After months of reading and listening it strikes me as odd that you rarely take your own advice. You like to write on the need for objectivity and logic. Please, tell me in as simple form as you can. Which of the following are more logical:
Option A: you from the time of your birth were secretly recorded. Including but not limited to your time at home, school, interactions with friend, while on vacation, at your place of employment etc... those tapes were made with each and every other person who came into your life with at least some form of knowledge that they were part of the “Alan show.” They had parts to play and they all played them without ever saying another word to anyone else — ever. Tehy continue to hold those secrets today because, well that who would ever want to admit they took place in that? Additionally, the elites would at times watch your live feed for enjoyment on special days and/or stream them for later enjoyment. That this filming continued for decades in secret.
Or, Option B: at some point in the last year you suffered a delusional break.
I write all of this to not to mock and ridicule you. But at some point this begins to look like a situation where the little old man while walking down the street trips and falls. He was carrying lots of groceries snd they spilled everwhere. Do you either walk by, laugh to yourself and share the story with your friends and acquaintances so they can join in your laughter or do you stop and help them up?
In this case you are the little old man, I do not want to continue to keep walking by and laughing at the absurdity. Instead, it is time to stop and help. Unfortunately, the sort of help you require, I am most likely not capable of offering (based upon where you live) so instead I offer you this. Please go talk to a professional wherever you may live. This all reads as someone who is suffering from delusional disorder and it really requires a professionals attention.
The way my brain works with its resetting means it is constantly questioning itself. The idea of it being black and white, either conspiracy or a delusional break says quite a bit about your perspective and falls apart under scrutiny at least from my perspective. I can't possibly be 100% because nobody can be 100% objective, even when they have a resetting brain like I do.. no, we are all at the mercy of our own flawed presumptions based on a lifetime of analyzing data and reconciling it.
I read your reply and I'm just like - welp that's almost a logical way to look at it but it requires the disregarding of "what is a pattern" as Q said once - and just presuming oneself in a narrow beam of true or false - the quantity of events negates the plausibility of it being happenstance or delusion lest every memory I have were infected in some way but if that were the case then even me typing right now would be more likely an event of throwing feces at a wall in an asylum - because that's the level of disconnect in sanity required to allow for such a wide-scale absolute corruption of being.
Or so I think - we are free to disagree and clearly do.
But to use your conclusions and give you my response: well, either I'm crazy or I'm not, and if I'm not then perhaps my views on objectivity are part of why the good guys want to put me in the courtroom and have me help educate folks away from the group think. After all there are many victims and yet it appears I'm going first.
We shall see in either way, so have a wonderful day in any case.
Your pattern requires that nearly everyone who has ever come in contact with you was in on a broader conspiracy to torment you? That is neither logical or objective! It is a narcissistical point of view! You are attaching a level of importance to yourself above all other humans that lived anywhere near you! They each have their own lives independent of yours.
I am not trying to be rude or shout you down! That is neither my goal or my hope. Rather, I am genuinely concerned about your state of mental health. If you have not recently, please go visit with a mental health professional.
replace "nearly everyone" with about 6 people at any given moment, sometimes more, sometimes less, as keeping me isolated for much of my life means it doesnt' take that many people - the ad libbing of it actually works with people who are not in on it. So it's not everyone. I also visited psychiatrists at the facility with the other victims and came out with a clean bill of mental health.
just because my life is a strange story doesn't mean it's not true.
If you were isolated you choose to be isolated. I have followed you for a while. It is very clear you are mentally ill. And until you get mental help, you will stay that way. The longer you wait till you get help, the worse it will get. You are quite clearly schizophrenic. You are in a delusional state. People have lives and you are only one person. No one follows you around, no one sends you codes, there are no "good guys" that will be picking you up! Trump is not in contact with you, nor is q! What you think are codes are simply photos! There are no codes on them... this is all your delusions. Get help now!!
so sayeth either 1 person with 10 accounts here or 10 people with 1 account here, anyway if you aren't a shill then I'm sorry but if i'm so crazy that it's all delusions then I'll be locked up regardless and probably start throwing poo on the wall before long. At some point a person has to believe in themselves and not in the mass of people trying to shout them down with a chant of "you are crazy" "you are an attention whore" - so you can think of it as a leap of faith, and one I will be following to the end be it glorious as I presume or bitter as you are inclined to testify to.
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14306427? ago
After months of reading and listening it strikes me as odd that you rarely take your own advice. You like to write on the need for objectivity and logic. Please, tell me in as simple form as you can. Which of the following are more logical:
Option A: you from the time of your birth were secretly recorded. Including but not limited to your time at home, school, interactions with friend, while on vacation, at your place of employment etc... those tapes were made with each and every other person who came into your life with at least some form of knowledge that they were part of the “Alan show.” They had parts to play and they all played them without ever saying another word to anyone else — ever. Tehy continue to hold those secrets today because, well that who would ever want to admit they took place in that? Additionally, the elites would at times watch your live feed for enjoyment on special days and/or stream them for later enjoyment. That this filming continued for decades in secret.
Or, Option B: at some point in the last year you suffered a delusional break.
I write all of this to not to mock and ridicule you. But at some point this begins to look like a situation where the little old man while walking down the street trips and falls. He was carrying lots of groceries snd they spilled everwhere. Do you either walk by, laugh to yourself and share the story with your friends and acquaintances so they can join in your laughter or do you stop and help them up?
In this case you are the little old man, I do not want to continue to keep walking by and laughing at the absurdity. Instead, it is time to stop and help. Unfortunately, the sort of help you require, I am most likely not capable of offering (based upon where you live) so instead I offer you this. Please go talk to a professional wherever you may live. This all reads as someone who is suffering from delusional disorder and it really requires a professionals attention.
Good luck with your treatment!
14309328? ago
The way my brain works with its resetting means it is constantly questioning itself. The idea of it being black and white, either conspiracy or a delusional break says quite a bit about your perspective and falls apart under scrutiny at least from my perspective. I can't possibly be 100% because nobody can be 100% objective, even when they have a resetting brain like I do.. no, we are all at the mercy of our own flawed presumptions based on a lifetime of analyzing data and reconciling it.
I read your reply and I'm just like - welp that's almost a logical way to look at it but it requires the disregarding of "what is a pattern" as Q said once - and just presuming oneself in a narrow beam of true or false - the quantity of events negates the plausibility of it being happenstance or delusion lest every memory I have were infected in some way but if that were the case then even me typing right now would be more likely an event of throwing feces at a wall in an asylum - because that's the level of disconnect in sanity required to allow for such a wide-scale absolute corruption of being.
Or so I think - we are free to disagree and clearly do.
But to use your conclusions and give you my response: well, either I'm crazy or I'm not, and if I'm not then perhaps my views on objectivity are part of why the good guys want to put me in the courtroom and have me help educate folks away from the group think. After all there are many victims and yet it appears I'm going first.
We shall see in either way, so have a wonderful day in any case.
14309744? ago
Your pattern requires that nearly everyone who has ever come in contact with you was in on a broader conspiracy to torment you? That is neither logical or objective! It is a narcissistical point of view! You are attaching a level of importance to yourself above all other humans that lived anywhere near you! They each have their own lives independent of yours.
I am not trying to be rude or shout you down! That is neither my goal or my hope. Rather, I am genuinely concerned about your state of mental health. If you have not recently, please go visit with a mental health professional.
14313169? ago
replace "nearly everyone" with about 6 people at any given moment, sometimes more, sometimes less, as keeping me isolated for much of my life means it doesnt' take that many people - the ad libbing of it actually works with people who are not in on it. So it's not everyone. I also visited psychiatrists at the facility with the other victims and came out with a clean bill of mental health.
just because my life is a strange story doesn't mean it's not true.
14319218? ago
If you were isolated you choose to be isolated. I have followed you for a while. It is very clear you are mentally ill. And until you get mental help, you will stay that way. The longer you wait till you get help, the worse it will get. You are quite clearly schizophrenic. You are in a delusional state. People have lives and you are only one person. No one follows you around, no one sends you codes, there are no "good guys" that will be picking you up! Trump is not in contact with you, nor is q! What you think are codes are simply photos! There are no codes on them... this is all your delusions. Get help now!!
14319563? ago
so sayeth either 1 person with 10 accounts here or 10 people with 1 account here, anyway if you aren't a shill then I'm sorry but if i'm so crazy that it's all delusions then I'll be locked up regardless and probably start throwing poo on the wall before long. At some point a person has to believe in themselves and not in the mass of people trying to shout them down with a chant of "you are crazy" "you are an attention whore" - so you can think of it as a leap of faith, and one I will be following to the end be it glorious as I presume or bitter as you are inclined to testify to.