Researchers,
I thought I would open this post up. A lot of us have been tracking this stuff for a while. Some for a very, very long time. At some point, most of us have felt a "change" in our psyche as the reality of what is going on in the world and pizzagate itself.
Not to go all touchy feely, but I think a place where we can vent a bit. Talk about things that are burning inside a it relates to this research.
Personally, I have felt a noticeable change in my demeanor. My spouse has noticed a well. I'm not depressed, but solemn. I walk through public areas and no longer notice cute members of the opposite gender. I look at logos, icons, small details pertaining to CP. I can't help not.
So, laugh away, but I have the feeling I'm not the only one who feels the weight of this research in their lives.
And I personally will unload both barrels on any fucking shills who try to hijack this thread.
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I shut down on Sept 11 2001. I was blocks away, lost people, lived in a mausoleum for a year. Then I recovered only to learn that it was an inside job. Architects and Engineers for 9/11 Truth. The one good thing that came out of that experience was that the experience mentally prepared me for subsequent black flags, the truth about global power, the election, MSM cartel and certainly PG. I have been looking into this for a very long time.
That said, I had a total breakdown 2 wks ago. I don't remember what the trigger was but it hit me and I crashed, hard. I walked away from my computer and let the grief wash over me. Recovered as best as I could and got back online. You HAVE to allow yourself to experience this and move through it however you need to. But this is not for everyone and it is very much life-altering. You will never be the same again. I, personally, am grateful yet I have not yet acclimated to how lonely it is. But I am committed. If you are not able to commit - you do not have to.
ETA: What also keeps me going is that the children we are fighting so hard for --- what they endure is far worse than ANYTHING we can even imagine. In many ways, it's unconscionable for us to avoid the truth if these children can't escape it.
If you're willing to live this alternate life, do whatever is necessary to keep fighting. And always remember that you are not alone.