Thank you :)
Luckily had good parents whom while I was getting into a brief stint of child acting at single digit ages, kept me away from that shit. I do remember some strangers/people in that industry at parties etc, who were far too friendly and keen to know a little boy... one swanky as fuck party I can remember, they were eating live octopus and the rest, slightly weird shit for an early-mid 90s, non Japanese crowd anyway...
My experiences were more of the latter type in the OP. Described and visually depicted exactly the same in this documentary. The accuracy, imagery and flood of memories it bought up again was unsettling to say the least.
I'd recommend you scrub up on body language before you watch it, makes it even more chilling. Body language, tone and responses to questions are a pretty critical facet of my work these days, can tell you those people in that documentary are either A) coached by absolute professionals for years and practised for it in similar way or B) telling the truth in majority of cases. Only one or two lied at a few moments and I believe because they were ashamed of what they did as explained later..
You're right. It's the ultimate red pill and the sad part is the more I discuss it with people I know, the more people I find out have been fucked with as a kid. I'm nearly getting towards a point where more girls I've been with/know well have been fiddled with than not............................... enough said.
They all carry the scars today from it too.
The most interesting part of my life about this investigation, I think, is that back in 2008-2010 /b/ was absolutely flooded with child porn. It didn't stop me from going because I equated that "horror" to the "horror" depicted in the death threads in /gif/. They were equally disturbing to me, and I tolerated both of them eventually because they were there and I couldn't stop it from being there, and I loved the community (as queer as that sounds). At this point in my life, even that soft core non-nude shit shows up and it's immediately reported.
I too found earlier internet easier to run into that stuff, especially if just looking for normal porn. It was like oh well, that's not what I was after, next... 56k.. god damn. In my country 16 is age of consent, so teen porn when you're a younger kid isn't so much of an issue... these days though understanding the gravity of the situation it is much different. You're a little lucky in some ways, it was a honeypot after the SHTF not long after from memory... I saw that place once or twice in the earlier days but decided to be safe and stick to Abovetopsecret, before they started splitting threads and killing stuff, when we dug into Fukushima and figured it all out within a few months. That really scared them because it was an epic collaborative investigation like this, just before many people paid any attention to what the internet said. Had experts in all fields giving input, man we nailed that son of a bitch with evidence and it's proven further correct with every bit of news today dribbling out.
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kazza64 ago
thanks .... will watch ..... look after yourself
CROM_God_of_Shitkind ago
Thank you :) Luckily had good parents whom while I was getting into a brief stint of child acting at single digit ages, kept me away from that shit. I do remember some strangers/people in that industry at parties etc, who were far too friendly and keen to know a little boy... one swanky as fuck party I can remember, they were eating live octopus and the rest, slightly weird shit for an early-mid 90s, non Japanese crowd anyway... My experiences were more of the latter type in the OP. Described and visually depicted exactly the same in this documentary. The accuracy, imagery and flood of memories it bought up again was unsettling to say the least.
I'd recommend you scrub up on body language before you watch it, makes it even more chilling. Body language, tone and responses to questions are a pretty critical facet of my work these days, can tell you those people in that documentary are either A) coached by absolute professionals for years and practised for it in similar way or B) telling the truth in majority of cases. Only one or two lied at a few moments and I believe because they were ashamed of what they did as explained later..
Enjoy and take care too.
kazza64 ago
once you've been exposed to paedophilia there is no going back
CROM_God_of_Shitkind ago
You're right. It's the ultimate red pill and the sad part is the more I discuss it with people I know, the more people I find out have been fucked with as a kid. I'm nearly getting towards a point where more girls I've been with/know well have been fiddled with than not............................... enough said. They all carry the scars today from it too.
palmitespo910 ago
The most interesting part of my life about this investigation, I think, is that back in 2008-2010 /b/ was absolutely flooded with child porn. It didn't stop me from going because I equated that "horror" to the "horror" depicted in the death threads in /gif/. They were equally disturbing to me, and I tolerated both of them eventually because they were there and I couldn't stop it from being there, and I loved the community (as queer as that sounds). At this point in my life, even that soft core non-nude shit shows up and it's immediately reported.
I believe Pizzagate truly resensitized me.
CROM_God_of_Shitkind ago
I too found earlier internet easier to run into that stuff, especially if just looking for normal porn. It was like oh well, that's not what I was after, next... 56k.. god damn. In my country 16 is age of consent, so teen porn when you're a younger kid isn't so much of an issue... these days though understanding the gravity of the situation it is much different. You're a little lucky in some ways, it was a honeypot after the SHTF not long after from memory... I saw that place once or twice in the earlier days but decided to be safe and stick to Abovetopsecret, before they started splitting threads and killing stuff, when we dug into Fukushima and figured it all out within a few months. That really scared them because it was an epic collaborative investigation like this, just before many people paid any attention to what the internet said. Had experts in all fields giving input, man we nailed that son of a bitch with evidence and it's proven further correct with every bit of news today dribbling out.