See that's exactly right. The thing is...ok so I want to a Catholic church recently. I was brought up Catholic, and...well basically now, i feel like i can go anywhere and worship. And I went to confession in order to be prepared to take communion--it's a catholic thing. You're not supposed to go to communion while not in a "state of grace." I dug as deeply as I could while in the confessional. And, from a human perspective, I'm not a commie bloodthirsty baby-killing vampire. But in God's eyes it doesn't matter. You're either washed clean or you're not. And the verse that says, "they confess me with their lips but their hearts are far from me" haunts me.

But you combine Planned Parenthood with Epstein and NXIVM, then look at all the population control they force on us like GMO foods and homosexuality, along with normalizing other whacked out gender confusion issues, and then look at what the press does--how it TRAINS people, and the attacks on Christianity, the Flag, the National Anthem...this IS A FUCKING WAR. And while our primary struggle is not against flesh and blood--the assholes who refuse to see and still vote for this shit are AT WAR WITH HUMANITY.

I'm not supposed to judge. It's not my place. I'm supposed to pray and love. But we're talking a level of provocation here that is....like nothing we've ever seen before. Talk about cognitive dissonance...

See...you make my point for me...the frustration at seeing Jews pump our children full of lies in order to destroy our society and country is infuriating. I understand the role the Jews have had in bringing America to its knees. I get that Epstein was probably Mossad, and that Weinstein is part of MEGA. I get that, every time I see a Jew call for abortion in this country and say that abortions need to be limited in Israel (Chuck Schumer), we're seeing the anti-Christian, anti-American hatred. But it wasn't JUST Jews who voted Schumer into office. It's every democrat who voted for him because they can't think critically.

So I'm stuck between...I have to pray for these people and....they are trying to destroy everything I love, and at this point, they are pretty open about it.

These people honor me with their lips but their hearts are far from me.--this verse scares the hell out of me.

If I were to give in to this hatred of democrats (which includes their Jewish puppet masters), I'd be NO DIFFERENT than the Jews who hate us (Christians, Patriots). So I don't. I pray for them. But in my heart? I get down on my knees every night before Yeshua and ask forgiveness and help getting through this.

The verse, "these people honor me with their lips, but their hearts are far from me" scares the hell out of me.

And that's exactly why I posted this--suppression was hurting me. But I still know it's not right. The thing about Jesus in the Temple...he was fulfilling scripture--Zeal for your house will consume me. For me it's zeal for Your People, this country, everything that's good...definitely stuck between rock and hard place.

You get it. You see both sides. I definitely need to be around more real Christians and spend less time on Twitter (which just feeds the hate).

Easy to say...not easy for me to do.

Only if I'm an ingrafted branch. You can tell the fake Jew shills when they start calling people fags and niggers.

fear is also an expression of deep care, whether rational or not. Not caring at all is the opposite: disregard, negligence, omitting thoughtlessness. see ... no love, hate or fear at all.

What's happening is, I'm always holding it back. And I don't think that's healthy. That's partly why I wrote this...just to let it out.

And he said to her, I am the Resurrection and the Life. God wins in the end, but before that, I can see where what's happening now, especially with the Jews in Israel and the Pope, we're in store for a rough ride. This current Pope is almost as bad as our democrats--a wolf in sheep's clothing, trying to make Christ vanish and bring about a one-world religion. Trump and hopefully his family are a reprieve. We need the Israelis to repent and accept Yeshua, or at least I feel like we do. We need the remnant.

Comfort ye, comfort ye my people, saith your God.

2 Speak ye comfortably to Jerusalem, and cry unto her, that her warfare is accomplished, that her iniquity is pardoned: for she hath received of the Lord's hand double for all her sins.

3 The voice of him that crieth in the wilderness, Prepare ye the way of the Lord, make straight in the desert a highway for our God.

4 Every valley shall be exalted, and every mountain and hill shall be made low: and the crooked shall be made straight, and the rough places plain:

5 And the glory of the Lord shall be revealed, and all flesh shall see it together: for the mouth of the Lord hath spoken it.

https://voat.co/v/QRV/3399914 Some banker people connected with 'The Grotto' funded some of the original BlackHat Hacker groups? They liked the Shah. What are M.O.V.P.E.R, a Babylon mix of Zoroastrianism & Islam?

Look at the very bottom comment and guess again.

It's only late at night, when I'm quiet and I remember that without Christ's blood, all my good deeds are as filthy rags before God, that I can put it down sometimes. By my own standard, the democrats are filth. By God's standard, without Christ, we're all filth.

Isaiah 59:14-18

14 And judgment is turned away backward, and justice standeth afar off: for truth is fallen in the street, and equity cannot enter.

15 Yea, truth faileth; and he that departeth from evil maketh himself a prey: and the Lord saw it, and it displeased him that there was no judgment.

16 And he saw that there was no man, and wondered that there was no intercessor: therefore his arm brought salvation unto him; and his righteousness, it sustained him.

17 For he put on righteousness as a breastplate, and an helmet of salvation upon his head; and he put on the garments of vengeance for clothing, and was clad with zeal as a cloak.

18 According to their deeds, accordingly he will repay, fury to his adversaries, recompence to his enemies; to the islands he will repay recompence.

Not necessarily because Jesus certainly flew into a rage and physically attacked the filthy Jews, while yelling abuse at them, during the Cleansing of the Temple.

The difference between then and now is modern Israel is one of the world's largest child sex trafficking hubs and the throne of Mossad and their antichrist, white-genocide agenda. Jews have made Israel into a temple dedicated to the worship of greed, power, raping children and destroying Christianity.