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16840280? ago

no bully pls

Working since I was 14

Be 2008

Market crashes

Father dies

A cousin and a great aunt dies

Graduate HS in 2012

Still keeping in touch with the last 4 friends I had growing up as a kid.

Still working

Trump wins in 2016

The group kind of goes their own ways but still keep in touch and meet up every so often.

2017

A very close associate I've known since I was 13, dipped off the map to commit a felony in another state. It's very likely I'll never be able to see him again so I guess that's a different kind of death.

2018

Another very close associate killed herself around the second week of February.

2019

On Friday night, the last remaining male friend from that group died. It's being treated as a homicide.

Still trying to figure out if I can go to work on Monday or if I should just end it all.

What do I do?

16840705? ago

The Scythe was never suffice as a tool to relieve your actually.

It was a Tragedy. A disastorous calamity coming to fast for me. I started Committing blasphemy spitting raps as she. Faded away

An intimate part of Me lost in disarray

This apogee Beautiful Pain Road Abby As she becomes a ghost to this Family. My HEART BODY AND SOUL TORN APART ACROSS A FUCKING TAPESTRY. An Abstract depiction of frugality and abnormality forged thru abuse from the Faculty But now I see that Tapestry as an Analogy A Galaxy of Beautiful Pain in reality spewin out of me as god whips up str8 miracles out of travesties.

The sacrifice is in your anatomy

Thats Christ beatin through your totality

Critical Mass Life now its time to feed your spirituality

The Scythe was never suffice as a tool to relieve your actually.

You better still be breathing dude I don't like posting lyrics but, I posted them for you. I know I'm late as shit bro but please don't die. I am telling you that a life like that doesn't transpire on just anybody and I know your a /pol/ack I know this world needs your light right now. Don't go

16857697? ago

Well I took your advice and I appreciate it. I ended up going to a benefit concert for the first responders of Columbus, Ohio. It really made me appreciate life again and the band who was playing was pretty awesome lol. They're called McGuffey Lane if you've heard of them. Ty Senpai, I will stand for another day

16840703? ago

My best friend, and the love of my life killed herself. It took her a long time to repay the debt of that sin. And I'll quote her. "I miss breathing. Earth is the cuddliest and fuzziest dimension."

Please brother. My dad just died too. He was practically all I had. Hear me. Hear your spirit. Hear your creator. Let the energy of the earth flow through your heart. Understand that this pain you are experiencing is the pain of beautiful flames that will forge your legacy out of the ashes. Your adversity will turn you into a phoenix my friend. I'll pray for you.

16842669? ago

I miss breathing

You talked to her beyond the grave, Anon?

16843630? ago

Yeah. Multiple times. Its been a few years since she left but I've talked to her twice and visited her once. The visiting part interesting. Not sure how my conscious got to purgatory. But shes my spirit guide now. Lucky me, she stays close by.

16840283? ago

>>12814418

Why would you end it all? oh boohoo you have no friends. Well appearently you have money saved up. Loss of a dad is the only thing i read in your little speech that should effect you. Friends come and go even the ones you have known since you were born. Some times you go long periods without them. Join a union, learn a trade, you'll have more friends then you know after a few months.

killing yourself is for bitches.