For the most part I had unsupervised access to the internet from the onset of puberty, which of course led me to porn. It wasn't bad back in those days, I would look at plain old vanilla stuff from time to time and be done with it, but as you can imagine, as time wore on things became worse. These days, where I am at, people would be ashamed of themselves had they been at my place. Into the strangest, most awful fetishes, masturbating multiple times a day, everyday.
But the thing is, most of the times I like this routine of mine. I actually value porn more than actual sex with women because I feel masturbating is more comfy. I can think about anything. I can fap to anything. I can fap for however long I want to by edging for hours.
But on some rare occasions I feel bad about my lifestyle consisting of only porn.
Soyboy69 ago
Unlike many here I don't have much of a problem with you and don't consider you a pedophile just for liking loli. I do however consider you a garden variety degenerate(at least you aren't walking petri dish or going to public schools teaching kids about the joys of having your cock cut off) and a porn addict.
\You should feel bad for your lifestyle its exactly what the kikes want. Porn won't have kids with you, serve you a nice hot meal when you get home from work, lay in your arms as she falls asleep or provide you with any real physical contact at all.
Try to find a woman and cut out the porn, if you can't control yourself watch some "wholesome" softcore shit instead of indulging in some of your more messed up fetishes, and don't edge, just get it over and done. You aren't a completely lost cause, just try to focus on getting an actual woman.
Octocopter ago
It was not just loli, he fetishized real children or else more than half the people telling him to kill himself would not be doing so, myself included.
Soyboy69 ago
Children or teen girls? And are you sure that isn't aged you're thinking of or has this guy done it as well?
Octocopter ago
https://voat.co/v/nsfw/3171007 There was this, and another one which was deleted months ago.
fuark_auf ago
lying fuck. my account a month old and you claim I posted another such video months ago? liar
Octocopter ago
Only a month huh, you sure have been pushing a lot of sick rapist shit since you got here, almost like you are involved in the network of pedos trying to shut the site down.
Soyboy69 ago
...I'll take your word on it but I'm not clicking that link for reasons that should be obvious. Teen or full on child? Illegal either way but only one is immoral in my opinion.
fuark_auf ago
go ahead and click on it to see for yourself. it was a clip from the movie Bastard out of Carolina
Soyboy69 ago
And in your own opinion how old would you say the girl looks?
fuark_auf ago
10-11. the theme of the movie is child abuse so yeah. you can watch the full movie in youtube, it's not illegal. i would suggest you open that thread and read the comments for yourself. even the mod thought it wasnt illegal just a little inappropriate. and i kind of felt the same after posting so I removed it.
Soyboy69 ago
Still fucked up but it could be worse I guess. IMO girls should be becoming wives at 12-14 so just a couple years off... You're still fucked up though, get your shit sorted out, stop fantasizing about fucking actual kids, get yourself a woman, work on being less of a degenerate and get you shit sorted.
As for my advice for you try to go a week without masturbation to work on your self control, I know you think you have plenty but it's good to take a break from porn and just put your time into purely productive tasks and a man with your proclivities can do with all the self control he can get. Are you into anything mild and wholesome or just not fucked up? I don't mean this in an insulting way but rather as a genuine question. If you are then make an effort to switch to that as your primary wanking material as it might help drive you to get a real woman.
fuark_auf ago
i don't actually. i like how 2d lolis look. as for 3d, i don't care all that much. it was just that one time i posted 3d (legal) and removed it myself because i thought the sub wouldn't like it and I respected them.
yes i am. look at my posts on /v/PrettyGirls and /v/nsfw. also my recent posts at /v/RFH are pretty vanilla. but yeah I agree, I do tend to post some fucked up shit at RFH.
Soyboy69 ago
And I don't blame you for that, they're adorable and I have no issue with lolicon.
Just once you've posted it but how often do you find yourself masturbating to something similar? You shouldn't train yourself to view children sexually and yet thats what you're doing even if its unknowingly.
Ehh, I figure you just post some of the more vanilla stuff you run across while you search for whatever whatever it is you're into. I'm not judging so much based on your post history but rather the OP
Octocopter ago
https://voat.co/v/RFH/3211211/18530586 Take a look at this. @soyboy69
Octocopter ago
Viewing the clip and seeing the movie is not illegal, his actions and possession/sharing of the video specifically cut to only show the violence and rape being shared to a collection of porn is what made it illegal. However yes is was a little girl and it is deeply upsetting to see pretty much a NSFL deal.
progressbin ago
You are right that it is self-destruction and isolating. That's why it is used as a weapon against you: it's a deathstyle. At least it isn't Winnie the Pooh collectibles, but maybe you should take up board games or something instead.
bluntripkin ago
pedophile faggot put a gun in your mouth
customers ago
And here I thought @Aged was bad. You need help, or better yet incarceration.
larryhuston ago
Die now, you sick degenerate waste of oxygen.