Im on SSRIs and I had a very vivid dream that I slammed a 10 inch knife up under my jaw and into my brain, successfully committing suicide. As I lay there dead/motionless in my dream a naked woman entered the room I was in. Took off my pants and rode my dead cock. This dream was so vivid and real that when I woke up I was confused, horny and extremely conflicted. But hey, no depression is good right? ... right?