My story is similar to yours. I started remembering at about 34 years of age. The memories started coming to me as if they were a dream, or quick flashbacks that made me shake my head and wonder what the hell was that all about. Then they started coming faster and I basically had a major meltdown. I believe I was programmed to act in a very self destructive manner if I started remembering, because I put myself in many very dangerous situations. Ugh.. can't get too deep into it, but yes, I understand what you are describing.
Interestingly, that's the same age my mother remembered her abuse, however I don't think hers had anything to do with pizzagate but more to do with having a psychopath as a father.
I remember in a senior level psychology class I had, a fellow student wrote about her childhood with a schizophrenic mother. Quite horrifying in the insanity of physical and emotional abuse and neglect (no SRA). I think it was her, or perhaps some related info, that mentioned how some memories start coming back later, (after 30?)...the accounts here support that.
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WakeUpPlease ago
My story is similar to yours. I started remembering at about 34 years of age. The memories started coming to me as if they were a dream, or quick flashbacks that made me shake my head and wonder what the hell was that all about. Then they started coming faster and I basically had a major meltdown. I believe I was programmed to act in a very self destructive manner if I started remembering, because I put myself in many very dangerous situations. Ugh.. can't get too deep into it, but yes, I understand what you are describing.
featheredmasks ago
Interestingly, that's the same age my mother remembered her abuse, however I don't think hers had anything to do with pizzagate but more to do with having a psychopath as a father.
kestrel9 ago
I remember in a senior level psychology class I had, a fellow student wrote about her childhood with a schizophrenic mother. Quite horrifying in the insanity of physical and emotional abuse and neglect (no SRA). I think it was her, or perhaps some related info, that mentioned how some memories start coming back later, (after 30?)...the accounts here support that.
pby1000 ago
The father could have been involved. If often happens, such as in the David Shurter case.
featheredmasks ago
It's possible. He worked for Al Capone. not sure if there were any leads there.