But decided, what the hell, let me join them to make some money, sorry, just because it was done to someone does not give them an avenue of forgiveness, when that person willingly, in a blood letted contract, sacrifice others for that person's financial gain. SRA Survivor, here, homey don't play that game.
So you were also a victim of the abuse? When did you sign your contract in blood? A child does not get to choose whether they ended up on the Disney channel or tossed in a mass grave. The cabal does. You act as if you personally know Hillary Duff facilitates human trafficking. Do you personally know this? You may think ‘pedogate’ is ran by Hillary Duff or Miley Cyrus or some joke like that but I highly doubt that is the case. They are far more likely SRA victims who have undergone MK Ultra or like programming so I really don’t put much stock into their rhetoric. What you think the cabal just lets these people walk away? They will always be ‘relevant’ ‘useful’ mouthpieces because they danced on Ellen once and sheeple can’t help but to fall all over that. Hahaha
My mother signed the contract in my blood, in 1966, for underground triple X satanic child porn snuff films. They'd use drugs in last scenes to make it look like I died trying to escape them, when I fall to what appears a death scene, that's the end. I was told by people in high places that ALL the films were gotten, in a NYC Apt., decades later, and said, no, you didn't get them all, there are many attics and basement hiding places, where many more lurk. It's about the money and the under world, not about disney and tv or movie versions, I mean the real shit. You have no idea, nor will I explain, in detail, just how sick my memories are from sick and twisted people. I don't even tell medical people for my Complex PTSD due to it. Just repeating some of it, WILL cause a change in brains that haven't ever been to the edge. This by no means includes combat vets, they have seen much, believe that. I have mentored both Complex and Combat PTSD folks, since I can handle any scenario, since that is my normal childhood memories. Do they feel normal, hell no. I never look back, but flashbacks refuse to let me be free. The number of children, teens, pregnant teens, too countless to add up, 1966-1971, my mother signed my brother and my life away, in my blood. She got the money, we got the scars. May she rot in all her fears, for eternity, and she has many.
I pray you find peace and healing. I believe you and I want you to know you are loved immensely. To you dear child within, may all the love in heaven shine upon you. May you no longer be the history of your pain but a testament to the strength of love, peace and healing. May you be a blessing to the world. Everyone has a key role to play in the awakening of humanity. Even the darkest story. Sometimes it isn’t until we are in the cover of darkness that we remember to seek the light. You are a testament to those who have survived and endured. You are a hero. May you be free to let go. For in truth every person in pain is an opportunity for deeper love.
Let go. Throughout each passing breath, may you make peace with renewal and erosion, not afraid to receive the things that will one day be lost, nor adrift in endless seeking as a way of trying to outrun the winds of fate. May you honor the equal gifts that both pleasure and pain inspire, not needing to always be in pain in order to grow, or always needing constant pleasure to confirm your worth and value. May you let go of viewing life from the ego’s belief in punishment, so you may enter your soul’s domain of endless rewards. From this space, everything that comes and goes will always leave you more evolved than before you gained it.
As you let go, may you absolve the tendency of criticizing yourself whenever renewal begins to erode. May you wake up from the ego’s quest for never-ending perfection, only imagining a need to improve as a way to inspire a life of endless gain that cannot exist without the inevitability of loss.
With the Universe guiding your every step, may you honor the 'nothing' you’ve ever done wrong that was always right for the outcome each moment was meant to create.
May you let go so profoundly that the pleasure of gain can be recognized throughout each moment, even when it is the gaining of maturity or the expansion of perspective — no matter what must be lost, in order for such gains to occur. May you come into a harmonious relationship with reality, seeing how natural it is to gain until you lose, and then lose until you gain-- utilizing the friction created through contrast to melt the edges of your limitations.
This is the plan the Universe always has for you: to become your most magnificent expression of Source energy — no matter the ups and downs that orbit each outcome. Despite the pain of your past or the uncertainty of your current circumstances, the art of letting go is here to show you the way into a more miraculous way of being.
That way is oneness and it is the mastery of self into a state of unconditional love. May you align within your hearts deepest desire to be within the now your highest expression of unconditional love. That is the will of the creator and in that space you are the divine expression of god in human form. Allow every moment to be an opportunity of transformation by simply being love. Love is the answer to all things. All that you seek will be found once you embrace a heart fully open.
Thank you. I felt your words, though my experience has found wonders, but I kept getting pushed back to earth. I have seen many a miracle, but what I want for you, is never to lose that wonderous poetic touch, via simply words. Never forget your words can heal so many, even when no one seems to listen.
We are caretakers, and in that our needed ones, get healed and leave, to be replaced by others, that sometimes don't arrive when our times is lonely, but they do come, and you know it like I do, not in trickles but in floods, that we wish for a private moment to re-energize.
God and I are very close, he has me here to do his work, not mine. When I was at my lowest, and angriest, not for myself, but for the casualties through out the centuries, he'd show my a direct sign, granting a blessing of the moment for some cause or person, and in seconds the blessings came to fruition.
I know what my after life entails, and feel chained here, until I get to have my dreams fulfilled. I never wanted to be here, from birth, again, God and I speak often, he has me here for his needs, not mine, and again, when I get cranky, he peels off a miracle to pacify me to con't on my way.
Never lose your sights. Awful images are coming soon, if it's not in your nature to view them, to all, don't. Expressed words from another are awful enough. You're worst fear, is nothing, compared to these images, esp. if they are videos. Only those who've already walked through the lowest of low areas, that only the brave can withstand, should look. I don't tell medical professionals, unless of course they've gotten on my nerves, a few memories to place them exactly where I want their attn. and may have occurred, just a dab a due ya, kind of thing.
Keep looking forward. I am Native American and have blessed the earth of all souls that remained, many many many came to me, clinging before letting go, finally not afraid to go to the place of a love humans have no words for, it's just that grand, because I too, know from experience, too many times again, to count.
For anyone still reading, seriously proceed with caution, know when to look away, don't over indulge, when the detective in you say go forward still more.
And to you, heal the masses, with your words. You've got the psalms whispering in your ears to your hands, transcribe, dearest one, transcribe.
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22968873? ago
She did it on purpose.
22968929? ago
Why??
22969002? ago
Guilt and paranoia run deep. Maybe she is outing another, to save herself. 'We do NOT forgive. We do NOT forget. No Deals.
22969179? ago
Dude, chances are she’s a childhood star who went through sexual and satanic ritual abuse like the rest of them.
22969268? ago
But decided, what the hell, let me join them to make some money, sorry, just because it was done to someone does not give them an avenue of forgiveness, when that person willingly, in a blood letted contract, sacrifice others for that person's financial gain. SRA Survivor, here, homey don't play that game.
22972537? ago
So you were also a victim of the abuse? When did you sign your contract in blood? A child does not get to choose whether they ended up on the Disney channel or tossed in a mass grave. The cabal does. You act as if you personally know Hillary Duff facilitates human trafficking. Do you personally know this? You may think ‘pedogate’ is ran by Hillary Duff or Miley Cyrus or some joke like that but I highly doubt that is the case. They are far more likely SRA victims who have undergone MK Ultra or like programming so I really don’t put much stock into their rhetoric. What you think the cabal just lets these people walk away? They will always be ‘relevant’ ‘useful’ mouthpieces because they danced on Ellen once and sheeple can’t help but to fall all over that. Hahaha
22972705? ago
My mother signed the contract in my blood, in 1966, for underground triple X satanic child porn snuff films. They'd use drugs in last scenes to make it look like I died trying to escape them, when I fall to what appears a death scene, that's the end. I was told by people in high places that ALL the films were gotten, in a NYC Apt., decades later, and said, no, you didn't get them all, there are many attics and basement hiding places, where many more lurk. It's about the money and the under world, not about disney and tv or movie versions, I mean the real shit. You have no idea, nor will I explain, in detail, just how sick my memories are from sick and twisted people. I don't even tell medical people for my Complex PTSD due to it. Just repeating some of it, WILL cause a change in brains that haven't ever been to the edge. This by no means includes combat vets, they have seen much, believe that. I have mentored both Complex and Combat PTSD folks, since I can handle any scenario, since that is my normal childhood memories. Do they feel normal, hell no. I never look back, but flashbacks refuse to let me be free. The number of children, teens, pregnant teens, too countless to add up, 1966-1971, my mother signed my brother and my life away, in my blood. She got the money, we got the scars. May she rot in all her fears, for eternity, and she has many.
22973457? ago
I pray you find peace and healing. I believe you and I want you to know you are loved immensely. To you dear child within, may all the love in heaven shine upon you. May you no longer be the history of your pain but a testament to the strength of love, peace and healing. May you be a blessing to the world. Everyone has a key role to play in the awakening of humanity. Even the darkest story. Sometimes it isn’t until we are in the cover of darkness that we remember to seek the light. You are a testament to those who have survived and endured. You are a hero. May you be free to let go. For in truth every person in pain is an opportunity for deeper love.
Let go. Throughout each passing breath, may you make peace with renewal and erosion, not afraid to receive the things that will one day be lost, nor adrift in endless seeking as a way of trying to outrun the winds of fate. May you honor the equal gifts that both pleasure and pain inspire, not needing to always be in pain in order to grow, or always needing constant pleasure to confirm your worth and value. May you let go of viewing life from the ego’s belief in punishment, so you may enter your soul’s domain of endless rewards. From this space, everything that comes and goes will always leave you more evolved than before you gained it.
As you let go, may you absolve the tendency of criticizing yourself whenever renewal begins to erode. May you wake up from the ego’s quest for never-ending perfection, only imagining a need to improve as a way to inspire a life of endless gain that cannot exist without the inevitability of loss.
With the Universe guiding your every step, may you honor the 'nothing' you’ve ever done wrong that was always right for the outcome each moment was meant to create.
May you let go so profoundly that the pleasure of gain can be recognized throughout each moment, even when it is the gaining of maturity or the expansion of perspective — no matter what must be lost, in order for such gains to occur. May you come into a harmonious relationship with reality, seeing how natural it is to gain until you lose, and then lose until you gain-- utilizing the friction created through contrast to melt the edges of your limitations.
This is the plan the Universe always has for you: to become your most magnificent expression of Source energy — no matter the ups and downs that orbit each outcome. Despite the pain of your past or the uncertainty of your current circumstances, the art of letting go is here to show you the way into a more miraculous way of being.
That way is oneness and it is the mastery of self into a state of unconditional love. May you align within your hearts deepest desire to be within the now your highest expression of unconditional love. That is the will of the creator and in that space you are the divine expression of god in human form. Allow every moment to be an opportunity of transformation by simply being love. Love is the answer to all things. All that you seek will be found once you embrace a heart fully open.
22973953? ago
Thank you. I felt your words, though my experience has found wonders, but I kept getting pushed back to earth. I have seen many a miracle, but what I want for you, is never to lose that wonderous poetic touch, via simply words. Never forget your words can heal so many, even when no one seems to listen.
We are caretakers, and in that our needed ones, get healed and leave, to be replaced by others, that sometimes don't arrive when our times is lonely, but they do come, and you know it like I do, not in trickles but in floods, that we wish for a private moment to re-energize.
God and I are very close, he has me here to do his work, not mine. When I was at my lowest, and angriest, not for myself, but for the casualties through out the centuries, he'd show my a direct sign, granting a blessing of the moment for some cause or person, and in seconds the blessings came to fruition.
I know what my after life entails, and feel chained here, until I get to have my dreams fulfilled. I never wanted to be here, from birth, again, God and I speak often, he has me here for his needs, not mine, and again, when I get cranky, he peels off a miracle to pacify me to con't on my way.
Never lose your sights. Awful images are coming soon, if it's not in your nature to view them, to all, don't. Expressed words from another are awful enough. You're worst fear, is nothing, compared to these images, esp. if they are videos. Only those who've already walked through the lowest of low areas, that only the brave can withstand, should look. I don't tell medical professionals, unless of course they've gotten on my nerves, a few memories to place them exactly where I want their attn. and may have occurred, just a dab a due ya, kind of thing.
Keep looking forward. I am Native American and have blessed the earth of all souls that remained, many many many came to me, clinging before letting go, finally not afraid to go to the place of a love humans have no words for, it's just that grand, because I too, know from experience, too many times again, to count.
For anyone still reading, seriously proceed with caution, know when to look away, don't over indulge, when the detective in you say go forward still more.
And to you, heal the masses, with your words. You've got the psalms whispering in your ears to your hands, transcribe, dearest one, transcribe.