This girl was pretty average looks wise. She was relatively short and thin, and she had a small birth mark on her inner thigh. Whenever I have sex with a girl who has a birthmark in a private area, I think about how many sexual partners have seen it besides me. Since she was so young, I’d say none… but you never really know in that shitty country…

In the beginning she was pretty feisty. She would try to scratch me and kick me away. When I pinned her down, I covered her mouth with one of my hands, and she would try to bite my fingers. She eventually bit me too hard, and when I pulled my hand away from her mouth, she spit in my face… I’m not really sure what she thought that would accomplish. Normally I would get angry and would try to hurt her by fucking her in her ass, but I really wasn’t in the mood to cause that much pain… So I covered her mouth again, and I pulled out my knife and put it to her throat to try and scare her into cooperating. She let out a muffled scream and started crying. I told her to stop, and she nodded and stopped whining… It was that simple.

I kept her mouth covered, and when I went to fuck her, she gripped my wrist with a sweaty hand. As I was penetrating her, she tensed up and squeezed my arm as hard as she could. Pretty much the entire time I was fucking her, she was gripping my arm, and when I would fuck her too hard she would squeeze it even harder. I don’t know why she was holding onto me when she could have held onto her own arm, but I just let her keep doing it since it kept her from screaming. During the entire rape she kept staring up at me, which was weird because most of the girls would look away or close their eyes. It was like she was trying to remember my face. Even when I looked down at her, she never looked away which was pretty unnerving…

When I was about to come I decided at the last minute to just come inside her. I was having one of those days where I just didn’t give a fuck. I honestly wonder though if I have kids I don't know about.