I don't know what ego really means, but my identity became fluid to me. Not that gender shit or anything simple, but that I have trouble separating myself from strangers, for both good and ill. I feel emotionally connected to every goddamn living thing, and while its brought a lot of crazy adventure and love into my life, it's a curse. Every joy is my joy, but so is every pain, and holy shit, there's a lot of fucking pain.