Wow, I'm a little amazed that this was shared on voat within a day, but I'm glad. Yes, I was 13, it was in Birmingham, MI; his son Collin was also there and went off with my dad. I remember sitting on his lap and him talking to me, he was being sweet (if you can call it that). Unfortunately, I don't have the whole memory reconstructed yet, so I wasn't going to say anything about this yet, and I wanted to respect his son Colin's privacy. But when I saw him speaking out about Trump and the media today, I felt compelled to say what I know so far. I have a long way to go before I will have all of my memories back, and I know many will not believe me, especially as I am currently unable to recount every sordid detail. I wish I had more of the memory right now but the nature of Trauma Based Mind Control and Tertiary Structural Dissociation makes it very hard to recover complete, coherent memories. If I remember more I will share more.
Sarah, you are definitely not the first, and I'll go further to say that you are not the first for both Hanks and HRClinton. Obviously some people run in the same circles. In regards to your memory of Hanks, I have to ask; did Hanks give you any kind of drink or food?
I'm not going to get into too much detail, for safety.
When I was recalling abuse that happened to me, I could not believe the things I was remembering. One thing you really may want to do, is write down everything you can remember, even if it seems bizarre. Another thing is, if you rewatch movies or interviews of Tom Hanky Panky, it will definitely help you remember things that are suppressed or buried emotionally. Remember, your physical body has an amazing way of remember things that we can forget or block out.
And please watch out. If you face anything like what I've been through, you will have teams of people follow you, harass you, and kidnap you if they can get their hands on you. To be honest, I don't walk around without carrying a gun. But I've also dropped off the radar... Please stay safe. They have an army out there - everywhere - and they aren't afraid to do brazen things like kidnap people in during the day. That said, try to always travel with another person. Be very suspicious things that happen. There are many times I would have saved myself from them if I would have listened to my gut more about suspicious people or a suspicious situation.
Thank you for your concern, and advice. First, let me say as a fellow survivor, I see you. I believe you. I support you. I struggle with you toward healing. I'm sorry you had to go through these things, and I am here for you if you want/need a compassionate witness to honor your truth. #SurvivorsUnite #SayBraveThings
I am well aware that the cult knows where I am at all times, and despite changing states 3 times this year, I am still being pursued and followed in public. I am protected by @christophercronsell and we are both armed and trained. We follow strict personal, operational, and home security measures with painful awareness that the cult would kidnap me to either reprogram me or sacrifice me if we give them an opportunity. They hate to get caught, so I wear a body cam at all times in public, and when I notice them following us, we speak to them and make it clear they are being recorded. They usually back off after that. We've been harassed by the dirty Sheriff's office 3x within a month by them showing up at my house for bogus "wellness checks" and I've complained to the department and also to the FBI about this activity. Lately it seems to have slowed, but I remain vigilant and on guard at all times, even within my home. I have no expectation that I will ever be able to hide, knowing that the cult has infiltrated the alphabet agencies, changing my name and going into witness protection likely wouldn't even help me hide. So instead, I choose to reject the fear they are trying to instill in me, and instead make a stand and turn to fight them. They can only get to me physically in a present moment, and if they are foolish enough to try to do that, Chris and I will neutralize them.
Interesting to read. That's what they do. Did your harrasment / stalking happen after coming forward? What exactly is the dynamic that 'triggered' their interest or pursuit of you?
Body cam is very smart. I would be wary of family members you think are OK, but in reality are in on it. Happened to me. Only when I totally cut them off, even by phone, things got better.
If you are relatively new to the 'escape and evade' game they are playing on you, there always things you can do to keep off their radar. Some easier said then done, of course. My main concern for you is that you are able to continue to speak out. I know too many people personally that spoke out, and then were silenced, one way or another. You sound like a tough human being that can roll with the punches, but I've seen it all it seems. I think it would be a good idea to release video testament to your experience. I know it can be hard when remembering things, that are purposely blocked out by the attackers. I've had good family and good law enforcement taken out. They are ruthless. Obviously they react to the size of the threat they have assessed. If you can get your memories on video, maybe conservatives will pick it up, and it will make its way into the mainstream news. They failed in stopping Trump...
Thank you for your prayers. I will pray for you as well.
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SarahRuthAshcraft ago
Wow, I'm a little amazed that this was shared on voat within a day, but I'm glad. Yes, I was 13, it was in Birmingham, MI; his son Collin was also there and went off with my dad. I remember sitting on his lap and him talking to me, he was being sweet (if you can call it that). Unfortunately, I don't have the whole memory reconstructed yet, so I wasn't going to say anything about this yet, and I wanted to respect his son Colin's privacy. But when I saw him speaking out about Trump and the media today, I felt compelled to say what I know so far. I have a long way to go before I will have all of my memories back, and I know many will not believe me, especially as I am currently unable to recount every sordid detail. I wish I had more of the memory right now but the nature of Trauma Based Mind Control and Tertiary Structural Dissociation makes it very hard to recover complete, coherent memories. If I remember more I will share more.
elephantdoesntforget ago
Thank you for coming out.
Sarah, you are definitely not the first, and I'll go further to say that you are not the first for both Hanks and HRClinton. Obviously some people run in the same circles. In regards to your memory of Hanks, I have to ask; did Hanks give you any kind of drink or food? I'm not going to get into too much detail, for safety.
When I was recalling abuse that happened to me, I could not believe the things I was remembering. One thing you really may want to do, is write down everything you can remember, even if it seems bizarre. Another thing is, if you rewatch movies or interviews of Tom Hanky Panky, it will definitely help you remember things that are suppressed or buried emotionally. Remember, your physical body has an amazing way of remember things that we can forget or block out.
And please watch out. If you face anything like what I've been through, you will have teams of people follow you, harass you, and kidnap you if they can get their hands on you. To be honest, I don't walk around without carrying a gun. But I've also dropped off the radar... Please stay safe. They have an army out there - everywhere - and they aren't afraid to do brazen things like kidnap people in during the day. That said, try to always travel with another person. Be very suspicious things that happen. There are many times I would have saved myself from them if I would have listened to my gut more about suspicious people or a suspicious situation.
SarahRuthAshcraft ago
Thank you for your concern, and advice. First, let me say as a fellow survivor, I see you. I believe you. I support you. I struggle with you toward healing. I'm sorry you had to go through these things, and I am here for you if you want/need a compassionate witness to honor your truth. #SurvivorsUnite #SayBraveThings
I am well aware that the cult knows where I am at all times, and despite changing states 3 times this year, I am still being pursued and followed in public. I am protected by @christophercronsell and we are both armed and trained. We follow strict personal, operational, and home security measures with painful awareness that the cult would kidnap me to either reprogram me or sacrifice me if we give them an opportunity. They hate to get caught, so I wear a body cam at all times in public, and when I notice them following us, we speak to them and make it clear they are being recorded. They usually back off after that. We've been harassed by the dirty Sheriff's office 3x within a month by them showing up at my house for bogus "wellness checks" and I've complained to the department and also to the FBI about this activity. Lately it seems to have slowed, but I remain vigilant and on guard at all times, even within my home. I have no expectation that I will ever be able to hide, knowing that the cult has infiltrated the alphabet agencies, changing my name and going into witness protection likely wouldn't even help me hide. So instead, I choose to reject the fear they are trying to instill in me, and instead make a stand and turn to fight them. They can only get to me physically in a present moment, and if they are foolish enough to try to do that, Chris and I will neutralize them.
elephantdoesntforget ago
Glad to hear you are a sister in Christ.
Interesting to read. That's what they do. Did your harrasment / stalking happen after coming forward? What exactly is the dynamic that 'triggered' their interest or pursuit of you? Body cam is very smart. I would be wary of family members you think are OK, but in reality are in on it. Happened to me. Only when I totally cut them off, even by phone, things got better. If you are relatively new to the 'escape and evade' game they are playing on you, there always things you can do to keep off their radar. Some easier said then done, of course. My main concern for you is that you are able to continue to speak out. I know too many people personally that spoke out, and then were silenced, one way or another. You sound like a tough human being that can roll with the punches, but I've seen it all it seems. I think it would be a good idea to release video testament to your experience. I know it can be hard when remembering things, that are purposely blocked out by the attackers. I've had good family and good law enforcement taken out. They are ruthless. Obviously they react to the size of the threat they have assessed. If you can get your memories on video, maybe conservatives will pick it up, and it will make its way into the mainstream news. They failed in stopping Trump...
Thank you for your prayers. I will pray for you as well.
SarahRuthAshcraft ago
I've cut all ties with family. The following/harassment started when I fled my family in March this year.