I wanted to share these scriptures , as I am sure this is how we all feel. your Bibles might have the "title" lord where as mine has Gods name where most bibles say lord., except some KJV still have Gods name at psalms 83:18 psalms 94:  O God of vengeance, Jehovah, O God of vengeance, shine forth! 2  Rise up, O Judge of the earth. Repay to the haughty what they deserve.  3  How long will the wicked, O Jehovah, How long will the wicked continue to exult?  4  They babble and speak arrogantly; All the wrongdoers brag about themselves.  5  They crush your people, O Jehovah, And oppress your inheritance. 6  They kill the widow and the foreign resident, And they murder the fatherless children.  7  They say: “Jah does not see; The God of Jacob does not take notice of it.”  8  Understand this, you who are unreasoning; You foolish ones, when will you ever show insight? 9  The One who made* the ear, can he not hear? The One who formed the eye, can he not see? 10  The One correcting the nations, can he not reprove? He is the One who imparts knowledge to people! 11  Jehovah knows the thoughts of men, That they are but a mere breath.