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19319482? ago

The finality of life and death finally dawned on me a few years ago at the ripe age of 24, w a little bit of help after trying the spirit molecule DMT... I was a bit stoned, and it hit me like a strike of lightning, “My God..... Jesus Christ.....” the words were ELECTRIFIED within me, it occurred to me, how strange the power these names hold. They aren’t just two words, they are conscious entities, the ability to even be here and say or think these two words is incredible.

19322012? ago

DMT is the real deal. Turned this former atheist around.

19328122? ago

What does it feel like and do you literally see the world through another lens when on dmt?

19346275? ago

It begins with brutal nausea. That turns to an interesting giddy state where most of the visual and auditory sensations are had. This can be terrifying if you haven't given enough care to your prior mood and your setting. You want to be calm, comfortable, and among those you trust. Then the longest phase, which lasts for a day plus, is a clean, energetic kind of high where your thinking is altered. Primarily, you lose all appetite for cruelty, seem to gain an uncanny ability to tell when someone is lying to you, and become extremely introspective and thoughtful about things or people in your life. Many people find this last phase unbearable, as you will be brought face to face with all the demons you face in your life, even the ones you don't want to think about or hide from yourself.

What you're experiencing is ego death, or at least a weakening of your ego, depending on your dose. I think this is the essential part. We are all aware of the duality of our nature, our thoughts seem to be two voices arguing over what to do with this body. One voice, the ego, is the voice of your body, the flesh and blood animal. The other voice, which comes through loud and clear when the ego's voice is drowned out, is that of your spirit. It knows right from wrong, it is the voice you ignore as you do wrong in your life, and you will be subject to it for 12-72 hours.

Each time you return, that voice will remember what it told you last time. If you haven't adjusted your life to live by its principles, it's just going to make you feel bad. Most people just give up at this point, thinking it makes a shitty drug to go out and party on. That is true. It is a much better drug on which to meditate in a peaceful, natural place for hours on end. The shit you will learn (in fact, you always knew it), will shock you.

Return enough times, and you will learn to hear that voice without the drug. It's been 3 years since my last session. Like I have said elsewhere in this discussion, DMT is very difficult indeed to abuse. To me, it feels like getting a tiny, but direct, channel to God himself, and no matter how much you straighten your shirt and comb your hair, you're going to be a sinning, profane, and petty little creature before him. But I hear that voice in my day to day life, and it helps guide me in my relations with others.

My relations with my wife, kids, and parents have improved as a result. I've taken stock of my life, discarded the bad and maximized the good. I've become much less materialistic, much less interested in my phone (it is revealed to me as a tiny little beeping gadget, the spell is broken for me), and much more interested in real life, direct experiences with those I care about.

There is a very good reason all of you have been waved off of DMT. It's phenomenal for you and will make you take a real long, hard, HONEST look at your life.

Good luck.