PS. I was re-reading your advise on security which was the thing that showed me you were good people, and I thought I might share one more thing with you since I've pretry much laid out everything but my actual adress lol. I mentioned there were dark forces at work against me, and there is. But I forgot to mention that I wear the full armor of God. And I cant deny his hand at work here, though I initially dismissed is as self aggrandizing and trying to hard to make sense of things. But God has insisted accept his intentions. If nothing else this whole thing is leading my sister to the love that's always been waiting for her. True evil dares not enter my home. True evil trembles at the power of my protector and savior of my very soul Jesus!! Yeheshua! ! Call him what you will, but call to him. He will come. I don't know if you share my faith but if you do you know how powerful and real it is, and the only thing that has kept me from madness.
Love. God bless GW

It's clear they know what I'm doing, I am definitely way out of my league in technical skills compared to what I'm up against. Me and my sis have been having our hardware repeatedly attacked with spyware and DOS. I've been hard hacked two more times. I'm sure they are keeping tight watch on visitors to their websites and even when I use firewall, vpn and tor it's just been a matter of time till it happens. My sis(step), her own mother has rallied the rest of her family against her and is legally evicting her and her two daughters, the REAL victims here. Could have something to do with the several digital receipts for large financial transfers coming from Anaheim CA that she found in her mom's emails. It has also just recently come to pass last Saturday that during a pretty routine visit to the hospital to have baby checked for vomiting and mild fever, they discovered sexualy transmitted disease in both her daughters 1 and 5 years old. So the state has taken custody and apparently the case worker for the agency in charge falsified information in the paperwork filed with the court. Whether through incompetence or knowingly we will have to see. They probably didn't expect that my sis has been keeping records of everything since she first got back home after her escape and nobody would take her seriously.. She intends to sue the agency and it looks like she has a strong case. I'm still trying to get people to take notice of her story as I feel it is as importantas ever that she gets it out in public. For her saftey. I am sure anyone following the whole pedogate thing has heard of Mellisa Honeybee Zaccaria. I've been trying to get in touch with her so she can talk to my sis and at least hear her story. She doesnt seem to have any official contact info but I've been pretty loud while trying not to come off as a crazy person intent on harassing her. IF she is real then I'm sure she is on guard against such things and worse. I have not received any replies. Nor from anyone else I've reached out to who I would have thought could help. Titusfrost seems to be tight with Mellisa and they are both in the Boston area, where I have family and a lot of contacts myself. Again I get wanting to be safe and smart about being contacted and though I have remained anonymous I have made it clear that I have no problem giving any info to them for vetting. I have even made email accounts specifically for safe comms and put those in the open for them to see. Idon't have anything to hide from people, but I don't need every weirdo on the Internet knowing my private info especially in this case. I can't help but to start to wonder if these people are simply entertainers or what. There have been dark forces at work everytime I turn around so maybe I need to not get discouraged. What to you think? You are still into it on voat, which i havent had any time for, whats the general feeling about these people? You know, I just realized I feel kind of weird confiding all this to a complete stranger, it's probably weird for you having a complete stranger tell you all these things though too. Fuck it. All the things I've seen and heard and experienced in the past few weeks has not been good for me. I was at a birthday party for two coworkers at the bosses house a week or so ago. It was a pool party with lots of people and kids good food and drinks and it was real nice. UntiI I had what started as a panic attack, that turned into what I think would be considered a psychotic break from reality. For that brief moment, something convinced me that everyone knew what I've been doing and wanted to either find out if I could be corrupted, or if they needed to take me out. In my mind I was at a pedoparty and all the kids were there for the adults fun and it was the most sickening disturbing feeling of terror I have ever had. I litteraly ran away. Ran. On foot. It was about 8 miles to get home. I thought i had been drugged. It was an awkward day at work the next day. I have chalked it up to the combination my life recently and the couple hits of bud I took. I smoke bud fairly regularly, have for a long time except when not an option. But I've never, ever on any drug felt like that. Im in deep. This shit is so serious. I already suffer from some PTSD, and as tough a warrior as I am, I think it's taking its toll. You seen the movie 8mm? If not you should. That's where I'm at. Hows that for opening up? Youve been about the only person I've had not just ignore me, or probably think I'm crazy or seeking attention. At least online. And I dont even try with people I know in the world. I used to try telling everyone about pizzagate. Ive always been the conspiracy guy and most people just humor me. I stopped talking. Nobody would want to hear the things I know and probably shouldnt. I don't even tell you, my mystery confidante. But I haven't had any outlet, so maybe getting some of that off my chest will help me out, because I can't walk away, not yet. Not without somebody to carry the torch. That's why I want so badly for somebody to help me get it out there spread it around so it not the heavy burden that it is. I think that's why pizzagate wasn't this traumatic, as there are many who help carry it. Well thanks as always for your concern. If you want me to keep you updated I can. And if you want to know Im real check me out of Facebook, I am as unabashedly me as in person. You will know which one I am. There aren't many. In fact I believe I'm the only one alive. Thanks again. God bless.
Gary Weidemaier