I know it sounds ridiculous, but in the past few weeks I've had to cull certain people from my life. Some friends who I've had for many many years.
I never talk about PG around people who aren't already aware of it, I'm not some lunatic raving psychotic conspiracist either. This is the first proper "conspiracy theory" (i fucking hate that term) I've been so involved with. 2 weeks ago I gently tried to red-pill my closest group of friends, I tried to suggest and give reasons why they shouldn't really trust mainstream media, that everything in the world is ultimately bought and paid for and that there are certain people who run the world, because they have the money and means. Their response to this was "no that's bullshit, big corporations run the world yes, but not people." I wish I was joking.
I then segwayed into PG and presented them with intro evidence and a shit tonne of info, basically just asking "hey, don't you guys find this pretty fucking weird? Look at this instagram account, look at the art on this politician's walls" etc. then tied it all in. Anyone with a brain or any interest in the world, i would've thought, would be compelled by what I'd said or at least interested, in the same way I was when I found PG.
My friends completely wrote me off and abused me, gaslighted me and called me a fucking tin-foil idiot while ignoring every point I painstakingly thought out. They argued every single point with "no i don't think that's right, look here, look what the Washington Post said, it's debunked" while ignoring blatant links and evidence I showed them. These guys are all educated, smart people with good jobs and girlfriends etc.
I've had to cull this group of friends because our world views are irreconcilable and they've blatantly demonstrated they have zero respect for me or desire to look past themselves. It shows I fundamentally have nothing in common with these people.
Does anyone else know what I mean? Are you guys experiencing the same stuff? Have you managed to red-pill people? If so, how? I feel like I'm living in the twilight zone and slowly going insane, like I'm on the fucking Truman Show or something.
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cguinevere ago
I just want to add that I have experienced the existence of a "collective consciousness/subconsciousness", if you will. I experienced some hard core silencing & shunning as a result of abuse in my childhood. As a result, I would go totally silent inside myself & leave my body. I realized that communicating with words isn't everything...there is a spirit world, or soul world, or whatever you want to call it. And it blesses those you trust in it. Just touch Truth (spirit world), know it, be solid in it. Don't waste your energy explaining to those entrenched in ego - collective consciousness will take care of them, on way or another. Karma too. I have not received "justice" from our court system, society, etc., nor have I always been "heard" on this physical plane - but I have experienced justice on a different, karmic plane. And beauty, justice, & healing exists there. Sorry to get a little "out there", but I feel it is important in this tumultuous time. Many are awakening.
21yearsofdigging ago
Beautiful what has been written here. I I became targeted 21 years ago for trying to find what my ex was up to in my absence and who had threatened to hurt my 4 year son, if he talked to me. My ex had bruises on her face from someone hitting her. She admitted to being a prostitute but said she knew very powerful people. Hence, I did not chose a conspiracy it found me as I was subjected to cars following me, break ins, harassment, gas lighting and even death threats, after I had seeked help for my children, had gone to the police and even wanted to get her help(although I wanted out of that relationship) I was alone through many years of this and most just thought I was nuts. I collected proof but no wanted to look at it. All police and government agencies ignored me and even worked hard trying to set me up. As I remember it, I had a disease but not one of my choosing. I look around today I see others going through similar Cointelpro targeting. Usually journalists that have spoken out about Pizzagate. Cynthia McKinney as well. My hope is that they won't suffer the same ridicule I did all those years ago. It was a lonely place.My belief in God is really what got me through it. Trying to convince others of something you know to be real is rough. Sadly, as much circumstantial evidence as we have now, there is still not that smoking gun or a victim coming forward about DC.My experience has left me somewhat bitter(although I try not to go there) and generally people like to be uncontested by anything. They set their feet in concrete and are more rooted to their ignorance the harder you try. Sadly you, if you push too hard, only confirm to them that you are crazy. I call it the blinders, it is like their eyes become glazed over and they can't hear you. God however, always has your back. On a positive note all this coming out now about pizzagate and more nefarious subjects such as ritual abuse, trauma based torture of you children and yes, child trafficking is encouraging. Some of us have really awoken
LolturdFerguson ago
Don't apologize for speaking hidden truths. Now is the time to unite all of our energies...spiritual, physical, mental and become the persons we are meant to be.
The awakening is happening, granted I hoped it would be in a more positive manner. But just as evil needs the light, so we need a catalyst to emerge from our conscious minds into our subconscious.
Now is the time to trust that "gut feeling", intuition, whatever you want to call it.
Even if you feel it is irrelevant, don't be afraid to share any information you have, ideas or even course of action.
jaxyou ago
I agree. Great post.
Piscina ago
Yes, I believe it's part of our awakening. Do you believe that we live in a physical world of duality, but in the spirit world there is only love? I'd like to go there.
druhill007 ago
love it. this entire process can be seen as humanities self-actualization. The process of decreasing our collective ego. I've been wondering if it was possible to battle back against these guys within thae spiritual realm. If they're sitting there chopping up babies 4 spells I want to counter that heheh. Going back to your point though, "He who looks outside dreams, he who looks inside awakens." :D
SaveTheChildren ago
Wow. Did you experience any of this on psychedelics?
cguinevere ago
No. Trauma-induced states of mind only, SaveTheChildren.
PizzaStreamerLive ago
Yeah. Not saying he's a shill...buuuuut with all the magical unicorn spaghettimonster topics we've seen. This seems odd.
cguinevere ago
Hey PizzaStreamer, far from a shill. Not trying to say the perps of these crimes should be let go, or as Robert David Steele recently said in the interview with VicturusLibertas "No arrests should be made". We DO live here, in this physical world. Those who committed the crimes should have to answer for them in this physical world. I just wanted to give some solace to those who are not feeling heard right now, & that I believe the perps WILL answer for their crimes, one way or another.
MasterLucifer ago
You better shut your mouth @PizzaStreamerLive.
PizzaStreamerLive ago
Nice try
gardenofbacchus ago
That was a really nice post and I think I understand what you're talking about completely. I feel like most of my life I've spent in this subconsciousness compared to physical reality. Being in this state also seems to push you closer to spirituality in God, even though I don't consider myself religious (yet)