Hello everyone. Right now, I'd like to discuss something that's really been on my mind lately, and I keep thinking on it and I feel the need to post it here. If nothing else, perhaps it will launch some "alternative discussion" that isn't the usual Voat antics.
Some of you know me, and some of you don't. For those of you who don't know me, I'll offer up a bit of info.
For starters, yes, I'm just some random idiot college kid. I was an average conservacuck until 2016 when I began reading more on 4chan's /pol/ and found some rather (at the time) uncomfortable truths, particularly about WWII. Gradually, I found myself agreeing and eventually feeling a certain "freedom" in researching and eventually accepting the message that Adolf Hitler and the German Reich spread among its people and to the world.
It's interesting to me, because even as far back as 3rd grade I've always been something of a history guy. WWII was my absolute favorite era and I remember for many years watching every documentary and TV show that was centered around it. Over time, even when I was in middle school I recognized it, I always felt an odd "pulling" feeling whenever I'd see old video reels of the massive crowds at Nuremburg during NSDAP rallies, Hitler and his staff riding down the street with crowds all smiles and cheering, the lines of black-uniformed men in the SS marching along with their famed "Goose-Stepping"... I always felt a "call". I never really acknowledged it then, when I was smaller. I assumed it was just because they were the "bad guys" and I thought they had cool uniforms and helmets. Moving back into 2016 up to now though... I look back and feel as if there was something more to that "tugging" feeling. It's like (LIKE, I don't hear voices damn it) there was a little voice in the back of my head just saying "Hey... Look here. There's something you need to see,". I was too young and immature to see it when I was small, and perhaps it's fate or mere coincidence I took one more dive into reading about the Reich and what they stood for, who they fought for, the vision they held. Even today I find myself immersed in new knowledge relating to them that I never had heard of before. Anymore it's just small snippets of info, but it's all interesting nonetheless. Still to this day I have that "pulling" feeling, but it feels calmer and more... tranquil. I honestly have no words to describe it. I only know that it remains.
With that, I'd like to get started on the real topic. I will say first and foremost that this post is nothing more than a stream of consciousness from my thoughts and theories. I have spent no preparation time trying to format this. Try to bear with me....
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AlexanderMorose13 ago
Dear Phantom42,
I took a couple of days to fully process and read the text that you sent me here to read. I had to cross reference some things and line it up with some other information. It's a habit of mine on VOAT to check everything these days, so it's better to take time, think rationally, and find out what you are looking for.
You are clearly a man on a mission from God. I've met others like you, both online and in real life. I've seen a lot of death in my life, I've had in the past a very loose connection with being alive, until I chose willingly to dedicate my life to living it to the fullest in the way that I choose to live. Most of the people who accomplish great things in life are those who are so bonded to the idea of living life to the fullest that they can barely contain themselves in one place for too long. One of the other men that I mentioned earlier was a black billionaire. He was old, humble, and at the same time, not afraid to speak his mind. He told me that he had only told one person every 6 years that he was that wealthy. He shared with me a lot of deep pieces of personal advice, but the one that shocked me the most was that he said ANYONE can be billionaire. They just have to seek the truth with the same thirst that one would seek to enjoy life with. You've clearly shown me here that YOU have that mentality. Always follow the truth and follow your heart. Riches grow on the tree of knowledge; do not seek riches, let them seek you.
Next, I spoke to a black hieroglyphic translator. He told me astounding things about the Egyptian civilization, including the fact that royalty in Egypt was so well educated that they had figured out methods of sex that could guarantee the gender of the child was either male or female at the direction of the parents. Conception using this method would make it impossible for hormonal imbalances during pregnancy and children that would be more effeminate or masculine. There was a section of the hieroglyphs that scientists use to establish most of the modern translation of the Egyptian writings that was completely wrong. The wall was purposefully destroyed to make sure future raiders could not learn the truth, but there were copies of writings made that allow the real translations to be put together. There's some translations that are banned by the Egyptian government. Don't you wonder why?
Lastly, there's a scientist here in America that specializes in prehistoric civilizations. He told me that there's a lot of evidence that BC civilizations that existed tens of thousands of years ago had already figured out and constructed machines capable of space travel. It's obvious to many scientists who study artifacts of ancient civilizations. They knew about the Earth's Equinox before we could even understand measurements enough to argue about how they should be used. The real truth requires depth, and heart. It's no small feat to understand truth, because it means that you must take it into yourself. Some of the answers that you are looking for are here: https://www.hooktube.com/watch?v=U8NNHmV3QPw. I've found them to have a small but reasonable amount of bias, but not enough to destroy your ability to search for truth yourself.
I hope you never give up on the search for truth. I know my purpose, I never will. The greatest privilege a man has is to serve. It's a medieval notion, but one that is built upon truth. We were happier in medieval times because everyone had a purpose, and not having one was not an option. People also knew that communities were only as strong as the individuals who kept them working.
All the best, I can't wait to learn more together.
- AlexanderMorose
Phantom42 ago
Saved. Thanks for the links.
I will say though, in ways I feel as if I've been led to where I am today. Yes, I am implying God had a hand in it. I recall having such a strange feeling after I was Saved back in middle school... It wasn't instant, it was when I got home. It was like I could jump and I'd fly, like a weight had been lifted off. The weight of sin. I've tried to rationalize it over time but even still I remain convinced that feeling came from elsewhere. You know what I mean.
I'm sure you read my reply to another guy on here, talking about how I felt "pulled" to studying the Reich more deeply. There was just something special I couldn't place. That feeling also felt like it came from elsewhere, and the idea's been in the back of my head perhaps God is giving me a helping hand in finding the Truth. I was taught that everyone has a purpose. Perhaps mine was to find something. Or someone. I don't know. 😂
Do I absolutely believe I've been given some big ol' mandate from God to find the holy grail or anything like that? No. I feel I'm humble enough to recognize that I'm just one squishy in a sea of squishies. I'm nobody that special, and I won't dare elevate myself to a level higher than any good man.
Yet, even as I type, I can't help but think that Hitler too had these very same feelings. He did not believe he had any great purpose, that he was merely doing preparatory work for another. Yet he became one of the greatest men who ever walked the Earth.
Or perhaps he still was doing the preparatory work, and he didn't fully realize it until the end. I think if anything, we know God does lead people to do his will in ways that aren't very straightforward, at least not until we look back in hindsight and think "Oh! Duh! It wasn't what we expected or what they expected, but it ended up completing the goal that they were meant for."
Maybe, and again I really don't believe it, but maybe I am being set up for something here. It seems rude to even suggest that, in a way, but... Hell, I don't know. It's just a feeling I've got.
Perhaps it might explain why I'm good at forming friendly relationships with good people, but find it beyond exceedingly hard to develop close relationships, like a girlfriend. Might be where I'm going or what I'm doing it'd only slow me down, or they couldn't follow.
Or maybe I'm just an ugly fucker. 😂
If you haven't noticed, your comment "you're on a mission from God" has really hit a note here... I won't say I am, but I'd be arrogant as Hell to say I'm not either. I've noticed that all the major important things in life tend to kind of... I don't know... Set themselves up for me, if that makes sense. It's weird and I don't know how to explain it. Stuff just works out when it matters most. I don't rely on it, and I keep working as if it doesn't happen, but fuck man... There has been enough things happen in my life where I just get this feeling like there's more going on beyond my perception. Like all I need to do is keep moving forward.
But this is just me theorizing. I'm probably wrong, and it's probably nothing. Just part of my mind hoping for something that isn't there.
I'm not sure what/how your criteria works for discerning "us types" that seem to be on a mission from God/"special" though. Is it just a gut feeling or just how we act??? I'm just curious is all. If you can't answer because you don't know, no big deal. Maybe you just have a really good 6th sense about such things.
Or maybe you're trying to appeal to my ego to attempt to flatter me into believing what you say? 🧐🧐🧐🧐
I've gawt me eye on ye... 😂
For real though, thanks. Maybe it wasn't even meant as a compliment but it's brought up a few thoughts I've had for awhile and needed to type out. If for no other reason than for reflection's sake.
As for the "loose connection" to life/seen a lot of death thing... Rough life? Or have you just lived long enough to get in an accident or two that puts you a few drops of blood between you breathing and your grave and (unfortunately, of course) watch family and friends go? Again, I'm just curious. If you don't want to elaborate, no harm done. I'll just call one of the CIA guys that hang around here. 😂
Moving on though... It's funny you mention the Egyptians "doing the sex" in a way that allows, essentially, the parents to choose the gender. I remember when I was smaller, even before I was given "The Talk", I just assumed the parents chose the baby's gender like picking between ice cream flavors. Just a mind of a child, but I wonder if perhaps we are born with innate knowledge of such things, at least in some manner? I remember thinking of stuff way ahead of me before I really should have been. I remember when I was about 5 I was playing on the OG Playstation (Crash Bandicoot best bandicoot) and the thought just slipped in "Ya know what would be cool? If I could wear some glasses and be in the game?".
Well, here I am at 20 and have some VR goggles for muh vidya PC (if you get the chance to try it, do it. Shit's fucking cool.).
That's just one example. Perhaps it's not even a good one and can just be attributed to a very overactive imagination. I've always had one.
Mentioning that, it makes me think of the inner monologue and "seeing" things as I imagine them in my head. I could close my eyes right now and "see" the room around me. I can see my bed, my bags in the corner, my TV sitting idle because I've been hovering over my phone here on Voat... I can turn the lights off and on, blow the room up, put it back together, so on. You get the idea. Reading books is like watching a movie for me, but it's more drawn out. It's such a weird thing to try and explain... I guess that's just a reoccurring theme for me today. Mention a thing, dive into it, and still be unable to explain it.
But the Egyptians... Very special group of people, they were. Then there's some depictions of blue-eyed people in their works... I didn't mention it in my initial post for fear of being a bit too out there, but I've read where Admiral Byrd was taken under the ice "inside" the Earth where there was an entire civilization. I've also read that there seemed to have been blonde haired and blue eyed people appearing around the world at different points in history, often being regarded as "gods".
Admiral Dönitz mentioned to Hitler he had "built" a "Shangri-La" for him in Neuschwabenland... The Antarctic.
Then, as I read in the Bible, it seems that Heaven is a place with no night. Well, and hear me out because this is out there and honestly doesn't make all that much scientific sense, maybe hollow earth is real? Perhaps Heaven is beneath us, with a "sun" inside heating the earth and this internal civilization. But at the same time in Revelation we have a city "descending out of the Heavens". New Jerusalem. So perhaps my theory is just a bit of bogus.
Yes, but the answer is to obscure the Truth. Satan is nothing if not good at manipulation, and he is indeed a very strong power.
First half, very intriguing. I'm going to read more into that. Second half, very true.
Oh I won't. I can't. In too deep to stop now!
What would you say is your purpose? To be a Scholar of Truth?
God. Family. Race. Nation.
To serve all in that order, I hope I may do well.
God with us.