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14161611? ago

God be with you, help you overcome this trauma. I grew up in Colo, in a very abusive family... VERY close to columbine. Now I am beginning to wonder... I've been suicidal many times.

Question Alan, if you can barely read much, how did you type your story? How did you remember all this? How did you know to decode what Q sent you?

Sorry for the questions...

WE are with you. There are GOOD people in this world. Most Importantly, IT NOT YOUR FAULT.

Alan and those who have suffered so is why we must unite. We must defeat evil. Why we fight.

14163266? ago

all stream of consciousness, the reason I can't read very well is my brain forgets things about a sentence later - that's why I can learn things but I can't do so in one sitting like many people - my brain needs to piece meal things and so I read your comment sentence by sentence and reply to what I can and then read some more and reply to that - its' the only way I can do such things - I'm also terrible at editing - I wish I could edit the giant posts I made but the truth is they are piece meal from the past few months of posting tiny parts of my story on twitter - all cobbled together.

as for how did I know to decode? my brain is weird - I think my way of learning is useful for decoding because I think and am always rethinking things - so I don't have preconceived notions as my brain constantly tries new things as it has to - I call them mental resets - what was I saying? oh right - I also lived in Colorado interesting - you may have some tangential or direct connection to all this garbage cause that's where they did most of it -