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carmencita ago

Couldn't wait to UPVOATU!!! Thank You! I have a request from our SRA Survivor @StcharlesSeminary to post a video. It is right up the alley of your post. It is titled Satanic Panic Propaganda https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=6uVzQrj7mY0&feature=youtu.be It is regarding Child Ritual Abuse and in it you will see Dr. Richard Kluft. Our Survivor has spoken to Dr. Kluft. Pay special attention to the mention of a "finger" this is about how they instill fear in the child or person. They are made to wear the finger to remind them of what can happen to them. Thank you again from me and from Our Survivor. I will send her the link to this thread.

StcharlesSeminary ago

My own mother carried a finger of my dead brother in her purse and a red plastic belt. My brother was murdered in 1955, I was three years old and my sister and I had to witness it. My brother had polio, he wore braces and had to use a wheelchair. He did not live at home with us, and I have no idea where he lived, I was so young.

This all came back to me in a dream..

I was at a catholic funeral, I was sitting on one side of the church and my mother and sister on the other side... I had to divorce myself from my mother and sister at that time to get well, thus I am guessing the different sides of the church.

I walked up to the casket, again this is all a dream, and it is a young boy with dark hair.. I walk past the altar ( I believe I am spelling this right) this is the church where I was reunited with my perpetrator all those years later.. and I went up to the back wall of the church, and it opened up.. there was a cliff.. straight down..not true in real life.

Anyway I told this dream to a therapist who was not trained in RA, I said this was my brother in the dream in the casket, she said it was my 'wanting to have a brother'???

i told this to my psychologist at the time, who only dealt with RA, she wanted to hear more, it turns out, it was my brother in the dream and my brother was drowned.. by my father. I was born into generational cult.

So, the finger of my brother, or could have been the finger of anyone dead, the sick freaks.. was to remind my sister and myself it could be us.

I am pretty upset, I need to hush now. Thank you for taking the time to read this.

I am so sorry Jeffrey (my brother) I am so sorry. My brother was about 9 years old, depending on his birthday and I don't know that. I know where he is buried in an unmarked grave in a family plot of my stepfather's. I could take you to it now. I have not forgotten

Thank you Carm for being so kind to me. I truly appreciate it.

Nunquam-Dormio ago

You've left little doubt in my mind that you have some serious issues. Crying out for help from total strangers now? Is that because everyone IRL is sick of your shit?

My words sound meaner than intended, I admit, text carries no tone. I'm poking you, is all, please don't take it personally. You've got me a little curious, like a black box- what goes in, what comes out? what comes out?

carmencita ago

I sobbed after reading this. Do not feel bad for making me cry. Sometimes it is good for the soul. Yes, they are sick freaks. That is what distinguishes us from them. They don't realize that they are. I don't know how you manage from day to day. I believe you have Divine assistance. You are the most courageous person I have ever known. I am fortunate to have you as my friend. God Bless You.