Can anyone tell me that there's a reason to continue? I have alienated all of my friends and family, by knowing the truth. No one trusts me anymore. I think I want to just end my life. I hate that this has happened.
There will be those that choose not to believe this no matter how much proof you show or say to them. Like SA said, walk away from this for awhile. You are not a coward for doing so. All this info coming out continuously is overwhelming. Believe me I know. I have lost all my friends and my family believes that I need meds because of what I talk to them about. I found that understanding there will be those who choose to ignore this willingly, helped. Praying and understanding the Creator will be able to punish those whom commit these hideous crimes against the innocent, way better and most just than I could ever be able to comprehend also helped me coup. Remember the Creator made hell for these type of people and those that choose to reject Him. That includes the act of suicide. The pain you feel now will be nothing compared to the everlasting nightmare that awaits in hell. He chose for you to see and understand that this is going on. He is calling you to get to know Him better, so you may get your new eternal body when the Earth is rebuilt and all evil has been extinguished from existence. You don't have to go to church to become connected to Jesus. Just start praying and asking forgiveness of your sins. Believe me, everyone sins. We can only help not wanting to sin by resisting the desires of the flesh. Jesus loves you more than you know and more than anyone ever will. Ask him the deep and troubling questions you have. He will answer and keep a lookout for those answers. A lot of us here on Voat believe the same as you when it comes to the pedo problem the world has. So you are not alone when comes to your research. If you accept Jesus into your life and ask him for answers, you will never be truly alone again in your life. This world is only temporary. I promise.
WHAT?!? NO, @BADDABING, NO! Take a step back. Pray. Put down the phone, tablet, computer. Walk away from this for a while, if necessary. But never choose that final option.
Thank you. I just seriously found myself sitting in the bathtub with a knife. I don't want to do that. But no one in my life understands the pain that I've gone through to learn about this stuff.
Oh gosh, @Baddabing, please don't.. I wish I could write more, but all I have is this phone, so I can't type much.
My only point is PLEASE, DON'T. Unplug. Drink someyh8ng. TTYS
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Baddabing ago
Can anyone tell me that there's a reason to continue? I have alienated all of my friends and family, by knowing the truth. No one trusts me anymore. I think I want to just end my life. I hate that this has happened.
Killinger ago
There will be those that choose not to believe this no matter how much proof you show or say to them. Like SA said, walk away from this for awhile. You are not a coward for doing so. All this info coming out continuously is overwhelming. Believe me I know. I have lost all my friends and my family believes that I need meds because of what I talk to them about. I found that understanding there will be those who choose to ignore this willingly, helped. Praying and understanding the Creator will be able to punish those whom commit these hideous crimes against the innocent, way better and most just than I could ever be able to comprehend also helped me coup. Remember the Creator made hell for these type of people and those that choose to reject Him. That includes the act of suicide. The pain you feel now will be nothing compared to the everlasting nightmare that awaits in hell. He chose for you to see and understand that this is going on. He is calling you to get to know Him better, so you may get your new eternal body when the Earth is rebuilt and all evil has been extinguished from existence. You don't have to go to church to become connected to Jesus. Just start praying and asking forgiveness of your sins. Believe me, everyone sins. We can only help not wanting to sin by resisting the desires of the flesh. Jesus loves you more than you know and more than anyone ever will. Ask him the deep and troubling questions you have. He will answer and keep a lookout for those answers. A lot of us here on Voat believe the same as you when it comes to the pedo problem the world has. So you are not alone when comes to your research. If you accept Jesus into your life and ask him for answers, you will never be truly alone again in your life. This world is only temporary. I promise.
With love and fellow Voater
Secretary Killinger
SecondAmendment ago
WHAT?!? NO, @BADDABING, NO! Take a step back. Pray. Put down the phone, tablet, computer. Walk away from this for a while, if necessary. But never choose that final option.
Baddabing ago
Thank you. I just seriously found myself sitting in the bathtub with a knife. I don't want to do that. But no one in my life understands the pain that I've gone through to learn about this stuff.
SecondAmendment ago
Oh gosh, @Baddabing, please don't.. I wish I could write more, but all I have is this phone, so I can't type much. My only point is PLEASE, DON'T. Unplug. Drink someyh8ng. TTYS
fartyshorts ago
We certainly do. You have peers here.