Alan: My life as a cult victim (QRV)

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I was filmed my entire life as cultists experimented and tortured me. The tapes will be made public soon.

Ok so after my twitter got taken down https://twitter.com/watkins_2 a few days ago I've decided to shift to videos - here's the newest one. https://youtu.be/S01G9Og6ai8 https://www.bitchute.com/video/5bHUfAMcxg1l/

I'm just trying to get the word out about the filmed experiment victims, I was not made aware that I was a cult victim until this year and so this video is the beginning of me explaining how that's possible and why so many people are confused about the nature of sacrifice. Not the absurd but the literal truth of it from someone who was sacrificed and just happen to live through it each time. Each attempt to kill us is done on film and there's always a chance of life and death and I believe they take bets on which victim will survive.

anyway, feel free to ask questions and give advice last one I posted there was so much hate in the thread that I felt an urge to upload asap, here is where I've written more in depth about my life as a cult victim https://acchat40.com/phpBB3/viewtopic.php?f=164&t=132667 and here are the Voat's I was asked to start https://voat.co/v/pizzagate/2737704 https://voat.co/v/QRV/2753870 I answer questions all week long and here is some of the history digs I did which were also deleted with the GA being taken down https://pastebin.com/2v5VPXWw

14357359? ago

You know if you want us to believe you answer the critics about you If not for just being a pussy as bitch

14340754? ago

This person is delusional, paranoid schizophrenic. Instead of encouraging his delusions... help him see he needs help!! You can not self diagnose autism... no "good guys" unless it's the police wanting to lock him up, are going to be picking him up. I have followed him for a while on twitter and stayed silent. No more!! I have seen the photos, which I'm sure were illegally obtained, and didn't have permission to use.him and his sister couldn't be more than a couple years apart. I find is disgusting that he accuses a little girl of attempting to rape him! You are insulting to real victims. You need to get help now!!!!

14327007? ago

Alan, I commented earlier on your other post on the pizzagate subvoat. How annoying to have your twitter banned! Personally I found it really interesting. OTOH you did a good job with the youtube video. Please keep telling the public your story.

14324265? ago

Thank you for sharing. This evil must end. Bless you.

14322675? ago

How can you in good conscience claim to not be attention seeking if you literally start a new thread on average of every other day (three in the last seven days) regurgitating the same old, tired and worn out conspiracies. You posted a video and started a thread already once today. I suppose you did not like the response you received --- so you posted a new one and started a new thread. How many times are you going to trot out the same old crap? No one who is not attention seeking in the worst possible manner would engage in the form of shameless behavior you are.

I do not doubt that you were bullied, mocked and beat up as a kid. I do not doubt that your childhood may have been rough. Just as it was for many of us. Most of us chalk it up to the fact that some people suck. You invented a theory that they were part of a cult. Most of us realize humans are selfish actors and many lack much empathy. You took it to the extreme --- you decided to out selfish them all. You decided that you needed to make this simply and solely about you.

Twitter suspended you, yes that sucks. However, there is ZERO chance they did not tell you why. You can choose to not disclose the reason, that is fine. But you cannot say you do not know --- that is blatantly dishonest. Anyone with 30 seconds to kill can google it for themselves. They do not need to believe me. In fact it is one of 50 or so dishonest statements that you have offered in the last several months that do not stand up to even the most basic of curious interest.

To this point, I have largely lurked on your feeds. You had 4K tweets on all the same topic (albeit sometimes slightly different themes) from the end of May (from your timeline) through the beginning of October (when your account was suspended). That is roughly 19 weeks or 133 days. Meaning you averaged, AVERAGED 30 tweets a day on one topic. That was simply one platform. You attempted to host weekly Q&A's on 8ch.net, hoping to get someone to finally reach out and ask you a question. You placed a biography on yet another website that you update on average of two to three more times a week. I have at no point, ever come across someone who is seeking as much attention as you seem to be. Honestly, you come across as a very lonely individual and the overarching emotion that I have at this point is, well just pity.

Either way you slice it, you need to seek a mental health professional. If you are either exaggerating, inflating or worst manufacturing all or even parts of this story --- you clearly need to work with someone. If this is all true, and you just happen to be the unluckiest human being alive to have had to endure all which you claim to have --- you clearly would have long term psychological issues that would require a full team of professionals. I have zero belief that you could have received a clean bill of mental health and it is just one of many statements that lead me to doubt all that you have to say.

14324713? ago

Obviously you have known about this person and read much more than I have. I've only just encountered his story.

I see no harm in him expressing what has gone one, and clearly doing so is part of his recovery. I came across Sarah Ruth Ashcraft on twitter a little while ago, and she also tweets prolifically.

I think given what she and others such as Svali and Cathy O'brien have revealed it is entirely plausible that his story is real. I don't know why you think he is exaggerating. I read one of Svali's books and she outlines what the Illuminati do to fetuses and pregnant mothers. The information was so shocking I had the strongest physical reaction I've ever had.

Let him share. You don't have to read it. Or, help him find the help that you think he deserves and needs.

14326939? ago

I would encourage you to read more of what he has to say and more of what those that questioned him had to say as well. He does not appear to be interested in any true form of help, as he has continually claimed he does not need it. He asks us to be skeptical of all fantastic claims and to feel free to ask any and all questions we might have. When those hard questions comes, he runs from them and offers no proof other then --- well, that is what a coded message on my phone offered me after I searched the missed phone calls number on some random site. Or, that is they way the good guys arranged a set of books in a store or magazines in another store to convey a specific code to me. Those are astounding claims, I mean I miss phone calls nearly every day. Am I also getting coded messages? Or, is the more likely answer that by next year a full half of all phone calls will be scams.

http://fortune.com/2018/09/20/half-mobile-calls-scam-first-orion/

Moreover, he asserted that he was a secret filmed victim of the "Alan Show." This show was based upon him (remembering Alan is not even his real name) and all who came in contact with him were at least in part a participant to the show. He asserts that the schools were in on it, ADT was in on it, his places of employment later on in life were in on it. That is a fantastical assertion and when hard questions were posited, he ducked them once more.

I started, much like yourself quite interested in what he had to say. I devoured all of his posts within a few days, yes all of them across all platforms. I could not get enough and wanted to learn as much as I could. However, along the way I did my own fact checking of many of his most basic claims unfortunately just do not pass even the most cursory glance.

I have no doubt that he is in fact a victim of something and my heart breaks for that. However, whenever anyone exaggerates to the point he appears to --- it does a disservice to all of the other victims. He is a self professed autist however, a week ago when asked by someone other then myself on this very board how he came to find out he was autistic and at what age he was diagnosed he had the temerity to write that he was self diagnosed. That was the point I went from lurking to writing. I work with truly autistic individuals, in fact I care for them all day long. That is not how the diagnoses works. Autism is horribly damaging and to watch him make a mockery of all those that legitimately suffer from it, well is despicable. It was at that point, I realized if he was willing to go that far, willing to claim he is autistic in an attempt to curry sympathy through, again his words self diagnosis I realized that I should probably not believe anything he writes.

14334934? ago

Hello.

Thank you for taking the time to reply.

Unfortunately there is probably a great deal of truth to what he is sharing, but the cult are so cruel that people also loose their mind in the process. Plus they deliberately invoke demonic energies who being to torment on a soul level as well.

Hopefully one day he will encounter someone in real life who can help.

Blessings

14586073? ago

People have tried to help him... he refuses the help... he is delusional

14340726? ago

I sincerely hope you are right, and one day he encounters someone he will allow to help him.

14322714? ago

I have no words to describe how little a fuck I give about you shills anymore, but in any case I won't be participating in a back and forth to stroke your egos this time.

14322942? ago

My ego is not the one needing to be stroked. I am not the one creating dozens of posts a day looking for attention. I do not run from one board to another seeking some form of validation and then cry aloud when I fail to receive it.

I will pray for you tonight. Pray that you wake up tomorrow and realize that today is the day I find someone who can help me work out my many issues. I hope and pray you find peace, hope and pray you find someone who can help you move forward in your life without so much hate and anger. You have let it take over your life and you need to let it go.

14322800? ago

No, you prefer to manipulate the sheep. CON ARTIST

14322870? ago

I stand corrected, I do have a word to convey my thoughts about you shills. and that word is one Q uses a lot - it's called PROJECTION:

Define 'Projection'. The attribution of one's own ideas, feelings, or attitudes to other people or to objects; especially : the externalization of blame, guilt, or responsibility as a defense against anxiety? The forming of a plan : scheming? Define 'Psychological Projection'. A theory in psychology in which the human ego defends itself against unconscious impulses or qualities (both positive and negative) by denying their existence in themselves while attributing them to others

14323124? ago

I am not sure what form of projection you are seeing? I am asking, pleading and damn near begging you to go get help.

14322923? ago

Well that sure explains your fascination with child sex. I bet that’s the real reason you are on the run. Maybe I need to do a quick search of your IP address.

14332137? ago

Yep. Pretty obvious. At least he understands projection.... it’s what he’s been doing for months.

14322567? ago

Hello Alan. I just watched your video, and I am very interested in future episodes of your story. I've been trying to study this cult and their mind control symbolism for a few years now, but one of the symbols you talked about in your video stuck out to me as it's a symbol that has been used in my family to describe my cornerstone trauma experience that I can genuinely say has caused me emotional torture through my entire life since the age of 8 (I am 26 this month).

I am an eldest child, and my father was in the air force. This fact is my very first memory as an infant, as I remember watching the night sky from the car as we traveled to the airport to pick him up after basic training. After he left the military on an honorable discharge in the mid-90's, he became very seriously ill with an auto-immune disorder, which eventually killed him. I spent all of my years in my childhood praying to God to keep him safe in the military, and then for him to recover from his illness, but there was always a voice inside me telling me these prayers were futile, and I somehow "knew" what would inevitably happen. This has been something I've long ruminated on over the years, and has caused me a lot of grief. My father passed away in hospice care in our home during a school day. It was many hours after he passed that I found out, and if I'm being honest I have no memories of ever being told that he would pass away, and it was very shocking to me.

However, to my point about the symbol: After he passed, my mother and paternal grandmother told me that just minutes before he had died, the entire yard of our home (a couple acres at least in view of a wide window), had filled with butterflies that had just hatched. And that just after he passed, they all lifted together and left. My mother and paternal grandmother (Who also happens to be Jewish, which I also am nominally Jewish) both have tattoos and many collectibles of this symbol. However, the thing that has been so torturous has not just been his death, but the complete obliteration of his memory from our lives, especially since I was always a "spitting image" of my father. There are no pictures, and my father was essentially replaced by these men that were very emotionally abused. It has wrecked havoc on my sense of identity well into adulthood. My mother very recently after his passing started dating men, one of whom was a avowed Satanist. I don't have memories of torture or of myself being raped, but I do have one memory where I may have been in the room while my brother may have been being touched in the dark by this man who was a Satanist while we were supposed to be sleeping. I haven't approached anyone in my family about any of this, but my maternal grandmother does treat me like an insane person for supporting the President, and thinks I am insulting my own intelligence for following Q. I'm feeling very tense and I may just be being paranoid about this, but what you said about butterflies, and the stripes has triggered something in me, and this is the first time I've ever expressed these feelings of anguish and torture to anyone at all. In recent years I've gone to great effort to keep his memory alive in my heart, even though I am not sure how close that memory is to reality. All I can say is that I get a strong sense that he would want me pursuing these paths to find truth, and I wish every day that he was here to give me some sort of validation.

I just wanted to tell my story to you; I'm not sure what kind of response I'm looking for, but it was a flood of emotion I could not ignore. Thank you Alan, and God bless you.

14322689? ago

yea I have two sisters and one is a victim like me and has the butterfly thing - me however it was about flies and disgusting symbolism, an attempt to make a horrible out of control human being rather than a weak controllable one. I am not sure how much distinction there is between my filmed torture and what the mind control victims get so I can't exactly help you identify much as our tortures would have been quite different.

joining the military is the best possible escape I think as they can actually help people get away from the cult - they are aware of the cult at the highest levels and can offer protection even as the protected wouldn't be aware of it. Perhaps your family has in a secret war of sorts that you may get a lot more information on in the near future about. I wish you well.... I don't see any specific questions you have asked so I'm not sure what to say except God bless : )

14323125? ago

I think I just wanted to just get my story to someone who might understand it. I have many things that I feel are locked away, fragmented memories and such. So much that I can't even begin to paint a full picture, but I've definitely been around people involved in pedophilia since even before my father was sick. I just know there is a spiritual war at play, and it's waged on many levels and it seems to be everywhere.

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I appreciate your telling me, I'm a bit apprehensive due to how many bad people have tried to contact me and get under my skin in one way or another (often pretending to be family or making threats or pretending to be victims) so forgive me if I seem at a distant it's only due to the stark reality of who tends to contact me 9/10 times - I agree with you about the spiritual war - good vs evil as Q says - battle for the minds - perhaps if your locked up memories are bad then they may have been filmed and you'll get people in your life soon that'll tell you wtf happened and get you involved in court action. Well good things on the horizon for all the victims in any case, good luck and God bless.

14322646? ago

Your story breaks my heart. However- I caution you to not seek advice from someone that is A con artist.

14321978? ago

I AM A CULT VICTIM: PART 1 https://www.bitchute.com/channel/alanab/

14321879? ago

Were you banned off of bitchute? I can't reach the page

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https://www.bitchute.com/video/5bHUfAMcxg1l/ it works for me, I'm not sure what to say. hopefully the youtube one will work if not but if it becomes a recurring problem I'll just find another site to do 3 uploads - I know if I only do youtube they'll just take it down so I figured 2 would be fine.

14321951? ago

Clearly getting a 404 not found. What's the video name? I'll see if I can search it.

14322239? ago

thanks, it was "unpublished" - had to press a button to make it public. I'm obviously new to bitchute. it should work fine now

14322572? ago

I can confirm it is up now. Glad to hear that it was a simple issue. I was concerned that it was more censorship...

14322023? ago

Found an Alanab on bitchute ... Hoping that's your's. Only seeing your Alan period 17 period video up.

14321767? ago

Hi Alan. Poster from Colorado here (a family member attended the same high school you did). My husband was born and raised here and after reading your story... am starting to wonder if he was a victim or targeted by the cult based on some things he's told me. Eye opening stuff. Thanks for sharing your story.

Best of luck to you. Will be rallying behind you when it goes public.

14321999? ago

yea, there's a lot to say about colorado - history regarding filming and my family's role in it. It goes back to the end of WW2 "Cam the Ram" = "Film the sheep" - https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/CAM_the_Ram as Q says symbolism will be their downfall and it's because they hide their history in plain site.

14322062? ago

Even the photo of the sheep used on that wiki page. Yeesh.

14322160? ago

1945 04 FDR/Hitler/Mussolini Death = loss of cult control of the world 1947 07 08 Roswell UFO incident = cult revenge plan basically to experiment on the sheep using aliens as a metaphor - think anal probing = rape and much else. 1947 09 18 (USAAF)United States Army Air Forces disbanded = good guys take firm hold of the situation

as Q says "how lojng in power" of the queen https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Elizabeth_II - 1947 is when she got engaged to the prince - basically the bad guys got their buts kicked out of the world leadership position in WW2 and regrouped using their remaining pockets of cult control in the world (like the colleges like CSU) and the Vatican, and they created a Queen to take over places (how many places are ruled in Africa in her name? - and so much else... I'll have to do a video about this history because I know it's the kind of stuff Q wants us to talk about - just basic history and patterns of events -

14321462? ago

Alan. I am the poster from CO. Close to Colombine.

Thank you so much for your response.

How would I realize if I was a victim? Was I MK'ed? I remember snippets of things...

14321647? ago

I'm afraid only the military will be able to give you a definite answer of who is a victim - a lot of people have shitty pasts after all, I can only talk about my life as a victim and so read this link as I go through my life and just see if it sounds familiar to you, https://acchat40.com/phpBB3/viewtopic.php?f=164&t=132667 if so and you had a living hell of a past then perhaps, but I'm not here to make a ruling I'm not the arbiter of truth and while many victims surely don't know they are victims most of them are so psychologically damaged they are unlikely to be in the Q movement - but that's just my presumption. - There certainly are plenty of warning signs and cult codes that would be around you if you were one and the good guys would also be protecting you without you knowing it... and then there would be your handler... so much I could say but it's best to leave the rescuing to the military - they do a fine job of it and they will be approaching all the victims soon (I hope)

14321336? ago

Field McConnell from Abel Danger talks about Junkert Rooms and this is exactly what appears to be you are describing. In any deviant behavior success breeds confidence and arrogance. So a thief will be caught with patience minding this example. Field talks about how rooms are live streamed around the world. Here people who seek this kind of action enter and wager on the outcome. Some events are false flag events, some are snuff, and the range includes sacrifice and other perversions. Facial recognition technology was used here with the intention of capturing the participants. They are then blackmailed. So you and I know our politicians and others are blackmailed, now you know to what extent. Field outlines 9/11 as another example. Wagers were made on the number deaths, and other variables. HIs research outlines the players. The ones with the online network, the place where bodies were disposed of and a lot of documention. Its extensive and will make you ill.

Alan my question is regarding the cult and my learning of the babies harvested to raise. They like to raise boys as girls in HOLLYWOOD and turn them into beautiful film stars and music Icons. Role models and leaders. They also send them into political arenas and positions of power. Do you have any experience with this facet of the cult? Bless you and your bravery and my condolences for your abuse and misfortune, you are in my prayers. Thanks in advance for your consideration.

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I think most of all victims including any celeb ones are used as sex dolls while sleeping, sedated on "pizza night" and they film people raping which works as blackmail - but they also film some throughout our entire lives and like the Truman show (and I think it's a romanticization of Jim Carrey's past as a victim) - they basically grow to like some of the victims and if those victims aspire to be celebrities then they are given helping hands... Most victims I don't think ever try for it. I think most just die on the sacrifice days. - as for the raising boys as girls.... at the facility I met a MTF and FTM - so yea... that's something they experiment on and I also wanted to be a girl for much of my young life and was dressed up as such as a small child. but well, there's a lot of chapters to my life that will make people cringe I think when they realize the psyops being employed to make little boys want to be girls.

14322092? ago

Alan, you are one of the most important disclosures of our time. Your response is so riveting and real. I know from my countless hours of research and shock involved in finding this truth. Stay strong and understand the world awaits to embrace you and this disclosure. I so feel for you and the difficulty, but know I stand with you and very much confirm all of your experiences through solid research. The world is waking up and situations are being stopped from happening because of awareness like you are offering and through awareness of surroundings that solid research offers. We can be proud together lifting up the floor and raising the roof. More work is to be done and through work like you are now embarked within and my own small awareness work matters. We move forward and save as many as we can, wow you lift my spirits and bring encouragement to my doorstep and these things I can share and sow seeds of love and understanding , Thank YOU!!!

14322202? ago

thank you : ) my last thread with my first video after my twitter got shut down look at how much hate I got https://voat.co/v/QRV/2770201 30+ comments of accusations and like 5 of support... this one makes me much happier - tho I'm sure I'lll get 30+ comments from one guy with 10 accounts (or 10 guys with one account) as soon as they realize I posted again - well all it did was make me want to post quicker XD

14322441? ago

The topic is SO hard to digest its a literal brain changer. If you watch magic, and you watch Copperfield or Chris Angel, you are watching humans use the supernatural to support the affinity of the occult. People insist its just magic. No, its a massive lineage of conjuring and practice passed down. Your in the usage category reporting back. we have never had that, in the public before. You would be killed in the past. The Cartels make great usage of that tact. Squeaky wheel? eliminate it. Done. That's how it works. The global connect NOW is awake as a huge force together. WE know what is up. LIke my research, I did skeletal forensic. I watch the HOLLYWOOD awards ceremonies and I see it all. The shows are on or before satanic holidays, victims are selected in advance, careers are launched on those days, the world is THE stage. Madonna was the last blatent mess. You are the new survivor, many have come before and I think we should band together. The group is massive and the entire group is undisputed. Together soon will be a siren of truth for the serenity of the survivors. Trust me on that one. They used the fake Survivor thing this week to lessen as they always do. times up.

14322599? ago

well, i'm certainly always available to answer questions but when it comes to joining groups I think it's best for me to wait for the good guys to finish rescuing me and just do as they suggest/tell me to. I trust the plan, atm they have put me in hiding and protect me 24/7 but they also implied in the QMAP through the Welcome Aboard title which they repeated three times that I would get a ride on AF1 and I won't consider myself completely rescued until I get it :P - haha anyway, I had to read your post a few times to wrapy my brain around it. I wish I could link to you my Madonna decode as she was sending messages for the cult and I spent hours decoding it for folks and like all my other decodes changes the context of everything when one just pays attention to the symbolism.

14321259? ago

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14321121? ago

Hey Alan! I follow you on Twitter when I'm not banned lol

Saw watkins_2 was taken down. Did they even give you a reason why?

You say the tapes will be made public soon...how is that going to work?

14321181? ago

no reason given but it was just a couple days after Q said they were given a greenlight to ban people who are threats and I certainly constitute that - tho with videos I can do more than with text so they might not like the tradeoff ; ) -

as for the tapes, I know they exist and I have no idea how they will be made public I presume in some kind of court setting publicly as powerful people are dragged in and made to account for all the filmed crime - linking the crimes committed against me to all the other victims I met and basically ripping a whole in the most powerful and evil part of the cult. That's my best guess but it's not like I'm in the loop on this one.

14327184? ago

I wonder if that jury has any idea what they are in for. Heavy stuff. Anyway, keep up the good work, Alan! Will you keep your AB name? Do you ever think about giving yourself a new name?

14330769? ago

Drudge gave me a shout out using the ABBA code so it seems to be a good code that not only connects to my past as a victim but also to my history research back on Reddit which I dug into before I knew I was an AB https://web.archive.org/web/20180816142036/https://www.reddit.com/r/greatawakening/comments/7rhp3s/abba_part_3_qmap_state_secrets_route/ I like the meta ness of that, and really what's in a name anyway? when the videos become public I already know I'm going to get about 5 new names due to some of the footage which during the school shooter psyop the baddies around me would give me distinct nicknames.... and so I know I'm going to be called that again so I'm ambivalent about it all not really desiring a new name yet I can imagine I may one day adopt one. Anyway, thanks for the reply : )

14335551? ago

I have a new question!

I'm watching your recent videos and you mention the "time passage" at Disney land where you are wearing the McDonalds logo shorts and white shirt.

You say that you were supposed to be eaten by alligators.

That reminds me of something:

https://www.cnn.com/2016/06/15/us/alligator-attacks-child-disney-florida/index.html

Disney gator attack: 2-year-old boy found dead

Does that story have ANYTHING to do with the occult/cult, as far as you can tell?

If you're open to constructive criticism, your points are better articulated in videos than in writing. I understand your story much better with the videos. Stomach churning but I'm still so proud of you and the other cult children like you who have broken free. Absolutely amazing.

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Updated 9:11 AM ET - code as in 911 the emergency code - , Thu June 16, 2016 - as in 6/16/16 666 - hmm.. Orange County dive team found Lane Graves.. .. I see a lot of codes but I'm not sure what they mean in context He said the body was found in 6 feet of murky water "Matt and Melissa Graves." - MM -two kids.... last name of "Graves" - Yea.... my guess is cultists wanted footage of an alligator eating a child and so a cult family steps forward and claims what amounts to a bounty. Similar to when I was about 3 and they tried to feed me to dogs - yea I do remember that and found the photos that referenced it in the chest, the images were clearly referencing cujo and so I presume some cultist wanted to see a live action cujo where the dog wins - well long story... and so that's my guess as to wtf was going on with that family.

anyway thank you for the constructive criticism - honestly it's hard for me to make videos due to how my disability plays with my ability to focus - I need someone to ask me questions on videos and edit the result as then I could make countless hours of videos easily - but for me to make these videos myself is difficult as I get lost so easily and am always trying to remember what I was talking about - I know I jumped around all over the place but if I hadn't edited it as much as I did it would have been 20X worse - well I'll just have to keep trying and when the good guys finish rescuing me and I get a proper interview I can make something many times better and longer than what I can do atm. As it stands we just have to tough it out for now.

14358914? ago

When will you “finish being rescued”? I think your teachings on decoding current events are very interesting. I think it helps get us qanon’s some patience with so many delays and waiting. Can you do a daily current events decoding?

14359002? ago

haha, well the QMAP implies I'll be getting a ride on AF1 so I've jokingly said that I'll call that day the day when I'm fully rescued... but then I've made a lot of mistakes since the time they sent that code so its possible they've changed their mind and will go a different route. No hard feelings if they do, I just want to help them save the world as best I can : ) - as for a daily current events decoding? Yea, but I need to get through some basic stuff first and I also need to fix something wrong with my computer, presuming I can do that then I'll be able to make better videos and can both talk about the day as well as all the rest.

14359073? ago

Thanks for the answer. Do you think you will be rescued soon? Maybe just a few shorter videos about current events? I worry people are getting impatient with Q and your decoding of news might help keep the faith. Anyway- thanks.

14359240? ago

I certainly hope so but it's not for me to decide... they always seem to be sending me messages that say "soon" but they have never given me an exact date.... my guess has always been that once Rod Rosenstien goes that's the first moment my rescue is even possible - and he's still there so as long as he's there then I know I'm not getting rescued... after he gets the boot then maybe the good guys will be more specific with me. They have been doing a lot of crazy stuff around me like a few days ago they had someone approach me and grab some leaves from a wall of ferns and stick them in his pocket.... another time they had someone chop down some trees.. another time - well there's a lot of crazy stuff they do for me to make sure I know progress is being made. They have been super nice and I know they are doing the best they can,

14360258? ago

I read today that POTUS is keeping RR?

14360486? ago

Optics - as the QMAP says - Oct 8 2018 11:13:39 (EST)

Q !!mG7VJxZNCI No.293

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DECLAS of FISA = [RR] self-incrimination.

[RR] in charge of DECLAS.

Due to massive CONFLICT OF INTEREST IG HOROWITZ was TASKED to final review [speed].

[PREVENT LEFT 'ENDANGER' SOURCES & METHODS + MUELLER INTERFERENCE NARRATIVE]

IT WILL ALL COME OUT.

POTUS will not be BAITED TO FIRE when the release itself will FORCE RESIGNATION/TERMINATION [RR].

UK/AUS (+ OTHERS) MUST LEARN THE TRUE DEFINITION OF 'ALLY'.

[RR] PREVENTED [FORCE] FROM SIGNING NEW FISA's.

ALL SIGNERS ARE CURRENTLY UNDER GJ INVESTIGATION.

MCCABE MEMOS [NYT [RR] ARTICLE][PROVE] THE RATS ARE PANICKING.

2018 WILL BE GLORIOUS.

PREPARE FOR 'SKY IS FALLING' WEEK.

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But, of course, Anons already knew POTUS would not be baited to FIRE.

Think Red Line.

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14322691? ago

When will they be made public?

14322731? ago

I have no idea, when I asked in 8chan about it I got a coded reply about the DOJ being needed to be cleaned out first so basically when RR finally gets the boot that'll be a good sign but it's not my call to make. I hope it's soon.

14322581? ago

Here we go again. Pathetic human being.

14321314? ago

doesn't Twitter have to give you a reason for suspending/shutting down your account? I believe this is stated in their policies so if I were you I'd follow up and find out what excuse they're giving you. on another note, I don't use Twitter myself, but have followed your account for the past few months now. keep fighting the good fight man.

14321666? ago

nope, I looked and looked and see nothing but "suspended account" "learn more" so I click learn more and then it just gives general guidelines. I was always careful to tow the line and not show faces of relatives in pictures and be super nice even to the shilliest of shill ... well censorship finds a way.

14321895? ago

is it possible to reach out to Twitter support and ask which of their rules/guidelines they claim you violated?

14321967? ago

ok, I doubt it'll do anything but I suppose you are correct that I should at least try.

14322315? ago

just a suggestion in any case, I would imagine you probably have things of more importance that require your attention ;)

take care and please continue to keep the faith and update us on what's going on in your life. I can only speak for myself, but your story is touching, inspiring, heartbreaking, and gut-wrenching all at once. I wish you the best going forward and will continue to follow you if it at all possible. another suggestion is that you may want to look into starting a Gab.ai account - I can't personally endorse it as I don't use it myself, but my understanding is that they're much more forward-thinking with regards to censorship, so maybe that's a platform worth investigating if you haven't already (I'm sure it's been mentioned to you before, my apologies if this was repetitive).

14322410? ago

I already appealed it thank you for the suggestion : ) it reminds me when the good guys spent 2 weeks trying to get me to realize I needed to file a police report in addition to the FOIA I did... see when I was at the facility with the other victims... they literally had people next to me shouting I WANT YOU TO CALL THE POLICE - but they weren't talking directly to me so I just assumed they were screaming at each other - but the good guys just can't directly say anything to me so they have to do it indirectly like that and sometimes it takes weeks - I'm much more open to suggestions these days : ) I've been sort of trained to by the good guys. So thanks, who knows it might just work. ( I can imagine a circumstance where I was banned secretly so perhaps doing the official channel might just flip the switch back)