I failed on the 21st which coincided with some personal things that appeared suddenly which I had to deal with and found myself having to take time off Voat.

First thing that needs to be addressed is that I felt and still feel like such a piece of shit for failing over and over and over again. I didn't look at anything degenerate but the allure of naked women just keeps breaking me.

There are guys on here, that have succeeded so well at alot and here I am an 'owner' of a redpill sub and I keep failing for years now.

I'm not trying to get sympathy points, just frustrated. One thing that has been getting me through is that the no booze part of the challenge is still going great for me and i'm happy with progress. The other thing though and perhaps my issue is that I constantly over-judge myself.

I've come to the conclusion that it's not my job to judge, it's God's. And my insistance to judging myself keeps leading me to failure because I obssess with my own failures and ultimately keep going back into that cycle. Not even sure how that works, but I haven't tried simply to 'not judge myself'.

So, i'll try that.

Hope everyone has a great weekend!

I watched the Democrat debate, wow.

Made me feel instantly better about myself.