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Becki_Percy_speaks ago

I am calling for your help everyone. The spiritual warfare is real and I have been thrown under the bus by the woman who saved my life and brought me to the USA. How can this happen?

https://catherinemoncada21.wordpress.com/2018/09/

She is dishing big dirt on me and trying hard to take me down. Along with Sarah, Fiona and Howie! howie and her used to be good friends.

Catherine has posted here in the past in full support of me, so what has happened to make her changer her mind? This is causing me extreme anxiety as i have an immigration case before the ninth circuit.

Catherine has threatened to expose me to ICE. Some one has got to her.

Her entire blog is trying to discredit me.

I am not sure how to handle this, so can you help me here researchers? I am losing my mind all over again and i have been through enough.

Piscina ago

Becki, I'm so sorry this is happening to you. I have read her blog but it's not clear. The first thing to do is look after yourself. Anxiety can be quite crippling. If it's getting more than you can handle, see a doctor who can prescribe something for you and help you to sleep. Meditation is very helpful for anxiety. If you have people around you who you can lean on, lean on them. Don't isolate yourself; talk to someone. Take some little comfort in knowing that she is also attacking Fiona and Howie. Perhaps reach out to Fiona if you can. She may have some good advice for you. I'm praying for you.

Becki_Percy_speaks ago

Thank you so much, sister. Fiona is furious about this. We was just having a conversation on the phone last night. It helped me. I just can't understand why I am being victimized all over again. I think ICE have already been told some bad things about me as they have been sending me strange correspondence. I don't even have an attorney any more, since they was warned off.

Piscina ago

Becki, are you getting some counselling? I know that when someone has been through trauma like yours, it affects every aspect of your life and you tend to ruminate and worry about things. It's not your fault; it's just the way trauma affects the brain (the amygdala fires up and doesn't stop firing). It's a probability that Howie had chores to do, so he wasn't trying to get away from you (I don't know Howie and I've never spoken to him). I will keep you in my prayers.

I had a conversation with Fiona years ago. She has stuck to her same story for years, so I think she's the real deal. I'm glad you have her to talk to. You can support one another.

Becki_Percy_speaks ago

Fiona wants me to come and live with her if I get deported. Maybe. For now I am happy sharing Wendy McAvene's bed in Texas. Wendy makes me feel safe, even though ICE might put me on a plane at any time. I heard ICE like to come at very early in the morning to raid illegals. My anxiety is through the roof but as our household is breaking up I can't afford counselling. Thank you for your kind thoughts.