I just recently turned 21 I should be enjoying my life like my two brothers and all my old friends and just got into college yet all of this sickens me to the core. Been lurking these forums for months my family yelled at me for talking about Pizzagate so much. Got called a fucking weirdo by my older brother. Yet I cant stop feeling so horrible about all those poor children. 800,000 a year go missing its so sick and unimaginable. Feel like I've aged ten years nothing excites me. Was a huge gamer and yet while playing Halo Wars 2 keep thinking about all of this and cant seem to be as happy as before at work. I want to save those children so bad no one should be put into a life like that jesus
Honey, I understand how you feel. My family mocked me for months. I've finally convinced some of them that's real. I know you're only 21 and it suck that this much evil has come to light. But it's not something that's NEW. This has been going on for centuries. We've just finally become aware of it. When someone mocks at you for believing pizzagate shoe them this: https://voat.co/v/pizzagate/1437697
I'm pretty sure it'll shut them up quickly. Plus you have to understand that one of the reasons people deny pizzagate, or won't discuss it is because they're SCARED of it. If they believe it and see how horrible it really is, they'll have to do something about it and that's really scary too.
You are not alone @gamepwn. I'm a 22 yr old girl in college. I think about this everyday. Yet, I can't even mention this forum to my boyfriend without a snarky remark or "joke" regarding how seriously I take this stuff. Even my father, who actually believes all of this and has his own username here to lurk, tells me nothing will ever come from this and to not get my hopes up. I've been on here for a little bit now too, and I also feel like I have lost all innocence myself just from the collective evidence and horrible atrocities we have reason to believe are being/have been committed towards other human beings. Fucking kids, nonetheless. It breaks my heart and the fact that no one else around me seems to care is even worse....
I also know how you feel, but we must keep this in perspective and know that this has been going on for a very long time and God knows about it.
While we all want to see something done about it, and hopefully by it coming out in the open it will start the ball rolling towards accountability!
You are young and you only have control of your own life.
So make your life good...enjoy it...be the example you want to see in the world!
Keep praying and do what you can to help to support this movement, but don't forget to build your own life!
As sad as it is, it's refreshing that someone of your age even cares or is aware of this. I have daughters your age, and they think I'm just a conspiracy theorist nutjob.
At least you have a conscience and at 21, it gives me some hope for the future. Most your age don't give a shit about others and all about me, myself and I. It's hard to get this stuff out of your mind, but those that don't speak up & realize it's real are the ones with their heads in he sand.
Hang in there. 21 is early to take all of this on. Pretty much any adult I've told is like yeah yeah, that's awful and then awkwardly changes the subject. The reality is most people simply cannot fathom that the extent of this is total infiltration of the institutions that make them feel safe. That is an idea that people's brains are literally protecting them from.
At some point it will become so blatant that they have no choice but to see. That has happened to all of us already for one reason or another. We need as many people as we can ready to help others understand when they wale up. We're also going to have to help those that fall apart a little when this all comes to light.
Try not to get so caught up in this that you lose yourself in the process. Take some time outdoors to reset your mind and your body, or find something peaceful to do that leaves you feeling full and refreshed again. We are all distraught by this, but our light and our love is our power. Don't let the evil around us take that from you. Until your people wake up, just know you have support elsewhere.
Morpheus: No. But if you could, would you really want to?
Welcome to the rabbit hole. You're here because you're a genuine person who find it unthinkable that the rich and powerful would do this to children. It's horrifying and it's taken over almost all of your thoughts. You waver between feeling sickened, feeling angry and feeling helpless.
You're not alone: there are many hundreds of thousands of us. All of us have a part to play . I've personally red-pilled nearly my whole family, dozens of friends and many work colleagues to a greater or lesser extent. Justice is coming soon with absolute certainty. It's frustrating that we don't have it already but the wheels of justice turn slowly. But they do turn. Once all of the elites and their minions have all been publicly burned at the stake for their role in this, we will all enjoy full and happy lives, proud of our roles in bringing this down.
But now is the time to knuckle down and make it happen.
Ha, I was telling my family about the 'Clinton Body Count' and that Hillary is like a mob boss. The question came up "But who does the killing for them?"
It is such simple stuff that people get caught up on sometimes, purely because their existing world view does NOT allow for an answer to that question. Thats when I tied in Mena, Arkansas, and the Clinton's longtime association with CIA cocaine smuggling!
Keep in mind I also have family members that think the terrorists who created Israel were 'heros fighting against the odds', LOL.
What gets me is that when i hear this stuff, I am instantly super curious and want to hear more, dig to the bottom of it all. But SO many hear it, and just want to dismiss it or forget it or ignore it. So after I have a conversation with someone, where they are 'skeptical' I ask them the next time 'Did you look it up?' Nope!
People complain about Trump and I don't defend him but I say "Well, the other choice was Hillary Clinton! What kind of choice is that!? We would already be at war with Russia right now, if she had won!"
I so feel your pain and wish it wasn't so. But unfortunately, knowledge of this inhumane injustice will tend to greatly disturb an ethical human being who has a heart and soul. There are so many zombies wandering around today who feel nothing but anger over minor "micro aggressions" They are only self seeking. I commend you for your integrity. Fight the good fight and stay strong. I truly feel that God hears the cries of His people and justice will be served
THANK YOU for sharing this. Its like (as he said) he made it just for me. I love his idea of what we should call the 'elites' - Miserable Talentless Parasites. "He's an MTP" certainly has a nice ring, to my ear at least. The initials phonetically sound like you are describing someone that is empty - which these freaks evidently are.
Do we have any meme magik masters here who might leverage "Miserable Talentless Parasites / MTP" that into a format we can share?
Wow. This hit home, and is so very welcomed at a time when I was feeling very overwhelmed, frustrated and powerless to change. Waking up is not easy and the weight of realisation of the truth is heavy and can be a lonely place. This piece reminded me that I'm not alone. We are indeed a force to be reckoned with and my faith that the day of reckoning is near has been refreshed and restored. Thanks for this. Archiving for later use where needed.
Look into that 800,000 number. It's not what you think. That's every single report of a missing kid. Almost all of that is benign. Kids who were lost and then found within hours.
Plus we have no clue how many kids in foster care or their OWN FAMILIES are subjected to trafficking. They wouldn't be declared missing but many are in fact very lost.
According to the author of "TrafficKing" (book on Epstein and more) there are 23 million underaged trafficking victoms worldwide (she sources this to U.N) and more than a million underaged U.S. born trafficking victoms. This number seems to me to include all illegal trafficking. In my current knowledge, trafficking is connected to sexual abuse for 1/4-1/5 of girls, less on boys. I base this knowledge to an university stydy I read, but that study included adults too. So no exact numbers from me, but let's just fight against all the trafficking.
465,000(still a pretty huge number) MISSING say the stats... add in countries that don't even have birth certificates, countries where selling of children is legal & all the children that slip through the cracks, I'd guess a million more easily. But....how many children are born as goldfish, directly into the sex trafficking/slavery cycle, they aren't technically missing, but they are exploited... I gather, it's a million more. I'd guess close to 3 million children go missing, are abducted, trafficked, or become SRA victims, or organ donors, every year... It's abominable.
Hang in there. When this all comes out these people that call us crazy will need us to guide them through their cognitive dissonance. We are the "lucky" ones who are awake :) This will get exposed, just keep following the process. That's all we can do.
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gamepwn ago
I just recently turned 21 I should be enjoying my life like my two brothers and all my old friends and just got into college yet all of this sickens me to the core. Been lurking these forums for months my family yelled at me for talking about Pizzagate so much. Got called a fucking weirdo by my older brother. Yet I cant stop feeling so horrible about all those poor children. 800,000 a year go missing its so sick and unimaginable. Feel like I've aged ten years nothing excites me. Was a huge gamer and yet while playing Halo Wars 2 keep thinking about all of this and cant seem to be as happy as before at work. I want to save those children so bad no one should be put into a life like that jesus
I_have_my_gun_ready ago
Honey, I understand how you feel. My family mocked me for months. I've finally convinced some of them that's real. I know you're only 21 and it suck that this much evil has come to light. But it's not something that's NEW. This has been going on for centuries. We've just finally become aware of it. When someone mocks at you for believing pizzagate shoe them this: https://voat.co/v/pizzagate/1437697 I'm pretty sure it'll shut them up quickly. Plus you have to understand that one of the reasons people deny pizzagate, or won't discuss it is because they're SCARED of it. If they believe it and see how horrible it really is, they'll have to do something about it and that's really scary too.
mooteensy ago
You are not alone @gamepwn. I'm a 22 yr old girl in college. I think about this everyday. Yet, I can't even mention this forum to my boyfriend without a snarky remark or "joke" regarding how seriously I take this stuff. Even my father, who actually believes all of this and has his own username here to lurk, tells me nothing will ever come from this and to not get my hopes up. I've been on here for a little bit now too, and I also feel like I have lost all innocence myself just from the collective evidence and horrible atrocities we have reason to believe are being/have been committed towards other human beings. Fucking kids, nonetheless. It breaks my heart and the fact that no one else around me seems to care is even worse....
sugarskull ago
Because you have a soul and a heart...never forget that!!
artfullyours ago
I also know how you feel, but we must keep this in perspective and know that this has been going on for a very long time and God knows about it. While we all want to see something done about it, and hopefully by it coming out in the open it will start the ball rolling towards accountability! You are young and you only have control of your own life. So make your life good...enjoy it...be the example you want to see in the world! Keep praying and do what you can to help to support this movement, but don't forget to build your own life!
GhostOfSwartz ago
As sad as it is, it's refreshing that someone of your age even cares or is aware of this. I have daughters your age, and they think I'm just a conspiracy theorist nutjob.
AngB23 ago
At least you have a conscience and at 21, it gives me some hope for the future. Most your age don't give a shit about others and all about me, myself and I. It's hard to get this stuff out of your mind, but those that don't speak up & realize it's real are the ones with their heads in he sand.
PG_IzRidiculous ago
And when you add in the fact that pizzagate is a obviously fictitious and ridiculous conspiracy theory...sad.
vonbacon ago
^SHILL
0.2 Shekelz have been deposited into your Paypal account from rabbi schlomo in Isreal
PG_IzRidiculous ago
^Retarded conspiracy theorist.
vonbacon ago
AHAHAHAHAHHAHAHHAHAHAHAH INHALES HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAH
You ain't fooling anyone
awake4646 ago
Hang in there. 21 is early to take all of this on. Pretty much any adult I've told is like yeah yeah, that's awful and then awkwardly changes the subject. The reality is most people simply cannot fathom that the extent of this is total infiltration of the institutions that make them feel safe. That is an idea that people's brains are literally protecting them from.
At some point it will become so blatant that they have no choice but to see. That has happened to all of us already for one reason or another. We need as many people as we can ready to help others understand when they wale up. We're also going to have to help those that fall apart a little when this all comes to light.
Try not to get so caught up in this that you lose yourself in the process. Take some time outdoors to reset your mind and your body, or find something peaceful to do that leaves you feeling full and refreshed again. We are all distraught by this, but our light and our love is our power. Don't let the evil around us take that from you. Until your people wake up, just know you have support elsewhere.
paulf ago
Neo: I can't go back, can I?
Morpheus: No. But if you could, would you really want to?
Welcome to the rabbit hole. You're here because you're a genuine person who find it unthinkable that the rich and powerful would do this to children. It's horrifying and it's taken over almost all of your thoughts. You waver between feeling sickened, feeling angry and feeling helpless.
You're not alone: there are many hundreds of thousands of us. All of us have a part to play . I've personally red-pilled nearly my whole family, dozens of friends and many work colleagues to a greater or lesser extent. Justice is coming soon with absolute certainty. It's frustrating that we don't have it already but the wheels of justice turn slowly. But they do turn. Once all of the elites and their minions have all been publicly burned at the stake for their role in this, we will all enjoy full and happy lives, proud of our roles in bringing this down.
But now is the time to knuckle down and make it happen.
TheSeer ago
Ha, I was telling my family about the 'Clinton Body Count' and that Hillary is like a mob boss. The question came up "But who does the killing for them?"
It is such simple stuff that people get caught up on sometimes, purely because their existing world view does NOT allow for an answer to that question. Thats when I tied in Mena, Arkansas, and the Clinton's longtime association with CIA cocaine smuggling!
Keep in mind I also have family members that think the terrorists who created Israel were 'heros fighting against the odds', LOL.
equineluvr ago
Larry Nichols did (some of) their dirty work for years in Arkansas.
Nichols, Clinton Hit Man
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=KWL_NBJN5cA
TheSeer ago
What gets me is that when i hear this stuff, I am instantly super curious and want to hear more, dig to the bottom of it all. But SO many hear it, and just want to dismiss it or forget it or ignore it. So after I have a conversation with someone, where they are 'skeptical' I ask them the next time 'Did you look it up?' Nope!
People complain about Trump and I don't defend him but I say "Well, the other choice was Hillary Clinton! What kind of choice is that!? We would already be at war with Russia right now, if she had won!"
Rmm ago
I so feel your pain and wish it wasn't so. But unfortunately, knowledge of this inhumane injustice will tend to greatly disturb an ethical human being who has a heart and soul. There are so many zombies wandering around today who feel nothing but anger over minor "micro aggressions" They are only self seeking. I commend you for your integrity. Fight the good fight and stay strong. I truly feel that God hears the cries of His people and justice will be served
nnfx ago
I know how you feel, many of us do. I already lost at least one "friend" about it. You are not alone. Here, this might help. It helped me a lot.
lynn1314 ago
Thank you for that video link! It made me cry, but in a good way :)
nnfx ago
Same here. <3
Ihatepizza2 ago
THANK YOU for sharing this. Its like (as he said) he made it just for me. I love his idea of what we should call the 'elites' - Miserable Talentless Parasites. "He's an MTP" certainly has a nice ring, to my ear at least. The initials phonetically sound like you are describing someone that is empty - which these freaks evidently are.
Do we have any meme magik masters here who might leverage "Miserable Talentless Parasites / MTP" that into a format we can share?
Keep digging friends.
nnfx ago
Ikr!? It's crazy. :D
MolochHunter ago
gr8 vid mate
DerivaUK ago
Wow. This hit home, and is so very welcomed at a time when I was feeling very overwhelmed, frustrated and powerless to change. Waking up is not easy and the weight of realisation of the truth is heavy and can be a lonely place. This piece reminded me that I'm not alone. We are indeed a force to be reckoned with and my faith that the day of reckoning is near has been refreshed and restored. Thanks for this. Archiving for later use where needed.
thisneedstoend ago
well, that was amazing. I want this guy to narrate everything. Thank you for sharing that!
thisneedstoend ago
why was I downvoted for this?!
whazzat1970 ago
nnfx, this was cool. I don't know who wrote this but it was good.
AreWeSure ago
Look into that 800,000 number. It's not what you think. That's every single report of a missing kid. Almost all of that is benign. Kids who were lost and then found within hours.
National Child Kidnapping Facts - Polly Klaas Foundation
http://www.pollyklaas.org/about/national-child-kidnapping.html?referrer=https://www.google.com/
And it's not 800,000, it was 465,000 last year
concernedaboutitall ago
Plus we have no clue how many kids in foster care or their OWN FAMILIES are subjected to trafficking. They wouldn't be declared missing but many are in fact very lost.
anonOpenPress ago
According to the author of "TrafficKing" (book on Epstein and more) there are 23 million underaged trafficking victoms worldwide (she sources this to U.N) and more than a million underaged U.S. born trafficking victoms. This number seems to me to include all illegal trafficking. In my current knowledge, trafficking is connected to sexual abuse for 1/4-1/5 of girls, less on boys. I base this knowledge to an university stydy I read, but that study included adults too. So no exact numbers from me, but let's just fight against all the trafficking.
BTAlum4truth ago
465,000(still a pretty huge number) MISSING say the stats... add in countries that don't even have birth certificates, countries where selling of children is legal & all the children that slip through the cracks, I'd guess a million more easily. But....how many children are born as goldfish, directly into the sex trafficking/slavery cycle, they aren't technically missing, but they are exploited... I gather, it's a million more. I'd guess close to 3 million children go missing, are abducted, trafficked, or become SRA victims, or organ donors, every year... It's abominable.
unbiased_researcher ago
Hang in there. When this all comes out these people that call us crazy will need us to guide them through their cognitive dissonance. We are the "lucky" ones who are awake :) This will get exposed, just keep following the process. That's all we can do.