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16442125? ago

I am a Canadian and severely demoralized.

I don't know what to even life for. I have no community. My family is line is dying out in the country as everyone related to me is refusing to have children. I'm the only one that wants a wife and children but every woman I've ever encountered and asked about it is a hardline anti-natalist that flat out refuses to be a wife and have children, won't even consider it as a "maybe", they just plain won't have them.

Every day I feel like a lone survivor in a wasteland, surrounded by zombies. Every day is this horrible nightmare, and when I was much younger, I don't remember it being like this. It's like I've been transported into an alternate reality called "clown world" where nothing good can ever happen and all the people are fucked in the head but me.

My parents seem incredibly angry and disappointed at me all the time that I eat healthy, that I work out, that I keep things clean, that I maintain discipline, that I want to have a wife and children, that I don't want to be a homosexual. I think all they were hoping for is I'd be some fucked up druggy homo freak and they're mad they got a National Socialist instead.

I badly need a /pol/ friend to keep me company. Someone who is like me. Someone who understands me.

16442879? ago

Okay I’ll humor you torfag.

Truth is you’re not alone, the fact that you even have somewhere to post this means you’re not alone. The best thing you can do is lead by example. You will find others, or you may even help those who didn’t even realize they needed help. Do you want to stay in the area you’re at? Have you thought about coming to the US? Make some tangible long and short term goals for yourself.

If your family is shit then fuck em, make your own family.

16443515? ago

I can't be a leader for our movement as I don't have aesthetics, I have rather fucked up features due to years of abuse, depression, and insomnia throughout my whole childhood taking their toll, I like a Goebbels. I make a great propaganda guy but not a face.

I have been trying to find reliable friends or a woman to marry or something who I can be openly fascist around.

16449231? ago

If you can’t find people then make people. If you want to work on propaganda then start small and see who you can convert to our side. Study psychology and marketing (not at university) and read as much as you can on the subject of propaganda. If you aren’t too old look into mewing for your looks, and have a solid workout routine. If you’ve got confidence, abs, and big biceps, then women can completely overlook whatever unappealing features you have, they may even grow to like them