I gave a whole list of reasons they do it - rape = blackmail and also recruitment for sickos - torture = experimentation data to further control the masses by perfecting psych controls.
I call them cultists cause satanists just sounds sillier to me, yes many are satanists tho.
my grandfather owned a ton of land in georgia and farms - the cult likes to own things - they sent a cultist to marry him and take everything from him - it worked but when he divorced her it basically put a curse on my father and me - but the 2nd born, my older sister still got in and was the one who basically did the early directorial stuff involving me including much of the early filmed torture and sex stuff.
they had a couple talk with me at the facility where I met the other victims - they both said I was ok : ) I was suicidal for much of my life but unraveling what happened to me has helped me come to realize that most of my bad thoughts ( usually just self hate) are the result of a lifetime of psych manipulation and so I'm learning how to love myself.
I think many just do it because they grew up in it, they aren't inherently bad people they just got a golden ticket and few people have the conviction to throw that away to be a good person (especially since if they did they'd be destroyed by the cult.
No I'm not on any meds... POTUS was not contacting me, not exactly... you can see my proof of what happened here - https://acchat40.com/phpBB3/viewtopic.php?f=164&t=132667 - it's a long story but basically when I realized I was a cult victim a lot of things went crazy in my life and I curled up into a ball and cried for days - in particular realizing that my only friend of 20 years was the worst one of all.... that he was my handler- that was REALLY hard to come to terms with - and after I stopped crying I told the only person online I knew (Who I later learned was a Q) that I didn't know who to talk to and didn't really feel like talking to anyone...
And so after this POTUS gave me a little nod in a tweet which I would NEVER have realized but the good guys nudged to me that it was a code to me and in QRESEARCH the titles (some bakers are Q) made it crystal clear that it was in fact a little nod to me - all it was was POTUS saying "Bill, Everyone is talking" and my legal name is Billy - it was our POTUS telling me not to be afraid to talk about my past - and then when I asked how, the QBOARD titles changed to the word Twitter - that was how I was meant to communicate - and so I started a twitter account and began my other account RealAlabAB - which led to my family tearing down my account and stealing my computer and then being taken to a facility with other filmed victims... long long story -
but of course as the QMAP says no direct comms outside 8chan - so it's not like he would confirm it. It's all in winks and nods. This also means that titles in 8chan (as it is inside this platform) can be communication. Some people treat Q as tho he were a mythical creature who literally cannot talk as if they were bound by magic outside of 8chan... no, they are real people obviously, and they do have a life outside being Q. These kinds of statements by Q are an important precaution. it means anyone claiming to be a Q or to speak for Q should be disregarded. GOOD! I don't do either of those things, I was only rescued and relay how they interact with me. There are real people doing real things behind the scenes rescuing real people and locking up real people.
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Piscina ago
I have some questions, if you can answer them:
Is there any objective--what is the point--in raping and torturing children?
You call them 'cultists'. By that do you mean Satanists?
Where your family tied to freemasonry?
How much counselling have you had? Have you been diagnosed with DID (dissociative identify disorder) or any other mental illness?
What exactly is their belief system?
I am concerned that you think POTUS is contacting/signalling to you. Are you on any meds?
Thanks
AlanAB ago
I think many just do it because they grew up in it, they aren't inherently bad people they just got a golden ticket and few people have the conviction to throw that away to be a good person (especially since if they did they'd be destroyed by the cult.
No I'm not on any meds... POTUS was not contacting me, not exactly... you can see my proof of what happened here - https://acchat40.com/phpBB3/viewtopic.php?f=164&t=132667 - it's a long story but basically when I realized I was a cult victim a lot of things went crazy in my life and I curled up into a ball and cried for days - in particular realizing that my only friend of 20 years was the worst one of all.... that he was my handler- that was REALLY hard to come to terms with - and after I stopped crying I told the only person online I knew (Who I later learned was a Q) that I didn't know who to talk to and didn't really feel like talking to anyone...
And so after this POTUS gave me a little nod in a tweet which I would NEVER have realized but the good guys nudged to me that it was a code to me and in QRESEARCH the titles (some bakers are Q) made it crystal clear that it was in fact a little nod to me - all it was was POTUS saying "Bill, Everyone is talking" and my legal name is Billy - it was our POTUS telling me not to be afraid to talk about my past - and then when I asked how, the QBOARD titles changed to the word Twitter - that was how I was meant to communicate - and so I started a twitter account and began my other account RealAlabAB - which led to my family tearing down my account and stealing my computer and then being taken to a facility with other filmed victims... long long story -
but of course as the QMAP says no direct comms outside 8chan - so it's not like he would confirm it. It's all in winks and nods. This also means that titles in 8chan (as it is inside this platform) can be communication. Some people treat Q as tho he were a mythical creature who literally cannot talk as if they were bound by magic outside of 8chan... no, they are real people obviously, and they do have a life outside being Q. These kinds of statements by Q are an important precaution. it means anyone claiming to be a Q or to speak for Q should be disregarded. GOOD! I don't do either of those things, I was only rescued and relay how they interact with me. There are real people doing real things behind the scenes rescuing real people and locking up real people.
Piscina ago
Thanks for answering. I hope you find someone that you can trust and someone who can help you. Good luck.