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VieBleu ago

Hi - first thanks for opening up here. I hope that maybe seeing how many people are upset and disturbed about it all is some very small helpful thing to see for survivors like yourself.

I am curious about things because I want to understand better - do you think you would be interested in answering questions I have about how this happens? For example, I would ask what actually does it feel like to dissociate - do you "snap" out of your body? float above the scene? or is it more like blacking out and waking up later not knowing what happened? or something entirely different? I would ask things like do they actually wear robes, are their ceremonies very structured, like facing different directions, calling on entities and saying very proscribed things, maybe from a book, or do they just make it up as they go? or are they crazy chaotic things, and are they loud or quiet about it, do they chant? use modern music?

I just have so many questions. There is so much that is glossed over and I don't trust that for example Stanley Kubrik isn't just being cinematic when he deptics things - that's a movie not real testimony. You can hit my name and private message me by hitting a button on my account page so it doesn't have to be here - or answer here if you felt like it. It is of course your call and you may not want to discuss it, so think about it, up to you.

I sincerely wish you healing and enlightenment on this very difficult life journey you are on, I know in my heart you will find real peace and comfort one day.