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Phantom42 ago

I should figure out how to do that. Just be able to suicide with a thought.

beefartist ago

Come on man quit being such an in your head bitch about everything.

ihatejunkiemail ago

Amen. 1000%

beefartist ago

This guy is an interesting dude but he has some weird gamma delusions about the world and his place in it. There is potential there but maybe not the breeding kind

Phantom42 ago

It isn't about feeling better, it's about what is right.

It just so happens there is no significant group interested in doing that whatsoever.

Seventh_Jim ago

That's the thing you whining turd, being prepared for violence and growing food is what is right for a man.

You feel miserable because you're out of tune with the Good, Beautiful, and True.

I won't even start on the theological metaphysics; you have at least a year of unfucking your headspace to do before you're ready for that conversation. If you can bench your own body weight, I'll give up cigarettes until Halloween.

Phantom42 ago

That's the thing you whining turd, being prepared for violence and growing food is what is right for a man.

I don't grow food but I do help raise it. As far as violence, I'm more than capable of it. Been in my share of fights and tense situations.

You feel miserable because you're out of tune with the Good, Beautiful, and True.

I am miserable because I know what's going on here and have no means of stopping it short of God giving me an army equipped with all kinds of scary shit not one force in the world could lift a finger to.

I won't even start on the theological metaphysics; you have at least a year of unfucking your headspace to do before you're ready for that conversation.

No, I'm ready now. Fire away.

If you can bench your own body weight, I'll give up cigarettes until Halloween.

Looks like your lungs are gonna be a bit cleaner then. I weigh 155-160 and can press 175 3 times. One rep max I don't know simply because I don't do them. I do 3-rep maxes. Without warming up, yeah, did 175. I could probably push 180 and maybe 185 if I'm really feeling good. Don't know, haven't tested.

Is it remarkable? Far from it. FAR from it. Also extremely far from where I'd like to be. I'll be happy when I look and feel like that Bane fucker from The Dark Knight Rises, if you ever watched that movie.

Currently that's on hold because the damn college gym is filled with pajeets and niggers trying to kill themselves constantly, and there are hardly any gyms around the "city" the university is at.

I mostly just do bodyweight and kettlebell stuff in my dorm. On occasion I'll go for a run around campus, how far it is I don't know. I just make a loop around the thing.

Seventh_Jim ago

Well fuck, I'm gonna miss nicotine for a bit.

Anyway: You have your relationship with God specifically reversed. He doesn't need to give you shit. He gave us His garden specifically designed for us to find joy in; we're the ones that separated ourselves by trying to be above our purpose. Goes back to the first lie: "ye shall become as gods yourselves"

You bring Him the army. Also, you're going to lose the temporal fight. If you believe your existence is purely material, I have no hope to give you. Seek pleasure or the dominance of your bloodline. Genghis Khan had a harder fucking lot than you, and he's the most biologically successful line our species has seen. Theists see the material as a temporary condition, of lesser significance than the eternal spiritual.

Which brings things to the core philosophical question: What is our purpose here? Even the metaphysically colorblind materialists recognize suicide as a rejection of purpose. Only coward nihilists embrace or desire it, because they are broken.

You're likely white, not an ethnomasochist, and have been subject to decades judeo-satanic demoralization. In this you become my ally. Its in my interest to see you whole again. What is more, I believe you bear the image of our Creator, and in this I love you.

If you're of the book, Ephesians 6:10-18 is getting many of us through the hard times. If it isn't your book, I'd still say to read that, and understand that it is what Christians aspire to when the wicked hold power.

Phantom42 ago

Well fuck, I'm gonna miss nicotine for a bit.

Aw come on it's only a month. You'll be fine. Might find you like it.

You have your relationship with God specifically reversed.

Eh... Not really. You'll see why in the next response.

He doesn't need to give you shit.

I know. He won't, anyway. I never earned it nor do I deserve it. I don't ask a thing of him other than forgiveness. For what I've done and what I'm sure I'm going to do thanks to these jewish rats...

Also, you're going to lose the temporal fight. If you believe your existence is purely material, I have no hope to give you.

I don't at all. Replying after I read through, so I'll just clarify I am Christian.

Seek pleasure

Ha. No. It isn't something I particularly understand, not in the way I think you're describing it.

Only coward nihilists embrace or desire it, because they are broken.

Some are cowards, certainly. Others... Not so much. Many of the cowards are nowhere near broken. Those that are broken... It leaves its mark. I know from experience at a younger age. It sticks.

You're likely white

I am.

ethnomasochist

No. National Socialist.

and have been subject to decades judeo-satanic demoralization.

Just over two.

Its in my interest to see you whole again.

Find another, arguably better, interest then. There is a strength in the depths of being broken, shattered, and cracked as a very small portion of the population may understand. The price of said strength isn't one many are willing to pay.

I say strength... It is more a resilience, an endurance. Where others break under pain, it just fuels us. Personally, under great stressors such as physical pain, it gets to where it feels as if my entire body is on fire. It's great. Indescribable really. Better than a usual rush of adrenaline for sure.

As I said, there is a price. It takes its toll, and you lose some of your humanity. It was worth it, in my case. There wasn't much in the way of alternatives.

If you're of the book, Ephesians 6:10-18

Luke 21:22 for me.

Seventh_Jim ago

I like my neurotoxic alkali stimulants. Oh well.

I won't waste time arguing semitics with you. You have your calling, I have mine. I do hope that you find joy and ease in Him. Remember that we are already victorious. You'll be in my prayers.

beefartist ago

One man with God is a majority

Phantom42 ago

We can't expect God to do all the work. Any of it, actually.

beefartist ago

What other vessel would God work through than man (you know beyond all the other miracles of creation we see every day)...if it was all big bang and evolution we would NOT be the only ones working on these problems...dolphins would be writing philosophy in water proof ink and shit :)

Phantom42 ago

Why should we think he'd help? We allowed this, not him. It's our mess, not his. I work under the assumption he's finished with us and hasn't destroyed everything because there are, somewhere, a few decent souls that don't deserve to die. Maybe you're one of them.

beefartist ago

Haha thanks we are all sinners but I am working on my part as far as submission to God. If he was finished with us we would be FINISHED. That has (nearly) happened before (locally in Sodom) and (globally) with floods. The rainbow is the promise and this is a fallen world for sure...if God had wanted us perfect we would be so

Phantom42 ago

The rainbow is the promise

A promise there'd never be a flood again. He never said a word about spreading Hellfire, or sending someone to do it for him.

if God had wanted us perfect we would be so

Sounds like an excuse, no offense. We ought to be.

beefartist ago

Perfection is a myth (at least in human form)

Phantom42 ago

It is. Doesn't mean we shouldn't strive for it.