proof of my claims in the form of corroborating posts and images, and a summation of my life as a victim: https://acchat40.com/phpBB3/viewtopic.php?f=164&t=132667
So why was I welcomed into the QMAP back in April? Well https://twitter.com/watkins_2/status/1045786798801055744 My most recent post on twitter relates a possible connection between why Judge/Justice K was also welcomed aboard and why it relates to me - (Think Brown Vs Board of Education)
Anyway.... I'm a cult victim and one who was video taped my entire life, the good guys have everything, there are plenty of other victims as well (and I met 20 of them at a facility in May) but I may have some uniqueness due to my ability to decode cult codes, being a huge fan of Q and Trump... and perhaps most importantly my sister worked under Obama 2 years ago in the E.P.A. and delivered my tapes which I have FOIA'd (can't FOIA other people only yourself) - so my tapes are in a unique position to be made public as soon as the DOJ gets cleaned out (RR I presume is the main problem as he oversees the FBI as #2 in the DOJ)
anyway that's probably why I was welcomed on the QMAP but to the more basic matter of what it means to be a cult victim and why? - many reasons.
Not all members of a cult family members get into the cult - and the ones that don't are sacrificed. The cult uses these in many ways.
By having a sacrifice in most cult families it means that pedophiles in the cult can visit other cultists and "taste the family recipe" - it's a giant supply of children that they can rape anytime they like without needing to kidnap and trade. (I was trafficked at age 5 to be with other men, I just ran away before getting into the car)
Heirs of the family bloodline can practice torturing on the closed eye child - they learn to be dominant predators by helping to sacrifice their sibling.
Most victims do not know they are victims as the filmed children are given pizza laced with sedatives weekly on a "pizza night" and then cultists come in to rape them while they sleep (ZZ = sleep) the videos work as blackmail against cultists, and a recruitment tool for pedophiles who want to get in on it.
The videos include the child being tortured and turned into a monster like Columbine - or killed in a Rube Goldberg style machination (which they coordinate and watch live) while taking bets on which cult kid will get lucky and survive what they do. A fun game for sadists.
Additionally valuable experimentation data can be accrued by setting up experiments from birth till death on what can break a psyche down the best by comparing side by side results in an A/B methodology. This includes chemicals like vaccinations and addictions like drugs.
They celebrate our end in a party of Spirit Cooking by eating cake but the symbolism is of cannibalizing their family, drinking the bloodline and becoming the Root of the new family tree the cult now owns.
All of these things and more make it all and effective deterrent against any would-be betrayers lest they themselves become "shows" as then rather than being the abuser they would become abused - and their entire family bloodline (not just the sacrifices) would be sucked up in the most horrific way the cult can imagine. Made an example of on camera. -this is what the red lines mean at Epstein Isle- Bloodlines drank into a gutter (6). It is what awaits Trump & any related to Trump if he loses against the cult
The QMAP said on April 3rd and on Jun 28th and Aug 15th "Symbolism will be their downfall." and on Aug 28th
It's always been out in the open.
You just have to LOOK.
You MUST stay TOGETHER.
TOGETHER YOU ARE STRONG.
Symbolism = END.
Q
And that's the main thing I decode on my twitter, the symbolism as having been raised around it my whole life I'm adept at decoding it (even though I was never taught it) So I answer questions most any hour of the day all week long at https://twitter.com/watkins_2 - and give my take on history. I also posted https://voat.co/v/pizzagate/2737704 which is mostly what I am posting now only with every question asked of me answered (over 50 so far) - it's gotten knocked off the main page as all VOAT posts do so I figured I'd post here since I am part of the QMAP and my story heavily relates to it all. I used to post on Great Awakening my AB-BA history dig posts which would get stickied sometimes (if anyone remembers them. -I can post the wayback machine links of anyone wants them)
I talk about what the various QMAP symbolism means like why so many cultists appear in front of forests here https://twitter.com/watkins_2/status/1020456460889702401 or what the Anderson Cooper stuff int he QMAP is all about here https://twitter.com/watkins_2/status/1031347527377805312 symbolism is the hidden language and whether it's stripes https://twitter.com/watkins_2/status/1042992630177529856 that Obama, myself and many other victims wear (means belonging to a cult family but not aware of it) - or the pizza decoding threads https://twitter.com/watkins_2/status/1044486520084656128 whcih relate just like with Anderson Cooper with the "sick club" as noted in the QMAP and why it, at a glance, can appear innocent (albeit creepy) it's all about avoiding a paper-trail or voice recordings - that's why they do it all in the open.
use the search function on twitter https://twitter.com/search-advanced with my twitter account watkins_2 - to search for any subject involving the QMAP or cult codes or anything else like stripes, pizza codes, color codes, letter codes, number codes, various proofs and decoding of daily Drudge Report comms and other stuff. Well anyway ask questions or don't - I'll check in and answer them ASAP if people do.
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I think this happened to my mother. She went to a private school. Her intelligence was tested. She had an IQ of 170. She was taken into an exclusive government program for the rest of her childhood. They still contact her every year for an evaluation. She’s the most sadistic psychopath you could imagine. The elaborate sick and twisted mind games she plays manipating everyone around her including the legal system is nothing short of a work of art. It’s the masterpiece of a criminal mind. She managed to kill my sister using psychological torture. If she is any example of the elite in power we are going to need the brightest minds fighting on the front lines.
14156805? ago
I don't think what you describe lines up with what I'm saying but there are tons of different kinds of victims - could be a different branch of them. There is a similarity in that it's about psychological torture to kill family members and creating what amounts to entertaining video for those watching as they did my family. - But the distinction is it's not about creating ultimate criminals so much as getting a leg up by teaching symbolism to kids which can then climb the vine of cultists to the top of any organization and taking over property -
they wanted my grandfather's farms - they seduced him with a cultist and tried to take it through the bloodline - having kids, torturing the eldest and favoring the 2nd child - sacrificing everything else until the cult wholly owns it - I think it's about the power - but what you are saying is fascinating, it just feels like the mechanics of the what's, why's and how's involved are different.
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No, only partly. The Power is one angle of it, to be sure. But the polarization of Service to Self is more than just a power thing. I have mild sadistic desires, but I only use them in consensual situations. Seeing people in harms way is not my idea of a good time. Seeing the person I love get a ripping orgasm because I gave her the right kind of pain? Different story. But I digress. I have a deeper understanding of this sort of thing, spent my life studying psychology, power, war, Grand Strategy, I learned everything I needed to survive in our modern War Torn age.
The power is the ultimate goal for them, yes. But, to get that power, they have to curry favor from entities beyond our Three Dimensional understanding of the world.
The Djinn are referenced as "Flameless Smoke" an entity that seems to be alive and moving, but not quite "here". We typically relegate them to fiction. But why? Wouldn't it make more sense if these illuminati bloodlines, with their powerful and specific rituals, creating suffering and untold levels of just, horror, torment, etc. Why? To what point and purpose? Why does it take so much hurt to break us? Because our nature is not to hurt. Which begs the question, how did mankind develop Psychopathy and Sociopathy? Why does mankind have THE MOST Birth Defects out of all species we've discovered by a factor of a thousand?
Why do we accept the "Truth" we've been fed, when all of us here know, there are secret societies out there running the world for their own benefit. Why do we all accept "imagination" as the realm of Children?
14158335? ago
interesting, you take on the concept of objectivity in a similar yet distinct way to my own. Asking questions not of me but of us all, : ) I'm happy you graced my post with your reply. I'll keep it in mind.
as for my reaction to it? Well, I think they do try and create a science of breaking people and that's part of what they were doing with me and others like me - throwing us away when the experiment is no longer giving valuable data. - I can't assert much beyond presumption of "why" so I just presume power, as the QMAP says it's always about the money, and as that one pirates of the Caribbean movie said about the nature of treasure isn't all about money - it's what a person values and some people really want to rape children - so... I think i'm letting my autism get the best of me in this answer, ok I'll end this answer here before I spend 20 pages on a philosophical answer to the nature of good and evil.
14164694? ago
You might also appreciate The Law of One text by the Entity known as Ra. It's a Channeled work, so take it for what it is re:your lens, but as an Autist, one you've replied too a few times in this thread, it has helped me immensely. Especially with re-situating myself post-trauma.
TL;DR, All is One. One is All. "Nothing" is greater than God means the 0, the Nothing, "No"Thing. We are all "Some"thing, which is part of the "Every"Thing. If there is a One, there is also an All, since All only requires 1. The Seed of Life and sacred geometry support the idea of it. Hermetic teachings as well. You might find an intuitive understanding of it all. Jungian Archetypal thinking stems from that field.