I don't know what I believe. I think some time ago, some number of years irrelevant to you reading this because you don't know me and my experiences may as well be fiction. Well, some time ago I think my spirit "broke." Not that I was red pilled or figured things out or "grew up," but I look at the world and I see...so much...but I also see nothing. Because at the end of every human life is the same thing: death.

No matter what happens, the planet goes on right? Not really, since one day the sun will go supernova and burn our galaxy to cinders before enveloping even more of the universe (albeit a microscopic percentage to the universe, but very in our regard) as it continues multiplying in size. This will happen to every star. Even stars die, and when they die, they take everything down they can.

One may argue this is what seeds the universe with life, and here we lay at the first real roadblock. Is the universe expanding, being crushed in on itself, or something else? We have no idea. Either way we are theoretical looking at the total annihilation of reality. Not to mention that any number of other catastrophes could take place and make our species extinct (nuclear war, ice age, mega volcanoes, atmosphere disintegration, asteroids, solar flares, etc)- and those are just the realistic ones!

We're on this small island, in an endless sea, with a wave frozen above our heads that could wash away literally everything we know.

If this all is true, if that's really the world that we live in- I can't believe that. I cannot believe humans act this way on purpose. I cannot believe our universe is cold and dead. I can't listen to leaders who lie to our faces and people let it happen. There's nothing right with the world we live in. You are telling me, we as a species have lived as proles for thousands of years? That never once we were all equal amongst one another? I don't give a fuck who anyone is, where they are from, what they believe, or what they look like, as long as they treat me with mutual respect and dignity as a fellow human fucking being.