I've spent a few hundred hours researching, not a big name contributor, but feel like my work is going towards good. In the past week, i feel my normal life is starting to crash. Losing clients, clients just not paying me, bouncing checks. my upstairs neighbors toilet flooded into my house, literally getting shit on, i could go on.. Karmic-ally I have made few mistakes as well in the past month, so i take the blame on why I am getting negative greetings, but wow! I feel like I have to live like a saint now, because of the work we are doing. Usually things work out for me, but I haven't felt this kind of stress since my dark night of the soul event 10 years ago.
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yabbadoody ago
yup. it's dark, and has a lot of CUMULATIVE dark energy associated with it. but just the same, even if it DIDN'T (which it most certainly does), I would STILL feel "creepy" and creeped-out at times. It's just that bad, if a person has any empathy for other human beings at all.
So the ATTACKS we feel are probably a combination of: 1. Inherent creepiness of the material 2. Dark energies already associated with the same 3. perhaps guilt, for not having "known" or "done" something sooner, or 4. Guilt, because we don't feel we're doing enough.
Standard rules apply, stay on your game (whatever that is for you). Stay healthy, sleep, exercise, take frequent breaks. Visit friends, talk with others, do stuff (unrelated stuff!). There's no reason anybody needs to live like a saint. Exception being, because we've chosen to be involved with this, we should probably be a BIT cautious in our personal lives, so as not to leave any obvious avenues for attack, should the "dark ones" regain foothold and go on the offensive... and they ARE plenty offensive, we already know that much.
ryguyhermosa ago
Great Advice, Thank You!