If we were in a magic bubble of influence, what do you wish? We are and what you wish matters. The deep state makes it all sound so, deep, so entrenched, so solid Well, it is a mighty and a deep subject and no, and nearly as funny. Stop, looking for the knight in white shining armour and realize it is you. Spirituality and devotion are one, just not within a religion. There is not one thing you need to reconcile with unless it is you and after that almighty day, next down the line is the ones that live in the dark. I have always called myself the wildcard. Do not let your heart be effected by anyone says this is less than a noble pursuit. All hearts come together, eventually.