People ask my opinions on world events and the amounts of fucks I have left to give is so sparse that I cant even come up with the words to acurately describe my feelings on any world events anymore. The second anyone brings up the manufactured lunacy they're calling the "election", I have to bow out. As far as people of my age group are concerned, either support Sanders or you're satan. After I was "red pilled" so to speak, I couldnt contain my rage and became a crusader for the truth, trying to wake up anyone I could, protest anything I could, find out the truth no matter how fucked up it was. Now five or six years down the line of researching geopolitics, history and conspiracy theories I feel that I am no closer to the truth than I was at the beginning. I dont know what sources to trust or where to turn my eyes and ears. The only conclusion I have reached is that its proabably best if humans were just eradicated from the earth to restore balance to the universe because we obviously cant do anything right. Is this where the truth lead you? To become a passive observer of a slow moving trainwreck sitting around with our thumbs in our asses waiting for the catalyst so the NWO cleptocrats can finally roll out their one world fascist dictatorship? I had my theories of where this was all heading and now im just confused, waiting around like the sheep I used to talk shit on. I feel that any civil unrest up to the point of this catalyst will be futile because the people have successfully been divided and conquered. I dont know what to expect anymore, but I have at least let go of my fear of this inevitable death and destruction.
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k_digi ago
you seem frustrated -
I can give you all the answers but hilariously you won't believe it.
(i find this very humorous) (actually me, just a few years ago wouldn't believe it either)
I am fortunately completely free of all that stress i sense in your post here.
but unfortunately it's not for everyone, but i can say this.
don't stress to much, and don't give in to amazement
crop_circle_jerk ago
I am very frustrated, and apathetic. Its not all bad though, my pessimism about the future has encouraged me to live my life to the fullest. I have been to 25 countries in the past 5 years and I take in beauty like its my last day on earth. Bitter sweet indeed.