“Sometimes people hold a core belief that is very strong. When they are presented with evidence that works against that belief, the new evidence cannot be accepted. It would create a feeling that is extremely uncomfortable, called cognitive dissonance. And because it is so important to protect the core belief, they will rationalize, ignore and even deny anything that doesn't fit in with the core belief.”

― Frantz Fanon, Black Skin, White Masks

Welcome. You're feeling what we all felt at one point, some more recent than others, thanks to the worldview-shattering horror that is pizzagate. Work slowly, fact check your sources (as much as you can with all the MSM's "fake news" out there, anyway), and try not to dig so deep that you can't sleep.