"watching paint dry"

I know. Taking the red pill can be fucking horrible sometimes. All the pedophilia used to make me want to vomit when I first saw the evidence. But now the only thing that makes me nauseous is the knowledge my government would be involved in this shit like Brownstone Ops, Sandy Hook and 9/11. All day every day I have a very faint urge to puke my guts out. It's fucking brutal.