I honestly think this guy is a paranoid schizophrenic. I would wager a bet that this is his facebook: https://www.facebook.com/american.autocracy . Tons of selfies, which usually is a sign of some kind of mental disorder (seriously).
A couple of odd things:
1) He does make a reference to DMT in that rambling mess of an email. He could have been on it when writing that message or taken it before and it completely took away his perception of reality (in a societal sense). DMT is no joke, I've never done it, but look up Joe Rogan's videos on it. It is the most powerful psychedelic substance on earth, if not the most powerful substance on earth, PERIOD. Could it be some kind of botched MK Ultra experiment? Maybe, but it's hard to draw conclusive evidence from just that email.
2) The fact that is facebook url is "american.autocracy" is disturbing, as it is directly referencing American under rule of a dictator or monarch.
That being said, I sincerely think this guy is off his rocker and maybe is some kind of relative to Mike McCullar at Stratfor. Probably son, as hinted by this this chain of emails: http://www.crazyontap.com/topic.php?TopicId=303603 I assume Emily is his estranged/ex wife.
I know a little about this kind of stuff. My uncle is paranoid schizophrenic and it has put has pretty much torn my father's relationship with his other family apart, over the stress of who is going to take care of his brother.
Not saying that everything at Stratfor is on the up an up, but keep in mind, these people are human beings too.
Just to note: DMT is actually produced by the pineal gland. It's been proven in rodent brains and theorised as happening in the human brain as well. The claim is that DMT is released upon death, potentially explaining people "dying and coming back", "walking towards the light", or having their life "flash before their eyes". Probably a natural process.
One of my psychedelic experiences was having my entire life laid out before me like a hierarchical tree of memories that I could sort and browse through. It helped me to deal with some repressed memories and the best way I can explain it is like it was holding my hand and walking me through them reminding me that its OK and explaining why the things happened in crystal clear logic.
references to Mike, Gray in FB post about Addiction.
"I feel so old. I am not excited about 2014. I run the risk of relapsing when I move back to Austin. I can never use marijuana habitually again. I determined that even an isolated incident under the influence of it is nothing but impairing, although there is that synergy with music. I have to learn to avoid it.
Furthermore my dad is beating the discipline out of me. I wish I had someone like Gray to talk to when I am managing my expectations. Both Mike and Danny criticized me for no engaging in aerobic exercise, when I was about to try to build up to a level of accomplishing 100 push ups and 50 sit ups on a daily basis and sustain it. They killed my dream."
Another weird one. He's certainly intelligent, but just a little off. I wonder what he knows...
"The degree to which people, people that are close to me, marginalize and doubt me for not being competitive enough to contend in an aristocratic level of society because I'm too sensitive, or seem like a genuinely mediocre intellectual because I also throw like a girl really make me want to break out the big guns and disavow all the old money etiquette that was hardly instilled in me anyways that my grandma has to press me about because my mother graced her with her presence for an additional two years encompassing a wedding and all the formalities of my mother accepting my father's ultimately supervenient potential as a cassa nova in her ability to validate sensitive and slightly marginally confident men like me †††"
Guy's probably schizophrenic and generally fucked up from MKUltra trauma programming. You can't do anything when you're on DMT and it only lasts a few minutes. DMT is not a drug that will make you confused and irrational for long periods of time, or cause you to write a rambling crazy email.
I don't know about that, there's several trip reports of people"getting stuck in the void" for weeks or even a month after their experience. There's probably several people that have PTSD from their experiences. It's a well known fact that doing heavy duty psychedelics can trigger latent schizophrenia in people that are genetically pre-disposed to it. DMT could definitely make that happen.
"I don't understand why someone
with such a healthy concept of their self has to feel so VERY much
pain, and like I have been trying to come across more clearly now
that I am on Latuda and sober, and its not working..."
maybe of combination of things going on there, he even mentions "schizo bipolar" I'm not a doctor, but I do believe that Bi-polar disorder and schizophrenia are "cousins" as far as mental disorders go, and doctors usually prescribe a combination of medications, basically the "throw shit at the wall and hope it sticks" methodology. Kind of the same thing with PTSD; there's no sure-fire way to treat it, but they do the best with different meds for schizophrenia, bi-polar and anti-depressants.
I really believe that this guy has mental problems, and there's no darker issue at play here.
Please no one harass this guy or his family online. That only takes away from the real investigation and also puts a target on all of our backs. Plus, he doesn't deserve it, he apparently was already dealt a shit hand by life.
I've worked in mental health since 2011, primarily with advanced dementia, but I also have some experience with DID/Schizophrenia. The number of selfies is definitely disturbing, as well as the american.autocracy. I've had several experiences with DMT. Quite powerful stuff. Closest thing I've experienced to it is Salvia.
I agree no one should harass under any circumstance, it would only have a negative outcome. However, at some point, if we hit a wall in this investigation perhaps he would be willing to speak out. The emails, the american.autocracy, he may just be an average guy who was born into unfortunate circumstance/family.
Agree. Dude is nuts and somehow related to someone there. He even mentions being a friend of this guy's father in another email and disappointed that the new meds weren't working.
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peaceG0D ago
I honestly think this guy is a paranoid schizophrenic. I would wager a bet that this is his facebook: https://www.facebook.com/american.autocracy . Tons of selfies, which usually is a sign of some kind of mental disorder (seriously).
A couple of odd things:
1) He does make a reference to DMT in that rambling mess of an email. He could have been on it when writing that message or taken it before and it completely took away his perception of reality (in a societal sense). DMT is no joke, I've never done it, but look up Joe Rogan's videos on it. It is the most powerful psychedelic substance on earth, if not the most powerful substance on earth, PERIOD. Could it be some kind of botched MK Ultra experiment? Maybe, but it's hard to draw conclusive evidence from just that email.
2) The fact that is facebook url is "american.autocracy" is disturbing, as it is directly referencing American under rule of a dictator or monarch.
That being said, I sincerely think this guy is off his rocker and maybe is some kind of relative to Mike McCullar at Stratfor. Probably son, as hinted by this this chain of emails: http://www.crazyontap.com/topic.php?TopicId=303603 I assume Emily is his estranged/ex wife.
I know a little about this kind of stuff. My uncle is paranoid schizophrenic and it has put has pretty much torn my father's relationship with his other family apart, over the stress of who is going to take care of his brother.
Not saying that everything at Stratfor is on the up an up, but keep in mind, these people are human beings too.
amyrebeccajames ago
DMT is present in menstrual blood and placenta blood as well.
peaceG0D ago
Very interesting fact. upvoting just because of that. There you go, people that are desperate to get high...
totesgoats908234 ago
It is found in plants all over nature. If you had enough of your grass lawn clippings, you could extract some.
http://www.bibliotecapleyades.net/ciencia/ciencia_consciousuniverse86.htm
madmanpg ago
Just to note: DMT is actually produced by the pineal gland. It's been proven in rodent brains and theorised as happening in the human brain as well. The claim is that DMT is released upon death, potentially explaining people "dying and coming back", "walking towards the light", or having their life "flash before their eyes". Probably a natural process.
totesgoats908234 ago
One of my psychedelic experiences was having my entire life laid out before me like a hierarchical tree of memories that I could sort and browse through. It helped me to deal with some repressed memories and the best way I can explain it is like it was holding my hand and walking me through them reminding me that its OK and explaining why the things happened in crystal clear logic.
Schade ago
references to Mike, Gray in FB post about Addiction.
"I feel so old. I am not excited about 2014. I run the risk of relapsing when I move back to Austin. I can never use marijuana habitually again. I determined that even an isolated incident under the influence of it is nothing but impairing, although there is that synergy with music. I have to learn to avoid it. Furthermore my dad is beating the discipline out of me. I wish I had someone like Gray to talk to when I am managing my expectations. Both Mike and Danny criticized me for no engaging in aerobic exercise, when I was about to try to build up to a level of accomplishing 100 push ups and 50 sit ups on a daily basis and sustain it. They killed my dream."
Schade ago
Another weird one. He's certainly intelligent, but just a little off. I wonder what he knows...
"The degree to which people, people that are close to me, marginalize and doubt me for not being competitive enough to contend in an aristocratic level of society because I'm too sensitive, or seem like a genuinely mediocre intellectual because I also throw like a girl really make me want to break out the big guns and disavow all the old money etiquette that was hardly instilled in me anyways that my grandma has to press me about because my mother graced her with her presence for an additional two years encompassing a wedding and all the formalities of my mother accepting my father's ultimately supervenient potential as a cassa nova in her ability to validate sensitive and slightly marginally confident men like me †††"
superesper ago
Guy's probably schizophrenic and generally fucked up from MKUltra trauma programming. You can't do anything when you're on DMT and it only lasts a few minutes. DMT is not a drug that will make you confused and irrational for long periods of time, or cause you to write a rambling crazy email.
peaceG0D ago
I don't know about that, there's several trip reports of people"getting stuck in the void" for weeks or even a month after their experience. There's probably several people that have PTSD from their experiences. It's a well known fact that doing heavy duty psychedelics can trigger latent schizophrenia in people that are genetically pre-disposed to it. DMT could definitely make that happen.
pizzagateishell ago
https://search.wikileaks.org/gifiles/emailid/362028
"I don't understand why someone with such a healthy concept of their self has to feel so VERY much pain, and like I have been trying to come across more clearly now that I am on Latuda and sober, and its not working..."
Latuda : Bipolar medication
peaceG0D ago
maybe of combination of things going on there, he even mentions "schizo bipolar" I'm not a doctor, but I do believe that Bi-polar disorder and schizophrenia are "cousins" as far as mental disorders go, and doctors usually prescribe a combination of medications, basically the "throw shit at the wall and hope it sticks" methodology. Kind of the same thing with PTSD; there's no sure-fire way to treat it, but they do the best with different meds for schizophrenia, bi-polar and anti-depressants.
I really believe that this guy has mental problems, and there's no darker issue at play here.
Please no one harass this guy or his family online. That only takes away from the real investigation and also puts a target on all of our backs. Plus, he doesn't deserve it, he apparently was already dealt a shit hand by life.
Schade ago
I've worked in mental health since 2011, primarily with advanced dementia, but I also have some experience with DID/Schizophrenia. The number of selfies is definitely disturbing, as well as the american.autocracy. I've had several experiences with DMT. Quite powerful stuff. Closest thing I've experienced to it is Salvia.
I agree no one should harass under any circumstance, it would only have a negative outcome. However, at some point, if we hit a wall in this investigation perhaps he would be willing to speak out. The emails, the american.autocracy, he may just be an average guy who was born into unfortunate circumstance/family.
CandyPanda ago
Agree. Dude is nuts and somehow related to someone there. He even mentions being a friend of this guy's father in another email and disappointed that the new meds weren't working.