Thanks jem777 for posting this. She says "...they we're certain they would always control my mind."

Love that part. I'm in the same boat. It's amazing what they let slip from their tongues, while we were drugged. It was explained to me several times, that if I ever did remember, it would be long after the statue of limitations ran out. (pedophilies favorite law, right after "dead men don't testify.") And if I did ever begin to talk, no one would believe me and ridicule would be the standard reaction. That's all true, they were right. But I did remember and I fully expect to get the last laugh.