Yeah, its hard, Ive lost quite a bit for what Ive given up, my entire social circle of around 20 friends who Ive known since 4th grade all pretty much ditched me.
It gets much better though, even if you have to be alone.
Ha! Joke's on you I'm already in extreme introvert with no friends. :)
Honestly though I've never really liked other people so I'm not missing out on much. I have my family and a daughter that's enough for me. More kids eventually but other than that I don't really care about other people.
For me it was mostly pot. Its ironic how I used to take three busses just to score some, and now there is a weed dispenser just a minute away from my house and I could care less about touching it again.
But yeah I'm not going to criticize you, personally I just quit because I wasted a lot of money and time on it. It reached the point where I didnt even get a buzz anymore, I just smoked for the sake of smoking, then proceeded to having my second catnap and third bowl of Cap'n Crunch for the day.
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patriot_saints ago
I pretty much stopped listening to all music, except for independent synth wave artists maybe
SaveTheChildren ago
You can't escape the Illuminati satanist baphomet agenda. I'm having a real hard time enjoying any media these days.
patriot_saints ago
Thats why I avoid pop culture
SaveTheChildren ago
I've always avoided it thankfully but now that I'm waking up it's so hard to ignore it when so many people are brainwashed.
patriot_saints ago
Yeah, its hard, Ive lost quite a bit for what Ive given up, my entire social circle of around 20 friends who Ive known since 4th grade all pretty much ditched me.
It gets much better though, even if you have to be alone.
SaveTheChildren ago
Ha! Joke's on you I'm already in extreme introvert with no friends. :)
Honestly though I've never really liked other people so I'm not missing out on much. I have my family and a daughter that's enough for me. More kids eventually but other than that I don't really care about other people.
patriot_saints ago
I've always been an introvert :)
Before though I forced myself into the party lifestyle because the world made me think I was a loser if I wasnt materialistic enough.
SaveTheChildren ago
Yeah, I hear you. I used alcohol as a crutch to force myself to be social for a while... I don't drink anymore.
patriot_saints ago
For me it was mostly pot. Its ironic how I used to take three busses just to score some, and now there is a weed dispenser just a minute away from my house and I could care less about touching it again.
SaveTheChildren ago
Hah, I'm a big-time stoner still. Not sure of I could live 100% sober. At least not yet...
patriot_saints ago
God is my new drug ;)
But yeah I'm not going to criticize you, personally I just quit because I wasted a lot of money and time on it. It reached the point where I didnt even get a buzz anymore, I just smoked for the sake of smoking, then proceeded to having my second catnap and third bowl of Cap'n Crunch for the day.
SaveTheChildren ago
Haha. I'm really good at not snacking. And weed usually energizes me.
I do spend a ton of money on it, but I can also grow legally.
I'm not religious, but I'm becoming more and more religious as I wake up to all this obvious satanist shit going on these days.