadow of a doubt.
Amalek_Incarnate ago
Womb isn't crazy, i think you convinced him i banned him when i just kicked him.
give me a TL;DR because i've already moved passed this.
SarMegahhikkitha ago
adhdferret disappeared for a long time at the same time Gowdy started posting like crazy, and later came back with some lame excuse for his absence, and here he is lying about antiracist and saying the same thing as Gowdy, "I remember everything".
SarMegahhikkitha ago
Ask @Grifter42 @GlamourSpork @inthetimeofnick @whisky_cat and @EngelbertHumperdinck to translate it to backwoods retard
Amalek_Incarnate ago
keep pinging everyone. You took some random shit i said to you and turned it into a novel. You didn't even get spork's account right.
You have come up with so much shit that i'm not even willing to follow anymore (and that's saying a lot).
SarMegahhikkitha ago
I let him ban me and lie about it on his server, but he just had to drag it onto Voat telling everyone Gowdy is my alt. I only mentioned the PMs to prove I wasn't SRS, why would he deny they exist? If he refuses to back down from the lie the PMs don't exist and tells me he "absolutely" doesn't care if I post them, and I'm still too honorable to post them, I know he's going to backstab me and use it as "proof" I was lying all along about everything. I'm not zealous for my honor, but if I let my reputation be destroyed then nothing I say means anything. All testimony of a lying witness is meaningless.
Amalek_Incarnate ago
You didn't let me do anything. And i never denied anything about PM's. Apparently they got deleted when i either blocked you or banned oyu, i didn't even pay attention.
I don't mind that you posted them that doesn't bother me a bit. Why you saved it is more questionable. No one has still told me what I lied about you drama queens.
SarMegahhikkitha ago
I didn't save it, I clicked on your name and copied it when you unblocked me to try to bait me into repeating something you asked me not to repeat.
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Amalek_Incarnate ago
I didnt unblock you so I don't understand how you could see it then couldnt, then can again.
I did say that story in server but no one responded so i PM'd you when i trusted you. That doesn't embarrass me and you probably already knew that, i'm still willing to discuss it with anyone who has experienced something similar which they have, I've found them.
National_Anthem ago
Yeah im not interested in dealing with this drama anymore. You still have a version of reality in your head that doesn't match the rest of us. Take care of yourself Sar. All this "deleted PM's" stuff is bullshit and we both know it so im not gonna take the bait. Much of what you said never happened, maybe you perceived it that way because you are looking to far into it.
Discord was a replacement. I didn't say it was perfect.