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Xpol ago

Bro take it back a notch. This type of rant doesn't do the court it well although I do agree with many of your sentiments

awakenaware ago

Bro, don't take it personally.. Im sure you can handle one guy just honestly saying how he feels.. While also adding a link to info that is relevant to this sub.

YingYangMom ago

You're saying out loud what each and every one of us are feeling and thinking right now. We all go through this feeling that "we're losing the fight" at some points in time. You're doing great, buddy. I mean, to have been awake for 25 years says a whole lot about a person. Kudos to you.

We might have lost many battles, but it don't mean we're going to lose the war. This is a marathon and not a sprint. Bravery and courage is in your blood and in the blood of millions of us. We just need more people to wake up. Isn't that what we're doing now? Give yourself a pat on the back and march on.

awakenaware ago

thanks yea your right.. i get cynical.. for many reasons.. have had some victories of sorts however.. half of me doesnt even really need to get too caught up in human affairs, but its just the really dark shit that I cannot accept or allow to continue. Im an information specialist.. a scribe.. a distiller of truth and lies. or at least its a role ive decided to take on while im here. Im a ghost in this reality.. I have no normal life in the usual sense.. I keep to myself but am plugged in to the neural net 24/7. But I also can do normal stuff like go swimming in the river, drink coffee at a cafe, enjoy times with friends.. but all the rest of life.. I stay away from. Have very low over heads and can leave with one bag in a days notice if I needed to. I have no kids or dependants, no pet even though I love animals. Im a sensitive, I feel everything, its better to have my own space.. I need that. No idea why im writing all this.. I guess its cause im fully anon here.

YingYangMom ago

Thanks for sharing. I did share experiences here too and it's probably because of the anonymity also. However different we can be in our lifestyles and routines, we still are very much connected, because of the common goal we share. I mean, people from all walks of life coming together to fight a great evil together? That is bigger than anything I've personally experienced and I'm very proud to be a part of it. Peace :)

awakenaware ago

Whats happening to children now in this reality just makes me so sad/mad.. and other more philosophical stuff like "where are we" and the implications of that just totally blow my mind these days..

YingYangMom ago

Kind soul. We need to channel our positive intentions and our attention to a particular mission. Once we get from A to B, we'll think about getting from B to C. If we plan too much in advance, it takes away from our motivation and short sighting and we start to stray and ramble. I've seen too many misdirection and distraction attempts coming into play to 'delay' or 'weigh in' on our investigation in order sabotage our gathering of evidence. I'm pushing back and so are many other voaters :)

awakenaware ago

as we all play our part it gets done :) and it is

awakenaware ago

Indeed..Ive been red pilled so many times now.. it amazes me every time.. im not religious.. but i know this reality is nothing like what weve been sold from birth to now.. nothing like it.. we live in a fantasy creation.. a made up version of what is. But even that people are waking up to in droves..

YingYangMom ago

The Matrix. People indeed are waking up 'en masse'. This is a sign that we're still very much in the game.