For the most part I had unsupervised access to the internet from the onset of puberty, which of course led me to porn. It wasn't bad back in those days, I would look at plain old vanilla stuff from time to time and be done with it, but as you can imagine, as time wore on things became worse. These days, where I am at, people would be ashamed of themselves had they been at my place. Into the strangest, most awful fetishes, masturbating multiple times a day, everyday.
But the thing is, most of the times I like this routine of mine. I actually value porn more than actual sex with women because I feel masturbating is more comfy. I can think about anything. I can fap to anything. I can fap for however long I want to by edging for hours.
But on some rare occasions I feel bad about my lifestyle consisting of only porn.
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Soyboy69 ago
Unlike many here I don't have much of a problem with you and don't consider you a pedophile just for liking loli. I do however consider you a garden variety degenerate(at least you aren't walking petri dish or going to public schools teaching kids about the joys of having your cock cut off) and a porn addict.
\You should feel bad for your lifestyle its exactly what the kikes want. Porn won't have kids with you, serve you a nice hot meal when you get home from work, lay in your arms as she falls asleep or provide you with any real physical contact at all.
Try to find a woman and cut out the porn, if you can't control yourself watch some "wholesome" softcore shit instead of indulging in some of your more messed up fetishes, and don't edge, just get it over and done. You aren't a completely lost cause, just try to focus on getting an actual woman.
Octocopter ago
It was not just loli, he fetishized real children or else more than half the people telling him to kill himself would not be doing so, myself included.
Soyboy69 ago
Children or teen girls? And are you sure that isn't aged you're thinking of or has this guy done it as well?
Octocopter ago
https://voat.co/v/nsfw/3171007 There was this, and another one which was deleted months ago.
Soyboy69 ago
...I'll take your word on it but I'm not clicking that link for reasons that should be obvious. Teen or full on child? Illegal either way but only one is immoral in my opinion.
fuark_auf ago
go ahead and click on it to see for yourself. it was a clip from the movie Bastard out of Carolina
Soyboy69 ago
And in your own opinion how old would you say the girl looks?
fuark_auf ago
10-11. the theme of the movie is child abuse so yeah. you can watch the full movie in youtube, it's not illegal. i would suggest you open that thread and read the comments for yourself. even the mod thought it wasnt illegal just a little inappropriate. and i kind of felt the same after posting so I removed it.
Octocopter ago
https://voat.co/v/RFH/3211211/18530586 Take a look at this. @soyboy69