When did you learn to masterbate? I think o figured it out at around 11 or 12 early puberty I guess. I remeber jerkin off for the longest time and nothin came out. Then one day. It did. It was yellow. It scared me and suddenly I didn’t want to do it anymore in that moment. LOL. I remeber the older kids showin each other how much jozz they shot out. One of those kids worked for the church for a while. The other one overdosed. Then my friend fucked my girlfriend. Then I contemplated murdering him but I still had hope at that age. I remeber being at Halloween haunted house waiting to leave so I could go jerk off. Cause by then I discovered it was fun. I was keeping count at that point and already losing count. Then some nigger kid with dreads called me a mommas boy so I punched him in the face. I punched him in the face a second time when he tried to cheap shot me. I remember we were playing basketball. I didn’t even know he punched me. It felt like somebody gently fondled the back of my head and I was like wtf was that. All his nigger friends tried to intimidate me as they ran backwards. HUH ok. Then I got in school suspended. Then I met a kid who was there for locking another kid in a closet. This was 6th grade and it was hilarious. Was an alright kid. One of those people you think is an asshole from a distance. Me n my friends almost robbed his house in highscool but we didn’t do it which is good I guess. He got heavy into drugs like we got heavy into drugs. I remember him showin me a video on his phone in high school of Him beating the fuck out of some kid. Stomping on his face and telling him to get up. It was like a 30 minute video. I wonder where he is now. Hold on I’m gonna facebook. Ahh there he is at Mardi Gras. Thought he would have od by now. Maybe he’s clean idk him anymore. I used to hang out with this asian kid in biology who sold x. These to guys would buy x from him everyday and take it at school everyday. They both disappeared. They gotta be dead now. I think they dropped out and ran to live in New Orleans. That Asian kid taught me a lot about street stuff. Later through him I got a job offer to run drugs for some asians gangs. We’ll bail you out of jail, get you a lawyer. Ok but then the best lawyer isn’t going to be able to save me from pounds of shit in the trunk. I thought he was full of shit till me n my other friend met for a job offer in a suite in a casino. They opened every dresser drawer and just pounds and pounds of weed. Like holy shit. Me n my friend looked at each other thinking a mutual thought. We should rob these guys. Only two of em. Couple of passed out whores in bed. That would have been a terrible idea. Ended up partying with them. Then I ended up selling Oxy and rocsy to this guys connections. He ended up getting hooked himself. He seemed upset when I told him I was calling it quits. What you want from me dude I ain’t tryin to go to prison