I do know artists are weird and dark. I don't really care what they do with their time if there isn't anything sinister going on. I don't even think the occult, in itself, is bad. So, I'm not just having a knee-jerk reaction to morbid art or kink but I'm also really not sure what I've come across here and if it's relevant. It just felt like it should be shared. I'm just going to go through what I found in chronological order to try and make sense of the connections. I'm sorry if this post isn't the best.

I heard a song that sounded like it could be written by a victim of all of this. On a whim, I looked into the singer and she was a child actor in a ton of roles (including, interestingly, a teenager who is coerced into having sex with her mother's boyfriend). Looking through her instagram, I found a couple of pictures of her as a kid with other child actors at parties apparently thrown by their agent. Fred Savage himself described them as "wild" in the comments

I checked out a user who apparently attended these parties (presumably also was a child actor) and although her Instagram was private, she was tagged in a few posts by a celebrity hairstylist. All these pictures featured the same group of people. ex. https://sli.mg/D0j3vr. I'm in NO way implying these people have done anything wrong, just examining these links.

Instagram accounts:

• https://archive.is/GxNHI (Hairstylist)

• https://archive.is/59mDY (Another hairstylist - OFTEN works with Miley Cyrus)

• https://archive.is/t8zTV (Makeup artist)

• https://archive.is/RZjmf (A singer I think? This one is the most interesting, especially her Tumblr.)

• https://sli.mg/2NHQ78 (the comments on this picture..)

The makeup artist posted this picture, which caught my eye because of the child and also the "awakening". The girl's account is a bit weird too, and her father also appeared on one of the Awakening covers. [Side note: the girl also appeared as Beyonce for a Basic Magazine photoshoot of "11 kids as 11 music icons" (interesting number choice) and the Madonna girl looks so sad.]

Anyway, the awakening photo was taken for Savage Ranch http://savageranch.us/ "an intentional creative community hosted by Love Bailey and her mother, Judy Savage“. "A queer escape from the digital age” "where fantasy becomes reality". "We are a comunity dedicated to giving visionairs, activists and artists a chance to come experience a place free from any gender & sexuality discrimination." "We always try to push the limits to the possibilities at the ranch a bit further."

I highly suggest you take a look at the Awakening section at least. The PDFs can be downloaded. Their instagram has some weird pictures. They have a vimeo, here's a spicy one: https://vimeo.com/187434086. They've had quite a few articles written about them, including by the Huffington Post.

I know the connection between these artists and child actors seems weak but I just got such a weird feeling from it all that I had to share. I mean, look at this picture posted by one of the Savage Ranch attendees

I found a lot of other weird stuff but to try and tie it all into a cohesive post is too much for my jumbled mind right now. I may try to make another one.

One more thing I can't tie into this post but I need to share.. I can't remember for the life of me how I got to this account (might have been while I was looking through accounts that were particularly active on musical.ly kids' instagrams), but something feels REALLY iffy here: http://archive.is/IKIgg. That comment? Am I crazy? I mean, looking through their account they post terrible pictures of coats and then a number of comments say "Great pics!!". You can only order through DM or email. Front for CP?

When I googled lovesick laundry I got to a creepy site, saw a panda, and said NOPE! I want to report it to "the authorities" and let them figure it out, but I don't know who is even trustworthy at this point. I hope it's nothing. Maybe I just overlooked something. I hope.