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Jammer78 ago

Thanks for coming to Voat! I hadn't seen your story before and it is really interesting. Of course it is tragic and horrifying, but we at pizzagate are used to it. And your story gives evidence that the mkultra people are being rescued and/or dealt with, which offers hope!

Could you talk more how you received or discovered the cult chest? And what types of contents were in it -- not a list of each picture, but for example were there videos, printed materials, etc? Also, how and when did the military contact you in person and how you were convinced to go to the facility for victims?

As I've been learning about pizzagate and mkultra, it's made me reinterpret so much fiction that I've watched or read over the years. Your story had me reliving a young adult novel I read as a child. William Sleator's 1974 House of Stairs describes a research project where kids are abducted, put into an mc-escher like sensory deprivation chamber, and half starved. They are fed properly when they do terrible things to each other, as the purpose of the experiment was to turn them into monsters. The kids separated into two camps, those who became monsters and those who held out.

I could never understand the point of that depressing book, and now I learn that it was based on real experiments. It's unnerving to learn that one of my favorite childhood authors must have been part of a twisted satanic cult. I'm afraid to learn how widespread this cult is and how many people are involved.

AlanAB ago

https://twitter.com/watkins_2/status/1041461424873123841 is actually when I moved back into the cult house where most of the filming took place. the "Alan" House - my name isn't Alan, the good guys called me Alan and they did so to clue me into the fact that Alan was a code for me - my father's name was Jack Allen - and then the MK Ultra stuff was done at the Allan institute - anyway it's just a phonetic code of LN

to continue - as that tweet's image (click look top) says it was late 2015 when they moved me - before that they had me moved around and that's a long story in itself - but once I got back into the Alan house I lived with another victim and also my cultist mother - she had lots of cult stuff everywhere including a chest of old photos going from recent days all the way back to stuff like the Japanese internment camps - just family photos - and so the photo albums had some oddities (many of which I can't share cause I promised another family victim I wouldn't) but they basically when looked at sequentially they told various stories... like of them intending on murdering me by feeding me to dogs when I was 3 (I ran away) crocodiles when I was 7ish (long story and something else went wrong to make it not happen) - drowning me, and crashing and a few others.... and also photos of people getting into the cult - much of which required understanding cult codes (like the ones I decode for folks) to properly read - and I had been learning those from the start of Q so basically I recognized first that some of the photos predated traumatic events they referenced - like when I broke both my arms in a bike accident as my brakes locked up - and one code led into another memory into another photo into another code until I got a rudimentary understanding of cult coding.

The videos are not something i have ever had access to, I know they exist and will be made public but it's not the kind of thing they would leave laying around even in a cult chest - they are locked up in places like Epstien island and only brought out for cult parties or in the hands of the powerful who enjoy child sex/snuff films - the photos without understanding my past and basic cult coding would just look like regular photos. - context is everything.

As for how the military contacted me.. ok this requires some explanation - so basically my mother is a cultist who worked with people all my life to torture, rape, indoctrinate, and kill me - but the military can't just pluck people like me up - for one thing we have handlers - in my case it was my best friend of 20 years the Owl James - (like St James island, many people in my life have names corresponding to geography there) - so they basically needed to work with what the cult was doing - and so they flipped my cultist mother and that's the only reason I had access to the cult chest in the first place (she never said open it, she just left it in the room I was staying in) - and over time the good guys would call me - (which I didn't pick up until april of this year) - it was in April that I opened the cult chest for the first time and then after seeing the first few codes I started looking at everything differently - and noticed that i had been getting weekly calls that had names like De-Be-Que - which as I was into Q I had created a website called Database of Q Db-q.com (it's all broken links and obsolete tho now) so wtf was that about? so I started internet searching the numbers they were calling me with - and it linked up to search results of my past - things like studies done when I was a kid - and one of them actually spelled out in a sentence (10 search results in a row ) that I would create a lawsuit with other victims and be awarded with lots of cash soon.... -

anyway, they got me to set up my twitter - my original one RealAlanAB - and it started to explode in followers - I uploaded family photos and told my story and then the cult freaked out and threatened my mother causing her to re-flip and confront me, take the computer shut down the twitter and then take me to a hotel - at the hotel a police officer came and took me to a facility which took me to a psych ward where I got checked out - and then I was taken to a facility to meet other filmed victims and explain to then why many of them had been abducted and brought to a facility (it was to talk to me so I could tell them what I knew) - the good guys communicated with me during that two week span through the newspaper of all things - giving me coded articles each day -and they also had people there... -ok this is looong story... I've mostly told it https://acchat40.com/phpBB3/viewtopic.php?f=164&t=132667 so let me just stop mid telling it have you read this if you are curious and then ask again cause holy crap is the true story of what happened long and confusing... if you don't understand any point let me know cause I had to condense so many events into just a few sentences - my rescue took months so there's a lot of things that happened.

Jammer78 ago

Yes, I did read your posting on acchat40 before I responded. That is how I knew to ask about your cult chest and your residence at the facility. I read in your post about your disabilities and difficulty writing. I see what you're talking about, and your writing has a "stream-of-consciousness" style that one poster her said she coulnd't follow. But I was able to follow it, and I found it fascinating and informative.

For what it's worth, I think you should add your response to me here into that post. (The parts that aren't repeated.) I'm really happy to hear about your lawsuit. It sounds like they are putting you in a class action suit. It might be worthwhile to explore suing the individuals directly as well, by yourself? I suppose that could come later.

A few observations:

It sounds like your mother may not have "re-flipped", but maybe she became afraid for her safety and attempted damage control. That's very interesting how they let you discover it for yourself with the photographs, and with the hints. When a person realizes they have been betrayed and defrauded, it is a traumatic experience. Letting you realize it slowly is probably a way to preserve your stability.

And when you tell your story to the other victims, it will help them to understand their own victimization when they are ready.

I have read a bit about how children are traumatized and programmed with hypnotism and multiple personalities. I wonder if some of your "disabilities" are related to that. For example, you could have a separate personality that is programmed to take over as you are committing suicide. It would force you to go blank and stop. So, perhaps they were experimenting on whether they could override your programming, or maybe they were torturing you by making you suicidal while not letting you do it.

The time that you attempted suicide, it sounds like someone intervened. White stuff in your cuts doesn't sound like its from your body, but maybe like a medical foam which can be inserted to stop up bleeding.

When you were asleep for 12-20 hours, you may have actually been sleeping. Or perhaps you were in a trance or a different persona and your memories of that time were wiped or blocked.

Even if your story were fiction, it would be quite a read! Wow! I'll just ask a few questions I'm curious about.

How many followers did you have on realalanab? Which months was it active approximately?

Can you fill the timeline? Just with the approximate month/year, don't need the day:

You move to Alan House - November 2015 Q starts posting - November 2016 You discover Q - ??? You discover the cult chest - ?? You figure it out and communicate with Q - ? Start RealAlanB - ? You and your mother delete Twitter and the computer and flee to hotel - ?
For how many days were you at the hotel before the police came?

The reason I ask about it, is that much of your writing is out of order and I think it will help people understand your story better.

Finally, have your government contacts given you restrictions on what type of information you can't disclose? Besides your location and peoples' identities.

AlanAB ago

You move to Alan House - November 2015

Q starts posting - November 2016

You discover Q - October 2017 https://twitter.com/watkins_2/status/1008119953185107968 - one of my 4chan posts about Q when the shill pushes were at their maximum-

so yea, I was there at the very start, I remember talking to one of the two spreadsheet anon's and talking about history digs - I set up a fan site myself db-q.com and well, don't bother going to that, it's outdated now and the links are a mess - they also deleted my banking list I made (since the cult kept deleting early in On Q the rothchild bank list ) so I went through and dated them all and gave wars alongside - but they deleted that one so I went and made it again : ) - https://twitter.com/watkins_2/status/1043816847852720128 You discover the cult chest - ??

It was there from November 2015 but I didn't look through it and photograph it until that April where everything in my life kind of exploded - I may have glanced inside it before then but didn't "get it" until April of 2018

You figure it out/communicate with Q -

they were trying to get in contact with me via phone from the start of Q - and I just didn't realize it - the very very first bullet point of Q communication would be someone I learned later was a Q - who stickied my first ABBA post - have to use the wayback machine now to get to my history reddit digs but feel free to look at the bottom of that post to see other history digs I did - but this was part of it - oh can't link to it.... this place doesn't link to reddit Great Awakening....) - and after he would sticky these they would basically slowly guide my history digs until I noticed enough of the cult symbolism that I could recognize what was in the cult chest as well as connect it with my past. - Q doesn't directly communicate - that's in the QMAP - but indirect communication is ok - hence all the phone codes and other crazy stuff they do to nudge me in the right direction. Can I even call that communication? sort of... and the 8ch stuff certainly is - the titles they direct at me.

Start RealAlanB -

First week of April https://web.archive.org/web/20180421110736/https:/twitter.com/realAlanAB here is the only capture of the wayback machine on my old twitter feed - it was up just the one month and got I think about as many followers as I have no in less than a month, probably the rapid growth is one of many reasons I got acted against so quickly - they started doing the QVC bans in may which is I believe why it's taken me 4 months just to get as many followers as I had during the first month of my old one. (and 10X as many posts)

You and your mother delete Twitter and the computer and flee to hotel -

may 2 https://twitter.com/watkins_2/status/1009255858474119168 - proof : ) was the last day my twitter feed was up - and then it was the last week of May when I started my new one using a phone I bought the day I got out of the facility-yea all the facility stuff happened in-between those two dates. - also note in that post if you scroll up and see the abba drudge thing note that was april 28th which was days after I started doing youtube videos (also taken down and I haven't done any sense) that might have been what triggered the bad guys more than even my twitter feed)- which is why Drudge sent me a little code (ABBA was the name of my reddit digs - see above answer)

For how many days were you at the hotel before the police came?

About three hours, I took my phone out and put on the Mark Levin show and before it was done a cop was knocking on my door, politely asking me to go with her, I asked why and they said that I needed to talk to some people.... and I asked if I had a choice and she said no and she was really vague about everything... but I get why now in retrospect. They had the next two weeks planned just for me so that I could talk to victims - essentially the cult overreacting to my twitter feed was likely always part of "the plan" and the counter action to that was putting me in with other victims - it's quite brilliant and I enjoyed my time there acting like a spy getting codes in the news papers - here's one of them https://twitter.com/watkins_2/status/999801786893459456 ah May 24th that's probably the day I set up my current account. There's two others - I think I tweeted about them but I don't see them in the search feed, - if the codes aren't clear I can break them down further for folks, basically it's about my transition from in danger at my mother's home where I was trying to "hit a ball" i.e. tell my story and educate folks - to being protected in a cage where they set up the balls for me to hit (give me victims to talk to) - basically counter acting the cult by making it easier for me ;) tho there are many other codes in there.

The reason I ask about it, is that much of your writing is out of order and I think it will help people understand your story better. - I agree, I wish more people would do this because I have trouble editing my story - I am fine to tell it but it's just so dang big and my autism gets in the way of telling it as I'll go off on tangents and often detour myself on long conversation topics that have little to do - I'll never finish my story with the way I talk. it's just a disability thing.

Have your government contacts given you restrictions on what type of information you can't disclose? Besides your location and peoples' identities. -

no, they communicate with me indirectly so they avoid having to put rules in the first place. They send me messages using search results on my phone, and by moving books/magazines around in places I go to form messages, and in the Qresearch titles and if I have a question I can ask it in 8ch and they will not respond to me but respond they will do things like give a review of an interview by James Comey -which happened when I gave a bullet point A.B.C.D.E. of things I wanted to Ask Q about - and they replied with a interview review going 1.2.3.4.5 with each one being about Comey but directed to me - as said, indirectly talking to me or another time on may 2nd at the motel - they first called me from sioux city bluffs (cult is bluffing you) - to let me know while I was in my mothers vehicle that they wouldn't harm me... and then I asked at 8ch using my phone at the motel and they responded to my asking wtf was going on by talk about Kanye West - and how a ton of people worldwide were helping him but he has powerful enemies and - well, I wish I could find that post - it was an image reply they gave to me and when I got out of the facility it was deleted in 8ch - but it was a cool reply.

Are you working with a psychologist? -

no, they had me see one before and during the facility visit with other victims and they checked me out - I have had a few panic attacks sense then (which caused the good guys to worry about me, and I'm really sorry about that if you read this, I'm fine now) - which led them to question if i was eating right haha, well I only had the one panic attack mainly because they connected my computer to a lot of other computers and I didn't know they had done that, (they were giving demonstrations on how the bad guys spy on computers) and so... I accidentally went to a compromised site while my computer was connected to theirs and that meant they all had to do make sure they weren't infected- it inconvenienced a lot of powerful influential people - I sort of traumatized myself when I realized through reading the codes all around the internet the good guys use that I had screwed something up... the worst part is that I know acting the way I did only made it worse for them - but I just can't handle hurting people - and even just inconveniencing them as I accidentally did tore me up inside - but that was on the 26th of last month and i'll be more careful to avoid those sites... ok had to get that out of my system since they read what I write in places like this.

How did you come up with the date 6/6/2018 for taking the vatican's gold?

basically reading the QBOARD around that time about D-Day plus Drudge codes + historical context https://twitter.com/watkins_2/status/1005086458611318784 https://twitter.com/watkins_2/status/1009616691855159296 https://twitter.com/watkins_2/status/1028760555245293568 - there are many others, if you use the search function on twitter https://twitter.com/search-advanced and type in my acct and words like vatican/pope/gold - you can see some of my digs - or my ab-ba posts giving a historical context to why it had the gold in the first place.

Jammer78 ago

My last comment had an error. Pizzagate broke around November of 2016, not Q. Anyway, your dates are right since you listed October 2017 for following Q.

You said that your mother put the box in your room because Q told her to. But it was in your room in 2015, before Trump's election or Q. So maybe she put the photo album in there at a later date.

I'm looking forward to those videos! Stay well.

AlanAB ago

I actually think the good guys controlled Homeland Security and had done a lot of things even before the election and Q- the plan is really big - I think they were flipping cultists left and right (mostly in secret) and flipped my family before even Trump - in fact I'm darn sure of that because my cultist grandmother died about 3 years ago a week after my father died - both of heart attacks - I think the cult basically killed my dad was a victim through his mother who had victimized him his whole life - and then the good guys basically retaliated by killing her - this freaked out my cultist sister - I don't think it made her flip tho - I'm saying that there has been a secret war that goes way before Q - that's just the outward manifestation to the public of a military campaign to save our republic which has been going on for a long time.