I only ever lurk but I'll post because I feel I really am starting to need help and I don't know where else to start with getting it.

How can a 18 (almost 19) year old female virgin find a husband without negative attention from my social group for "being a dumb kid who got married too fast" or "god it's so sad kids having kids" I don't have much people in my life and I don't want them to think less of me for wanting a family

How do you ask a guy what his values are without sounding autistic

How do I share my values without seeming weird

How do I bond and show love for my boyfriend (when I get one) if I want to stay a virgin till we are married

I was raised atheist but with good morals because of my dad (and because I took rules too literally I am told) would me starting to go to a local church to meet a guy with similar values be a good idea, or is that manipulative in nature?

I know this one sounds stupid but can I ask a guy out first without seeming like a hussy?

How different is self-improvement strategies for females vs males, will most of /SIG/ work the same for me as any other anon

How important is it for a girl to finish high school if she wants to be a stay at home mom anyways (I got suspended & dad said f-it you can do it online and we have not gotten around to it yet)

is their a webpage with a right wing polictal ideals but more girls then boys

Unrelated to how to get a boyfreind stuff I have had problimes like crying randomly and screaming in my sleep since my dad has gotten me back from my mother, we went to the docter they said it was ptsd (I still say thats a bit strong of a word for whatever this is but whatever), dad is 100% anti jew pill pushing but he let me try them, this went on and on and every pill made me way worse so he pulled the plug after the 2 years-ish of trying diffrint medication. So I'm off what they were giveing me for a year now but I still am kinda screaming and crying any /pol/ aproved fixes other then time?