Have any of you read a book that fucked with you for the rest of your life? I’m no talking simple trauma, I’m talking spiritual awakening. I heard of a few anons becoming “schizophrenic” for the sake of analyzing things and becoming stronger. Have any of you guys experienced this, and if so are there books to give me an understanding of this “schizophrenic” knowledge? I’m not sure if this is a common /pol/ack thing or if it is just madness, but I want to know more about it. Any recommendations?