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gardenofbacchus ago

MODS PLEASE STICKY THIS. This is EXACTLY RIGHT. The child is inside the shower, 100% undoubtedly. It's clear as day once you read this description, you can clearly see the child running around in the shower. We need to clear this up and have everyone aware of this/on board. Your hypothesis is fucking horrific and makes me sick to my stomach but is also the most likely situation.

Fantastic work, OP. Fucking amazing work.

EDIT - Please compare the strobe in the Heavy Breathing video here ---> https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=vlhBn_zSIro with the strobe light in the shower in the "Fatherhood" video. They are the same light.

This video is "Fatherhood" with nothing but bass, all the treble and highs are cut. We can hear what sounds like a live band playing. The bass is leaking through the walls which indicates this room is close to a stage or speakers Watch this video ---> https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Bmdbds_nMy8.

BASED ON THIS NEW INFORMATION IT IS EXTREMELY LIKELY THIS IS HAPPENING IN COMET. IT MAKES COMPLETE SENSE FOR THEM TO HAVE A SHOWER, EITHER FUNCTIONING (TO WASH THEMSELVES OFF) OR NON FUNCTIONING (AS A "CHAMBER"/CABINET FOR CHILDREN). IT ALSO MAKES SENSE FOR THIS TO BE OCCURRING WHILE A BAND IS PLAYING, TO DROWN OUT THE SOUND. DURING THE "AFTER HOURS" "ALL AGES" PERFORMANCES AT CPP, THIS IS WHAT HAPPENS. THE BANDS ARE PUT ON PURPOSELY TO DROWN OUT THE SOUNDS OF THE CHILDREN AND "CLIENTS" IN THE "TORTURE CHAMBER", WHICH IS WHAT THIS ROOM IS.

THERE IS TOO MUCH GOING ON - THE MATCHING STROBE AND THE BAND PLAYING IN THE BACKGROUND - FOR THIS TO BE IN SOMEONE'S HOME. AT THIS POINT IT IS MOST LIKELY HAPPENING IN COMET.

I'M GOING TO BED NOW. I LOVE YOU ALL

RedGreenAlliance ago

Well said and totally makes sense. This is really horrific but there is clearly something like this going on. Looks like some kind of MKULTRA abuse / SRA - to shatter the mind.

tooner96 ago

"To shatter the mind." 'Shatter' is the perfect word for it. This video makes me so sick. I wish I hadn't watched it the first time and I'm not allowing myself to watch it a second time, because the pictures show enough for me and I remember a lot of what I saw the first time. I have DID and I don't remember a lot of what happened to me, which I consider a good thing for now because I don't think I could handle knowing what some of my alters know and remember. If my mind hadn't shattered into those pieces to create others who could suffer the trauma for me, I really don't think I'd be alive today. It's sick and I feel so freaking helpless because I want to do something; I want it to stop, but I can't think of anything I can do. I feel powerless to help them. Even though these things are a trigger to me, I refuse to turn my head and ignore what's happening to those kids. There are far too many people who are already doing that. I just have to be careful who I try to talk to about this because sometimes my symptoms include paranoia and sometimes they misconstrue this as paranoia. I wish I could just convince people to look into it themselves but no one wants to hear it or know about it. It's heartbreaking. Sorry about the long reply and most is irrelevant to this topic, but I just wanted to tell you that 'shatter' is truly the right word.

S3v3n007 ago

@tooner96, thank you for sharing such a difficult & personal story. I think it's wise to put some distance between you & this particular case because the last thing you'd want is to be triggered somehow. I hope you take meds, they've done wonders for me & made a life that was extremely difficult turn around to be totally opposite. Best wishes to you. You're stronger than you think! :)

tooner96 ago

Thank you, everyone for your support. I was expecting to come back to a lot of hate, but it really made me feel good to see the support you've shown. @RedGreenAlliance I was going to reply that my therapist often uses the word 'fragmented' and then I saw it in the link you shared. Shattered is harsher of a word... fragmented seems like a politically correct term for it, and shattered is like its blunt sibling that simply tells it like it is. I am also an artist - a cartoonist. I'd love to be an animator someday. I have an alter who recently discovered that he likes to paint digitally on my drawing tablet. It's crazy how different our styles are. I have a very young alter who draws too, but it looks like an actual child drew the drawings. I've only been working on this in therapy for a tiny bit over a year, so the terminology is still kind of new and the things we are really capable of still amazes me and I don't really understand all of it. Anyway, I really do appreciate everyone's support, especially when I wasn't expecting it. I hope with all my heart that this stops soon. I know it won't completely stop, and probably never will, but if they get a huge chunk of it stopped, that's at least something. I have more hope for it to stop right now than I did even a few weeks ago.

S3v3n007 ago

@tooner96, have you looked on YouTube regarding alters? There are so many fascinating videos where people talk or show their alters. It's therapeutic & the alters seem to enjoy having their own voice & place for expression. I don't know how you'd feel about doing that but if you're not into making videos, you can always watch somebody else's. Hope this helps!

nmtd1005 ago

Hang in there. Thank you for you bravery and your honesty. You have the full support of the researchers in the community. You are not alone.

RedGreenAlliance ago

Thank you for the reply and I feel for you and what you've been through. I've been reading a lot about MKULTRA, Project Monarch, and Satanic Ritual Abuse. As a social worker working with abuse victims I have come across DID (dissociative identity disorder) which used to be called and is commonly referred to as 'multiple personality syndrome'.

One thing i know is that the mind is incredibly complex and like all parts of our anatomy has biolgical and chemical self-defence mechanisms. In the case of the human psyche, the mind can split into separate alternative identities as a form of self-protection. Its trauma-related. In a way the mind is compartmentalising and hiding extreme distress because a single person cannot cope with it. So people like Kim Noble hide the worst abuse memories in her 'Ria Pratt' alter, which she uses painting as a form of therapy.

But shatter is better. Because its breaking something which was once whole and the individual pieces are not the whole but now distinct.

Here's a good article - a bit technical but useful http://www.dana.org/Cerebrum/2008/Coming_Apart__Trauma_and_the_Fragmentation_of_the_Self/

Ramona ago

I just wanted to stop in and say you're not alone. A lot of us are dealing with this, and a lot of people care, hence this open source investigation. It is eerie how perfect the word "shatter" is here.

Personally I don't think this is Podesta in the vid, but either way... I wish I'd never watched it.