Nobody in their right mind wants to join SBBH. Trust me, I declined the first time I was offered. Hell, I think I gave up being a mod once before. Someone modded me. I demoded everyone I could and banned myself - and then demodded myself.
I'm pretty sure that was SBBH, at any rate. I don't know. I smoke a lot of pot.
No, I slept and got up early. I actually went and got my deer first thing this morning. I'm useless for anything else, so the deer is hanging and someone else will process it and package it for me. I'll just get it in boxes delivered. I can't clean and process a deer. The law says I have to shoot it myself. I also have to be present when it is weighed and tagged. So, I met my legal obligations.
I do. its from being in prison the hypervigilance and fear never leaves really. for example you must sleep with pillow on top of head cause the put lock in sock and smash your skull while you sleep and I still cannot sleep without pillow over head
same here and you are on top of list of goats I wanna invade they personal space next!!!!! gonna wait till you can party tho!!!!! I like goin down not up. only reason I ever go up is surrounded by it and I forget I quit
Yeah, I'd not make good company for a while. I'm pretty fucking limited.
I'm in my wheelchair, right now. LOL I'm being lazy and just wheeling around. I'd love to go take another shower, but that's a process. Getting dressed is a lot like work and takes time.
I was broken and crippled up in 2013 so I member the painful showers. I still did it daily as only thing that helped depression and was able to cry and no one seen me
I aint exaggerating this when I got to florida she showered daily but after 2 weeks it began "I forgot to shower" "too tired to shower today" then it went to being a shower every 3rd day. needless to say was disgusting and the house has 3 good showers and tubs. also she only bathes her retarded 12 year old every few day and sends him to school like that!!1 I aint ever been around people like that I guess is a new York thing?
Naw I aint give zero fucks as I just wanted a vacation for awhile and never really cared. Was just asking cause you closer and been to New York to see if it a yankee thing to not be clean or take proper care of kids?
It kinda pisses me off that I really can only take one shower a day. It's just too long to take a second or third one. The whole process is about an hour.
If this keeps up, I'm going to get a walk-in shower installed and have my current one removed.
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TheBuddha ago
Fuck that.
Nobody in their right mind wants to join SBBH. Trust me, I declined the first time I was offered. Hell, I think I gave up being a mod once before. Someone modded me. I demoded everyone I could and banned myself - and then demodded myself.
I'm pretty sure that was SBBH, at any rate. I don't know. I smoke a lot of pot.
zyklon_b ago
tweakin Mohican gets his refills today
TheBuddha ago
I am still opiate free.
I am retarded.
zyklon_b ago
did you stay awake all night? im already high
TheBuddha ago
No, I slept and got up early. I actually went and got my deer first thing this morning. I'm useless for anything else, so the deer is hanging and someone else will process it and package it for me. I'll just get it in boxes delivered. I can't clean and process a deer. The law says I have to shoot it myself. I also have to be present when it is weighed and tagged. So, I met my legal obligations.
zyklon_b ago
just kill em here and do not tell anyone gubmi nt connected
TheBuddha ago
I don't commit that offense. I never exceed my legal limit.
zyklon_b ago
me either but I know people that live outside what one would call "polite society" meaning I could get almost all protein during winter for free.
TheBuddha ago
I live outside of polite society. I just don't poach. I don't commit that offense.
I respect Maine's game laws. I am "from away." Of course I respect their game laws. It's the right thing for me to do.
zyklon_b ago
I live inside the law and do not break laws
TheBuddha ago
Sure you do!
zyklon_b ago
yup
TheBuddha ago
Man, day two sucks.
zyklon_b ago
day 7 it be over with. marching powder or Adderall will stop most wd effects except diarrhea
TheBuddha ago
I've got Imodium.
zyklon_b ago
take a super mega dose and dip into that bag of soft
TheBuddha ago
No, I want to sleep tonight.
zyklon_b ago
if you have access to a fiber supplement take it with like 30 immodiums and you will be amazed at the lack of wd symptoms
TheBuddha ago
LOL I ate three. Enough to only poop twice. I'm good.
I am antsy, restless, cold or hot, but not bad. I've got this.
zyklon_b ago
you will be hot and cold for a few days the sleeping is most important part
TheBuddha ago
Yeah, that's going to be hard. I'm not taking anything for sleep.
zyklon_b ago
if you call dr and ask him call u in serequel then your sleep problems solved
TheBuddha ago
I have some. I don't want the low the day after.
zyklon_b ago
it only last 11 hours so as long as you take like 7;30 pm you be straight at 8am
TheBuddha ago
Yeah, I take a 300 mg dose and it sometimes requires me to double it an hour later.
I want nothing to do with that right now.
zyklon_b ago
I get 300 but only take half that unless on meff then I double it
TheBuddha ago
I only take it as a sleep med. It kind of fucks with me 'cause I don't have a chemical imbalance. I just can't sleep.
zyklon_b ago
it eases the paranoia and helps with anxiety n sleeplessness caused by worrying about consequernces
TheBuddha ago
Yeah, I don't have any paranoia nor am I mentally anxious.
zyklon_b ago
I do. its from being in prison the hypervigilance and fear never leaves really. for example you must sleep with pillow on top of head cause the put lock in sock and smash your skull while you sleep and I still cannot sleep without pillow over head
TheBuddha ago
I have no such thing, thankfully.
zyklon_b ago
its a bitch but also the extreme paranoia has kept me alive and high so I wouldn't trade it for a normal nervous system
TheBuddha ago
It's the one you've got to work with.
zyklon_b ago
I hang with dealers, killers, stealers so gotta stay alert or I get it cause aint no telling what ba desperate man will do to save his ass
TheBuddha ago
I don't usually spend time with those types unless I have to. I get my shit and leave.
zyklon_b ago
I aint got no choice its that or be alone all the time..
TheBuddha ago
I have lots of choices. I appreciate that.
zyklon_b ago
yet you choose to spend your days with me... I am honored D!!!!!!!!!!
TheBuddha ago
I enjoy you. I see you almost every day, at least for a little while.
zyklon_b ago
same here and you are on top of list of goats I wanna invade they personal space next!!!!! gonna wait till you can party tho!!!!! I like goin down not up. only reason I ever go up is surrounded by it and I forget I quit
TheBuddha ago
Yeah, I'd not make good company for a while. I'm pretty fucking limited.
I'm in my wheelchair, right now. LOL I'm being lazy and just wheeling around. I'd love to go take another shower, but that's a process. Getting dressed is a lot like work and takes time.
zyklon_b ago
I was broken and crippled up in 2013 so I member the painful showers. I still did it daily as only thing that helped depression and was able to cry and no one seen me
TheBuddha ago
Oh, I still take my shower - it's just more like an hour, all told.
See, I usually take a lot of showers in a day. I take 3 to 5 showers a day, normally. I love showering.
zyklon_b ago
I aint exaggerating this when I got to florida she showered daily but after 2 weeks it began "I forgot to shower" "too tired to shower today" then it went to being a shower every 3rd day. needless to say was disgusting and the house has 3 good showers and tubs. also she only bathes her retarded 12 year old every few day and sends him to school like that!!1 I aint ever been around people like that I guess is a new York thing?
TheBuddha ago
LOL You're hoping to keep this drama going, aren't you?
Sweet! Voat runs on drama!
zyklon_b ago
Naw I aint give zero fucks as I just wanted a vacation for awhile and never really cared. Was just asking cause you closer and been to New York to see if it a yankee thing to not be clean or take proper care of kids?
TheBuddha ago
Nah, you get that in all urban areas. You get it everywhere, really.
zyklon_b ago
Not in Military or prison they made us shower daily and same here in mountains if you aint clean you ostraciz3d and shunned
TheBuddha ago
I love showering. Some people just don't have discipline.
zyklon_b ago
I do too is like it makes new and cleanses body n soul
TheBuddha ago
It kinda pisses me off that I really can only take one shower a day. It's just too long to take a second or third one. The whole process is about an hour.
If this keeps up, I'm going to get a walk-in shower installed and have my current one removed.
zyklon_b ago
I be back soon gotta go see a man bout a dawg n sell em a kkkat!!